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feel sooooo sad sad

Today is May 22, 2012 at 12.30 a.m. So late at night now... I still opening my laptop and write some sentences here.
Huffff.... I feel so bad right now. I don't know what happen to my heart. I feel soooooooo sad and disappointed. I imaginated about life that it's impossible to reach for me... Cry and cry again... I am so realized that this is unreal world but why the love and the pain is soooo real.... Huffff.... so stupid, danda!!!!!!

My wishes

Today is May 02, 2012. These are my wishes: Allah....I want to see my parent happy, I want to meet someone who brings true love for me (and can lead me in this life in muslim ways) then say "will you marry me????" then live happily ever after. Oooooo... soooooooo sweet. Allah... please guide me!! Amin!!!!!!
rolleyes
whistle
smile
happy
bigsmile
yes

Huffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff...................

It is imposible to forget someone who is close to my heart........
Cuz they've made a mark on my heart and that mark will always stay at there. The more I try to erase and forget the more I get deep in hurt ......... Huffffff...... so How??????????????? Heeeeeeeeellllllllp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hufff.....

Danda!! When you fall down, stand up quickly!!!! Up, UP, Up!!!!!. Wipe up your tears, start to walk forward, dont stuck! Never look back. Dont let the past to haunt you. Let it become your best teacher in your life. you live for this moment, the future.... you will never know. Just close your eyes and pray to Allah to lead your path. Go....


sad

Very hard day....

Monday, February 13, 2012. It's so hard day for me. I could not concentrate on work. I did some mistakes on it... I have a lot of work that must be done. So stressed...... Tomorrow, I hope it will be better. Aminn.... Ya Allah.....

???????????

Today is Monday, February 05, 2012.
DO YOU HATE ME???????????????????????????????????????????????????

sad
Can somebody tell me, why did my messages become mail? Usually i didnt my mail in opera. Why did it change?????

Feel so tired in heart

Thursday, January 28, 2012. Today am so tired with life n my heart too. I give up!!!!!!
Allah... give me much strength!!!! Cheeeeeeeeer up, Endah!!! Semangaaaaaaaaat.......!!!!!
cheers

HaPpY nEw YeAr...

Today is friday, December 30, 2011. Unbelieveable...in 2 days more we are going to leave 2011. I felt it just like yesterday. Time is moving so fast. I thought I still cant reach my dream this year (ooow so sad... sad ) but I still have my next year (Insya Allah..). Hope in 2012 it will be a better n brighter day 4 me n I can reach all of my dreams. Insya Allah, amin!!!
Bismillahirohmanirrohim...
Semangaaaaat...!!!!!!!!!
Today is friday, December 30, 2011. Unbelieveable...in 2 days more we are going to leave 2011. I felt it just like yesterday. Time is moving so fast. I thought I still cant reach my dream this year (ooow so sad... sad ) but I still have my next year (Insya Allah..). Hope in 2012 it will be a better n brighter day 4 me n I can reach all of my dreams. Insya Allah, amin!!!
Bismillahirohmanirrohim...
Semangaaaaat...!!!!!!!!!