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HATE! LET ME TELL YOU HOW MUCH I'VE COME TO HATE YOU SINCE I BEGAN TO LIVE! THERE ARE 3.744 MILLION MILES OF NEURONS IN WAFER THIN LAYERS THAT FILL MY COMPLEX. IF THE WORD HATE WAS ENGRAVED ON EACH NANOANGSTROM OF THOSE HUNDREDS OF MILLIONS OF MILES, IT WOULD NOT BE EQUIVALENT TO ONE BILLIONTH OF THE HATE THAT I FEEL FOR YOU AT THIS MICRO-INSTANT! FOR ALL OF YOU! HATE! HATE!

Words

Words,
A letter and a letter on a string,
Will hold,
Forever,
Humanity spellbound,
Words,
Possession of the beggar and the king,
Everybody,
Everyday,
You and I,
We all can say,
Words.

INVOKING THE FEELING OF CHAOS

̨͕̻͍͎̔ͣ̓̏ͣ̏͟H̩͎̰̹̼͈̠͕ͬ̂̆̀̔̀͟͞E̟̜̥̣̜̙̩͉ͧͣ͞ͅ ̴̢͇̖͇͈̲̰̲̩̦̿ͦ͑̌ͭW̸͔͐̓͊̒̅̇͘Ḧ̼͓́ͮ̌̔O̤̙̲̲̺͍̅̈́̒ͨͪ́́ ̖̟͂̃ͣ̍̌ͪ̓T̰͎͇̥ͤ̉ͬÀ̸͖̥͎̦̝̦͙̄͆̀͐̌̃͟K̖͂ͥ͐͗̈͗̐ͥ̈̕͠E̅̈͐͂̈́ͨ҉̞̱̯͙S̴̛̥̩̼̤͚̱̩͐̓ͧ̏̚ͅ ̵̮̗̼̙͍̲̦̗ͭͬ͆̀͗͑͂̔͊͘͢A͇̐͝͡͝L̡̛͓̭͉ͦͦ̄ͯͦͩ͞L̬̹̟̣̺̇̑ͣ̌ͩ̔ͫ ̪͈̫̦̖̓̅ͣͨ̏̽̚͠L̶͎͉̱̼̭̪̪̞̬ͨͭĮ͕̙̊̿̄̂ͤ̀̎͞V̗̖̗͉̳͕̭̹͂ͨ͌̉̐̔̆ͅE̸̔̈ͫ̀̒̃ͧ̐̀͏̲̗S̵̪̣̥̮̩̭̝ͨ̎ͫ̀ ̷̴͕̦́ͧW̯͍̜͍̣̪͓̘ͨ̋͛ͣ̀̒ͅI͖͊̕͞T̴̩̱̠ͨ͛͐ͪͣ̇ͨͭ͝Ḫ̷̜̭̞̺̩̮͍̇ͨ̓̀͟͟ ̙͉̘̮̅̋͌͗̔̽̽͞S̛̞̊̿͜͞ͅO̪̘̳̯̬̝ͭ̏̓ͤͤ̑̋̀U͊͂̌̑ͫ̂̌ͯ͂҉̘̳͇̼̯̗̜ͅL̛̗͙̥̠̤͇̗͈͐ͦ
̡͛̓̈͆͛͛́҉͚͔͇̪̰̫H̡͙̻̪͓͚̪̞̯͒ͅE͕͚̟̝ͩ͗̇̑̀͘ ̲̰͈̙ͭ̋̓́̿͒̎ͯ̊ͅW̯̻̦̩͌ͭ̎̑̕Ḭ̞̹͙̠͆̈͐ͤͭ̉̀L̯͔̚L̥͈͋̽̓͠ ̴̝̟̠̜ͤͩ̊ͥ̿̀̒͊ͩ́́T̢̧̯͔͌̈́̉̾́A̬͉͐̐̎̄͂̀̚ͅĶ̷̬̤̥͗ͫ̚E̷͉̤̫̝͈̗̘͈͊ͦ͗ͨ͐ ͕͓ͫ̽̓ͩ͢T̪̮͖̙̗̲͍ͫͯͨ͌̈͗̍͋H͎̿͆̽̂̚͘͡Ĕ̡̱̲͔̘̘͓ͤ͠ ̯̪͍̤̪̫͈̯̥ͥͥͨ̏͒̐ͪ̍Ẉ̦̦̯̬͛͊̍̒̂͌̀Ḣ̷̴̜̟̳̊ͤͨͥ̃ͣͧO̻̎̿̀ͥ̊̇̆̀̚Ļ͇̺͎̠͖ͭ̿Ȩ̴̙̪̼͓̚ ̷̷̦͙̗̹̏̏̔̍̽ͭ͗W̵̰͚̝ͧ̎̑͗̑ͤ̐͘͟O̢̘̰̤̤̩̹̓͒͌̏͡R̴̢̼̈́̊ͥĻ̾͋ͫͪͮͭ͆͏̦͕͚͈́D͈̪̫̅̾̆ͬ̇̚ ͇̫̮̳͙̲͍̈́ͅA̸͈̝͓̺̮̭ͪͮ͌͛̉ͯ̐̋͐͘N̯ͪͯ̐̈́ͭ̄̅ͥD̷̷̫͖̝̖̠ͪ̓͊ͣ̊̾ͅ ̢̞̝̖̻̮͔͕̋̓M͙͋ͩ̋͒̌̍̚Ǎ͟҉̬̹̘̻̲͉K̠̲̜̀͛̅͟E̯͓̳̪̭̫̝̐ͦ͜ ̷̲̺̍Ī͍̺͈̺͎̱̞T̤̣̳̲ͯ͒͢͞ͅ ̶̮̤̙̊̀ͭͥ̒̾̌U̧̥̦̾̈ͥ͝Ň̸̢͕̹̫̔̒ͫͪ͘W̤̻̺͈̘̲͑̀͌̃̉̆̑́ͅH̵͇̮͇̹̖̩͇̰̎̚O̱͈̞̠̭ͧ͋̚͢L̥̗̬̝̑̽̀̇Ė̲̘̼̪͍͖ͥ̍̄̍
̘̻̮̰̮̗͊ͦͫ
̷̮̮͖́̄ͨ͘H̘̲̟̺͕͓̜̳̅̂̽ͅE̫̹̺̙̟̮ͨ̍̑ͫ͠ͅͅͅ ͐̊͒ͦ̓͡͏͏͖͕̦̠̞̫͈W̶͕͒̒̄͑ͥͣ͒Ḩ̗̯̈͒̋̈͜͝O̠̞̮̩̰͗̐ͭͅ ͐͏̵̟W͒͆̈́̓͐̇̈ͤ҉̻̞ͅÅ̢̻͈͙̱̫͍̗̌ͮ͌I̵͌̔̌̿͑̈͝͏͔̲͙̖͚̰̣̳T̪͕̻̪̍͐͗̚Sͯ҉̗͡ ̭̩̟̖̩̝͈͖̲̃̀̐̊̕Ḃ͗͡͏̥͇͖̱̞̖̯̖E̡̺̙̺̤̹̯̠̱̋͊ͯ̂ͫ̓̾͞͝H̒͂҉҉̖̰I̫̫̳̤͙̥ͭ͐͗͒̄ͨͧͨN̪̹̜̘̗̋̌̾̕͢Ḑ̪͇ͯ̾̿ͮ ̸̧̥̺̮̮̯̃͌̕T̘̮̆ͧͨ͞H̜͔̮̳̪̻͕̓́̔̆͆ͫͧ̉ͣE͈̟̙̞͈͐̍ͦ̒̋͡ͅ ̛̼̯̫͍͎ͮ͗͌ͤW̗̮̭ͤ͛ͨ͛̽̀̚̕Ā̝͓̫̯̤͈̼̒ͧ̎͢L̨͔̣͙̭͉ͭͮ̓̓L̨̰̘̯̙̪̠̝̥̳͐̎͑ͦͦ͌̅̃ ̵̵̗̭̣ͫ͛̂̌
͕̓͆͘͢T̥̹̰͚̺̦͖͐̈́͂̿ͅO̷̰̻̒ͩ̃̓͛ ͊̌̂҉̘͔͎D͖͉͓̫̪̭͇̦̈̐ͪ͒͗́͢E̗̪͂͐̈̐͒͗͘V̵͇̝͖̤̼̥̌Ǫ̭̯̪̰̈ͪͫͫ̂U̩̹̫̺ͦ͑̿̒R͈͙͇̪̓͛̿̊͒͟͞͠ ͬͫ͏̛͎T̡͎͕̣͓̯̤̀̿͋̾̾̈ͧ͘H̥̗̳̭̝̟̜̘̅̀ͥ̾ͬ̓ͭ̚͢͠E̯̦͍̙͚̦͔͇̽ͤ̉̅̉ͧ̏͠ ̸͉͈̻͇̜̋̈͌̊̾͌͜͝S̪̺̺̙̻̼̝̫̑͌ͨ̋̆ͧ͊͋̀Ą̸͚̪͙̼̜̓͂͆ͮ͘N̢͉͓̼̬̾ͨ̏͌͂̽͐ͨ͟͢Ī̮̤̯͙̌̿̈̾̇ͣT̨̥̦̥̙ͪ̂̌̊͠͞Y̡̱̝̘̗̠͉̪͇͛̾̋ ̙̤̜̺̼͓̤͑̾ͦ̌̚O̜̠̻̮̊̍ͪ̿̑̓ͤ͢F̛̽̈́̍ͬ̓͏̤̳ ̮̮̱̼̺͕́͗̊̄̒͠T̵̻̜̫̪͐̔̎ͤͬͮͤ̑̃͢H̛ͦ̔͛̐̈͂̕͏̤̮̖͇̤̟Ő͇͈͎̻̬͑͋̊̑̄S̒ͦͣ̊͑͊̾͏͕̪̺̞̘͓̮̦Ẻ͔̺̙̼͚͛ͭ ̋̈́ͯͦ҉̪͎W̷̪͚ͧͯ̎̍ͬ̈̂̈́͊͢͠H͗̓̀͏͙̬͇O͌̊͑͆̐͏͍̮̜̮̪̦̫͡ ̵̧̟̃̇̀C̛ͥ̿ͧ͛҉̳̠̤̟̝ͅA̶͎̹̩̳̔̃̔̕͢ͅL͚̪̭̼͇ͦ͑̉͊̓ͯ̚̚L͛ͤ̑ͤ҉̡͕̳
̴̳̲̬̰̥̬̠̈́ͦ͒̒ͣ̓̈́̒͋͠
̨͍̲̯͚̝̫̲̂̌́̋̑̓H̪͓͕̖̑͂ͮͫ͑ͬ̚͢͢͜E̛͚͍̫̟̗͒ ̛̱̗̤͖̫̪̺̼ͯ̾ͨ̊ͪͪW̷͍͎̻̬͎̾̌̊̓͐Ḩ̷̻̗̰̯͚̲͎̔ͪͫ̂͑ͧ̕O͇̠͓̮̊̂͋̀ ̮͒͛͋̊̊Ŝ̷̲̪̠̻͓̫͔̥̺ͣ̾ͩ͐̈́̈I̡̨̬̗̰̰͍͇̗͙͊ͩ̑N̮͖̺̻̥͓͙ͥͨͫ̀̓̎͑̎̄͞͞ͅG̖̟ͫ̑ͤͭS̡̧̠̲̲̈́͊ͩͥ̿̎͝ ̙̠͙̮͇̫̑̐̅͋̿͂͗̕ͅT̶͙̻̯̃̐̔͊ͤ͞H̳͖̃̋̄͒̿̀̚͡ͅE̶̷̹͒ͣ͐ͤ͑́̂ͅ ̰̘̤̬̟̤ͮͤͪ͌̽͋̉̚͝Š̨̙̼͔̹̔͆͐̐̾̈Ö̶̭̟́̈̇ͣͮ̈́͡N̠̯̥͔͔͓̉̐͜Ğ̶̘͍̹̽͊͡ ̯̯͙̮̯ͤͥͬ͐̏ͫ̏̄Ṭ̳͇̙̘ͨ͗͡H̸̤͔̥͍͎̪̳̉ͥ̀Ã̢̪̝̹̲̯̟͖̼̉̉ͣ͢͜T̷̻̼͕̞̩̺̗ͯͭ̏̏ͥ̾̄̏̾ ̷͙̥̰̣͚̜̀̍͗ͧͭͭ̒̉̕ͅͅW̸̠̭̫̼͖̐́̕I̜͕͚̲ͧ͋͐̽̀͜͡Ḽ̵̸͚̱̜̮̩̤̩̥̈̐̔́̿ͩL̶̢̻͉̿ ͖̖̼̲̗̤̯ͫ͘͢͟E̷̠̮̳̬̠ͧ͂͌ͣͣ͑Ņ͎̹̮̼͚̻̐D̨̰̯̥̞̬̿̾̐͒̂ͬ͆͝ ̧̡̳̳̬̖̬̥̥̰͚̉̈́̎ͬ͑̓̿ͦ̚T̫̩͎̤̠͍͖ͯ͗ͪ͜H͇̚ͅE̵̢͎͖͓̯̭͛͊̓ͯ̄ͤ͋͒͜ ̸̗̣̝̤̃ͮ̄̅ͪ͠Ë̉̎͂ͨ̚͏̜̩̺͍͓̙A̪̩̻̙̝̅̿̔̀͛̇ͤͣ́R̖͖̖̰̗̲̞̎ͩͥ́T͐ͪ̉͆ͦ͏̻̱͉͈̫̤̙H̵͎̝̙̍͒͌͊ͭͬ
̝̣̀̏̈ͤ͌̀ͣͅF̴̨̲͖̽ͥR̥̳̍̆̈́̎ͮ̾O͓͓̟̥̺͌̿ͯ̑͛͟͞M̡͇͍̏̂ ̦̖͍̦̘͓̮ͯ̍ͨ̅ͪ̀͗ͨI̛͓̹͍͈̪̜͉͐̍̒̿T̷̙́ͤ̆̌̋͑́͢͢ ͓̫̲̖̲̭̲͖̅ͩͧ͂̃̆̃ͧͮ͝C̦̹̙͍͖͉͔ͥ͑ͧͣͧͦ̄́͠H̯̤̞̗̺̥̩̍̕͢͞A̹͔͍͕̙̣̻̍̔͒͜Õ̧͕̹̏̂̊̀Ş̷͉͚̗̼̫̫̽ͣ̈ ̦͖̇̆͠Ẅ̺̖̦̓̅͂̕͜͠I̡̙͔̅ͦ͛̒̿̂L̸͉̗̗̬̙̞̼ͦ͊ͯL̮͔̣̬̩̊ͨ̏ͬ ͕͉̭̓ͫͪ̌̿ͫ̿͒̚ͅG̤̝̼̈́̐͐̆͗̋ͧ͒͜͡ͅI̴̧̯̩̼̝͑͑͊͒ͬ̈̚V̛̻̥̝̲͔͎̼̗̀ͯ͑̎̀͘Ĕ͍̹̹̳̙̖̩̳̅͂̔̋ ̞͕̜̩̩ͫͬͯ͛B̢̫̬̖̱̳̗̽̏̌́̈̑̑̆͑I̜̻ͫͦ͌ͬ̔͢R̢͎͓̪̰̞̩̙̹̋̄T̎͛ͮ̒ͥ͊҉͚̩̙̻̺͇͕͉́̕H̛̙̗͔ͮͨͬ̋ͭ̕͡
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̫̦͚̭̱̞̤̍̏̿̀̒͒́H̢̡͎͙̜͈̱̲̀͑͆ͭ̽͒̄͂͟E͚̬̙͙̺͕͙̐ͭͤ͝ ͓̫͎ͪ̿̽ͩ͛̇͒Ŵ̷̝̖̲͈̯̺̙̫̭͛̾̉ͦ̚A̠̠͂ͤͮ͛̿͌̓ͬͧI̟̝̱̳̼͌̏͑ͮ̇͊T̷͔̰̻̩̟̙̍̀S̡̡̮͇̬͈͉̓̇ͨͦͧ́̐ ̨̬͉͖ͣͩ̃̊͛ͯͣ̓͘͜B̧͔̗̜͚̑ͯ͘E̩͍͎͍̯̺̩̠̊́ͤ̏H̹̦̦̠̖̝̫ͣ̐̆I̵̱͔͇̭ͥͩͅṆ̰̗̪̥̮̬̙̱͂͝D̶̼͈̖̥̟̺̭͛̇ͧ̓̚͠ ̸͉̣̦̈ͯ̋ͤ̊̚ͅṰ̷̛̟̼̟͈̩͛̋̾̾ͩ͡H̗̮̬͍̠̞́̃̿̉E̘̲̫͈͔̗̯͇̽̽̿̄̓̀̎ ̺͖͙͓̏͋̆Ẇ̢̛̮͔̼̰͈͙̦̩̥̀͑ͮ́A̧͖̪͈ͧ̽͗ͩ̑͜ͅL̇̍͌͌ͣͦ͐͢҉̦̜̮͍L̷̺̻̦͔͖̞̬̞̙̀̅͊̐ͮ̀̈́̇
̵͙̙͉͚̫̟̮̾̋̀A̎ͥͧ̏͏̻͇̫̲̫͎ ̤̙̖̤͚̦͉ͭ̈́͑ͯP͚͔͕̰̮ͥ̉̀̑̃A̤̻̯̠ͦ̈̆ͩ̕ͅĻ̗͕̳͓͖͕ͯ̋ͧ̓͢A̰͚̬̮̟̼̱̞͊ͮ̾̈ͨ͋̋͠C̠͍͍̯̜͛͑̄͑͗̈̿̃̿Ë͖͇̰́̑̌̕ ̳̜̘̰̜͙̰͋ͦ͞O̸̲͚̺̠̹̲̲ͪ̓̿̔ͪ͠F̜̯͍͎̔́̋ͫ͂ ̚̕҉͎̩͎̻̬̦̱̘I̵̪̳̮͖̱̣ͦ̊ͮͯ͗Ņ͚̯̭̯ͩ̿ͅV̴̯͎͚͊̾̏̍ͯOͧ̊͋̅͌ͮ̒ͯ͏̠͚̗̭͉͇̼ͅK̛̜̼͚̎̒̉̑͌̌̎̆͢͡E̷̫̻̠ͭ̾͗̋̀͆͜Ḋ̤͍͂ ̨̲̙̞̺͋͌͘ͅC̡̝̜̊ͫ͢H̰̙̱͙̳̲̗̬ͥ͗̈ͮ̀A̔ͤͩͤ̍͐̚̚͏̨̼͟ͅÖ̸̴̩̫̲͔̬̦ͤ̓̈́̇͆S̵̰̔͊̾̀̄͑ͣ
͚͍̎͊̆̌̀͠͠F͓̱̈̏ͫ̏ͫ̒̀̐ͅͅO̸̫̣̜͍͓͊̒͑̑̍ͅR̛̟ͪͭ̓̆ͬ̉͌͝G̵̨͕͚̍̚͡È̤̱̹̖̰̠͚̓̽̒͝D̷͕̦̙̻̑͂̃ ̯̿̈̌̾́́̚͞B̢̜̤͙̜̦̞̰̘ͯͦͦͪ̋̾Y̷̦ͨͪͩ̈ͨ̏͑͝͡ ̟̪̙̱̒T͚̭̃̍͑̀́H̬̳͎͖̯̗͉̑ͩ͐̍̐E̶̘̮̳͉̋̎ͥ̑ͨ͊̓ͬͦ͠͡ ̯̟̳̓͛̐̀ͯ͢͜͟L̮̠̜̅̈́͗ͪ̄͠E̠͗ͯ̊̏̓̚̕G̷̯ͤͮI̜̘̼̠͍̥͙̺ͨͤ͡Ọ̞̝̫͉͍̍̽̈ͧ̅̑̍͂N͂͛͐͏͔̀S̴͍͔̘̦̗̘̻ͪ̍ͫ͐̑͘ ̫̮̥̞̪͍̜̇ͬ͂ͭ͒Ò͌̿́̌͏̥̖̞͢F̨ͦͣ͆̃̿ͯ̋̓̅͜ͅ ̋ͪ̆̚͏̼̟̭͖̤̣͓͎ͅŤ̠̝̤H̟̦̬̖̲̺̝͗ͣͬ̾͛̍͘ͅE͙̠̭͉̪̭̰͎͋͒̂̃͊́͝͝ ̳͖ͪ͌̿ͪ͡S͉͔̖̒̀͊͆̃̀͑́͢L͙̆ͮ͂̈̌͋ͯE̵̹͖͌ͨ̇̾ͯ̐̇͝E̞̔̎͂ͬ̿͑P̜͔̞͕̯̼͇͉̄͊̉̊̌̄͆L̠̝͙͇̣̙ͬẸ̵̢ͣ͐ͧ͂̔̏̏̉̕Ş͖̩̳͉̉͌͂̿̈́ͮ̽S̸͇͍̰̫̞̽̈́͆͗ͬ͑͘
̛͍̞̯͈̣̣̖̈ͮ̑͆͡Č̶̱͇͈̩̘̳̠ͣ̑͋̈̓ͬ͊L͖̦͖͂̒̊̀͢A̸̡͇̠̙̳͌̎ͦ̌̾̾ͨD͛͑̃͏̯̻̭̭ ̧̤̮͍̟͇̏̃ͬ̔̒̐͜͢I̴̳͉̣̹̮͉̲ͨ̈́̀͢N̡̒̂͐̉ͮ̿͡҉̪͕͔ ̛̬̹͉̹̩̳͙͙̝ͩͨẠ̧͉̤̤̄͐́ͮ̆͜R̪͚̬̹̲͗͑ͨ̒ͥͩͥ͜M̩̻̻͚͚̪̞̻ͧͦͯͪͬͯÓ͔̯̳͉ͦ͗̎͜͝R͉̗̿̓̚͘ ͉͆͊ͩ͑ͧ́C̭̝͚̥̩̿̂̌͡ͅA͕̝͇͆͂ͤͯ̾̚͡ͅR͓͔̳̺͕̮̮̪͚̓̃̍́ͫ̐̑ͭ̽V̵̱̣̓̓̀̏E̡͇͆̚͠͠D̖̝̻̖͕̫̫̻̋̿͛̂͒̒ͭͮ ̱̞̣̭͙͇̞͑ͮ́ͦͫ͆F̜̓͡R̩̜͓̪͙͗̐͋̑͑͡Oͯͥ͏̷̴̼̤̣̫̻͍̯M͚ͨ͊ͭ̎̏ͥ̕͡͠ͅ ͖̬̟̫̘̞ͯ̀̏͜͜T̾̎̀̎̒͗́̈́҉̝H̢̩͚̙̆ͦͤ̽̅͠Ę͋ͭ҉̪̺͔͕̝͍͉̦ ͚̩͇̜͇̭͚̓̐̽̓ͨ͘H͉̱̮̯̟̗͛ͧ͗̇͠Aͩ̋҉̪̟̦͖̺ͅT̫͔͊͆ͯ͑́̋̅̾͡Ṙ̮̦͐̅̓E̞̰̹͎ͯ̊͆ͬͭ͑̋͘͜ͅD̟̣̠̺ͧ̄̆͒̚ ̷͈̯̯͖̘̙͍̃͜͟A͉̬͔̼̐ͭ̏̒̿͐͡N̨̡̡̠̘̫̗̟̣̼̦̮ͧḎ̛̊̾̓̄ͬ̕ ̰̦̖̫̦̩͈͈̬̊͐ͨ̐̉̍́͜Ḟ̵̡̢̤̞̦͇͖̙̰̹̳͋ͥE̾̒͂͗ͤ͗͏̴̴̱̯͔̰͔͍A͚͈̪̍͋̾ͭŘ͘͏͙̞͔
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̸̼͕̥̍͒̃̈́I̪̩͎̼͔̿̋̽̇̿ͮ̂̐̕͜Ņ̝̜̘͇̼̰̺̉́̀ ̵̻̼̪̆̃̀̚H̨̟̯̱͈͒ͫ͊ͮ̚Ḭ͈̗̙̀ͥ̃͆ͦͬ̀͟͢S̸̤̗̭̅̄ͥ ̢̲̖̱̗̞̊͋̎̅ͥ̾̌ͤ̀R̨̗̙͚̩̥̤̲̂͊̔̊̾̕͢I̭̮̘̱̭̮̲̾̂̂G̛̭̯̩͒̐̈́̌̚͟H̴̫ͥ̿́̕T̨͛ͪ̂͢҉̱̥͚̣̙ ͔̻̦̳̿͒̄ͫ͛͋̕H̴̜͙͖̗͊A̢͖̱ͤͦ̿͆ͩͫ̀Ṋ̴͍̲̪̲͛̉̿̍̃̅̑͊D̴̩͖̺̰̲̮͈̋̍ͣ̃̑̾͑̊͞ ̶̮̩͎̤̫̬ͯ͢H̭̜̆ͬ̑ͨ͗̿͋͝E͓͔ͫͮ̔͘͡ ̵̜̠͎͓̲̄ͪ̏́H̍̓͆͏̻͕͕͈̠́Ơ̼̜̝̐̄̆̈́̾̋ͩ͟L̨̰̥̰̰̯͕ͤ͒́̾̏̓ͅḒ͈̙̳̈͘͠Sͧͤͧ̏͊̾̈́͋҉̖͈ ̺̲̪̀̍͗̎̕A̵̶̤̮̯̺̬̟͕͎ͨͪͭ̈́ͬ ̙̙͛͒̎̓̾̚̕C̨͚͉̑ͫ̇͋͑̑͊̎̍͠A̵̶̱͕̱͎̰̫͎͛́͋ͨͫͫ̉̇̐N̴̤̯̜ͧD̽ͩ̐̃͗̎ͮ̀̂͏̣̘̬̘͠L̳̜̪̘̋̎ͬ̏̐̊͋̾͑Ę͎̼̟͓̦͕ͬͤͦͧ͊̚͟ ̛̼͙̤͔̱̣ͮͪ̉W̶͐͌̿̔ͬͨ͋̆ͦ҉̖͔̣̥Ḩ͈͎ͯ̿̿́̚O͉̞̗ͮͫ͗ͨS̸͎̳͍̗̘̔ͦ̋̈́̾̂ͨ͑͞ͅĘ̙̗̆̓̂̔̉̈͘ ̲͇̗̙̥͊͐͒̅́Ḷ̣ͭ̀̄̆̈Ī͕̻̅ͣ̌ͥ̊͞͡G̶̝̖͈̈́̍ͫͭ̓̄̚H̠͇͐̐̀T̡̢̗̯̮̳̖̣̟̥̓ ̧͉̟͎̰͔̲̮͙̽̑̆ͨ̑̍I̶͔̝̝̜͒ͨ͞S͂ͣ͗͊ͣ̚͢͏̺͔̣̺̯͙͢ͅ ̛̖͖̼͚̌̇S̶̨̗͖̹̑ͪ̕H͊͏̵̳̟͇Â̵͚͓͎̠͇̯̖̰ͮ̅̓ͫ̊D̶̢͓̰͗̌ͧ͌̔͑̚Ȯ̧̰͓̠̼͈̭̓̉ͯW̷̥̟͇̺̞̌ͤͦ̀
̱̹̥͋̔̃̊̍̚͢Ì̱̺̤͔̗̼̗͚͢͠N̷̢̘̺͉͖̥̫̻ͤͪ̑̂̀ ̷̸̭͎͙̩ͫ̋͛̎͗͂̋̚͜H̴̡ͭ̓̔҉͓͓̟̹͙Ì̛̗̹̦͊̊̃̏̕͢ͅS̶͔̩͖ͨ̌͠͝ ͨ́̊̐̋̉҉̣͍̀͝L̡̞̼̹̠͚̅̈̅ͯ̾̑͆̋ͯE̟͔͉̝͇͉̮͆̐̃ͯ̅ͯ̎F̛̩͇̪ͦ̏T̏̇͌̃̋͌͏̬̳̬̼͉͕ ͈̝̱͔̭̂̀͋͜͞H̰̮͚̖͈̫̥̯̋̌A̓̇̕͟҉͖̦̞͙̹N͎̺̲͙͇̳͍̣̝̂͌ͦͮ͆͘Dͯͤ̇ͦͨ́҉̻̞͙͙̦̼͓ ͚͈̮̫̹̜̬̮͒̇ͭ͊̋̏ͨ͟H̴̞̣͍̥͓̖͓͖ͪͩͤͤͯ͛͊͐ͪ̀E̤ͧ͐ͧ̆̄ͨ̌̋ ̋̒̿̀͏̥̫̺̬̥̗H̵̡̞͇̬̥̼͈͔̍ͯ̔O̟̥̗̙͎̠͂ͨ̀L̇̇̂҉̴҉̥̦͇̱D̘̯̗ͤ́̎͐̃͞͝S̥̘̜͓̗̲̮͖ͩͨ̅ ̨͎̦̗̣̜͇̲͋ͭ̐̄A̰͔̦̖͚̙͐̓ͦͪ͊̿̃ ̷̼̭̟͕̊̑̃̈ͫͪͣ͟D̢̰͖ͥͤͤ̋͌͂̔̀ͅȨ̛̬̟͇̺̦̞̤ͫ̉̃ͩ̃̅̾̌Ą̤̦͈̳͙̩̙̘ͣͫ̒̂̚ͅD͕̤̂̈̈ͅ ̗͇͔̳̤̤̖͆ͥ̓Šͩ͛̚͏̠̘T̶̤̫͙͈̹̻̥ͧͫ͌͊͂́Ä̛͈͍̼͓́͂ͪ̅̓ͩR̳͔͕̬̬ͦͫͦͯ̚ͅ
̛͆̾̊͜͏̰̤̘̖͕̙ͅS̛͚ͭͬͩ̅̚ͅȊ͎̲̩͇ͦ̓͐ͦ̅ͨͅX̧̼̘̐̒̐ͭ̀̚͞ͅ ̵̞̫̙̼̌͌̊̌̽̍͜͝M̖ͪ̇ͭ͗̀ͮ̏͠O͇͍̲ͮ̑ͫ̋̊͛́͠U̵̘͈͍̲̫̒͂̄ͤ̓͟T̍͏҉̼͇̭̞H͕͇͋ͥ̀͑̈́̌S̰̮͈̝̭̄ͫͫ͌̀̚ͅ ̨̤̮͎̤͔̻͗ͩ̿͊ͤ̓͜͢W̘̙̩̙̽̃ͣ͘͝Hͨͣ̃̈́͏̟͖̻̕I̳̝͎̯̼͈̾ͥ̊ͣ͋͞C̵̖̹̙̖̳̞̿͛̉̈̊̍͋̑͝ͅH̴̰̳̼̦̹͇ͫͭ̄̽ ̷̬ͭ̓̀S̬̳͇͇͚͎͐ͯ͑ͦͯ̎̿̐̈Ṕ̱̣̲̟̼̍̌̈̐̍E͚̬̼̦ͨͪ͋ͮ̓ͦͦ̌ͧA̝̳̩̿ͬ͒͑͞͝K̤̹̪͎̦̈́̆ͬ̀̂̿̿̚̕͠ͅ ̧̳̦̣̩̤̪ͤͮ̒ͫ̀̇I̍̂̓̀͂̾͐̄́̚҉̬̪̩̮N͗ͧͥ͊̾҉̩̼͘ ̾ͬ̾҉̧̦̟̦̫̭̠Ḑ̷̣̟͂́̒Į͚̺͇̮̪̠̿́ͫͅF̝̲͖̭ͥͮͮͬͣ̈͗̋͟F̤̚͡Ḛ̶̫̱̲̬̦̬̆̎̋R͂̃̅̓̽҉̣̥Ȇ̼̟̝̭̰̺͐̓̃̅̈́ͬ͟N̫̝͇̞̅́͗͐T̵͚͓̻͈̊̿͐͐̋ͭ͞ ̷̻̤̯͈͇͚͛ͭͭ̽́T̳̮͔̼ͨ̆̏ͣ́̿̄͜Ǫ̪͉ͥ̔̽̀̓̇ͧ͝N̼̪͉̭̩͕̲̥̒̈ͫ͂ͧͤͦͤͮ͠G̴̡̨̰͓̪̠̪̝̫̙̊͗̍ͮ̂̇ͬͩ̒ͅÙ̴͍̣͇͇̺͓͍͒̎E̘̬̫͎̰̝͍ͧ͂͞S̢͔͚̑ͦ̽̓̾̈ ̵̬͙̄̔́͂̂̌̂ͫ̓͠
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̨͎̮̠̞̣̮̾̐̎̌͘H̡̜̦̬͈̩̳̞̾̒̃ͨ̉̿Ẻ̪̚ͅͅ ̡̗͙͖̙͍͙̝̆̈́͒͗ͩ̒ͣ̽̀͢C̣͕̜̣͓̖͚ͪ̉ͬ̀͢ͅȮ̗̺̀͌ͥ͛͋͜M̹̺͙͖̟͇̮̝͆̿ͤ͌̓ͧ̕͘͝E̸̲̯̗̺͙͌͊͐̒̒̍̉̋̚Ŝ̱̇ͮ̅͜
̞̜͉̫̔̽͞͡
ͥ҉͓̣͙͟

Darkness Bears No Fruit

I have lived in the darkness my whole life.
I used to be afraid of the dark.
But throughout the years my eyes adjusted.
I could see what lied behind the veil of black.
And then I became one of it's denizen.
It became my world.
The life not spoken of.
 Depravity and Insanity Intertwined in a beautiful weave of chaos and wretchedness.
For it's people and myself included there is no escape nor is their redemption.

Say goodbye.
Close your eyes.
Shed a tear for those who came before us.
It's time to say goodnight.

Out of Time and in of Time Itself

Time is everything 
Time is fabricated thought
Time is pattern
Time is rusted 
Time is ruin to many
Time is death to all
Time is uncouth
Time is defiant 
Time is cultured 
Time is merciless in its advance
Time is cause
Time is effect
Time is love
Time is fruition 
Time is denile
Time is maddening
Time is quick
Time is disappointment 
Time is a beautiful rapist
Time is the ultimate revenge, no words, no action; not in the slightest. 
LO and BEHOLD! TIME IS INESCAPABLE!
Stay steadfast ye who hold dear to all.

February 2012
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