My Operasleeping all day
Sunday, June 6, 2004 3:07:15 PM
hmmm!!! i had the longest sleep i had in months!!! half a day of sleep is so refreshing especially when you havent slept more than 6 hours in months. last night i went to dyan's debut. in the invitaiton, it says there that the party starts at 6. we arrived there at about 8:30 just in time for dinner. so we ate, yum yum, and then dyan came to us and said, "hey, all of you are going to go up the stage coz ure one of the 18 candles!". argh, wasnt it in the invitation that it was only a semi-formal party?? the others began thinking of what to say, all i did was to drink beer so that when they call my name, im all boozed up. just kidding 
ive already finished 2 bottles of beer(fyi:im not a frequent drinker) and all i plan to say to dyan was "happy birthday". i managed to go up the stage without tripping but i was quite slow with how to put the flame in my candle(i was supposed to get it from the biggest candle in the middle. i thought there was a lighter or something ) my speech lasted for about a minute, wishing her all the best for her life and her basketball career(she's the captain of our basketball squad of our former school) to flourish and when she has problems, ill be there for her anytime, anywhere. i looked directly to her(which means my back's facing the audience) but she kept looking somewhere else. her eyes were so watery until tears fell down. she wiped it away and i hugged her so tight. the thing i forgot to say? happy birthday . i never wanted to have a formal(or semi-formal) party for my debut coz, i dont know, im not used to going to those kind of things. i wanted a car and me and my friends would all head up to puerto galera or boracay and there we would celebrate my 18th birthday with lots and lots of beer. but now that i saw dyan's eyes and her smile, i couldnt help get jealous. i wanted to dress up in a beautiful light pink dress and have a special chair in the middle for me to sit in. all my family(even in other countries) would fly down here to attend(since im the only girl in my dad's side) my debut and my best friends, close or distant friends would take the time to pick out a nice dress and attend my party. ill have 18 candles and 18 roses and each of them will share to everyone some of the experiences theyve shared with me even though its embarassing. hmm... but i think its still early for me to think about that. maybe ill change next year. well, lets see.
ive already finished 2 bottles of beer(fyi:im not a frequent drinker) and all i plan to say to dyan was "happy birthday". i managed to go up the stage without tripping but i was quite slow with how to put the flame in my candle(i was supposed to get it from the biggest candle in the middle. i thought there was a lighter or something ) my speech lasted for about a minute, wishing her all the best for her life and her basketball career(she's the captain of our basketball squad of our former school) to flourish and when she has problems, ill be there for her anytime, anywhere. i looked directly to her(which means my back's facing the audience) but she kept looking somewhere else. her eyes were so watery until tears fell down. she wiped it away and i hugged her so tight. the thing i forgot to say? happy birthday . i never wanted to have a formal(or semi-formal) party for my debut coz, i dont know, im not used to going to those kind of things. i wanted a car and me and my friends would all head up to puerto galera or boracay and there we would celebrate my 18th birthday with lots and lots of beer. but now that i saw dyan's eyes and her smile, i couldnt help get jealous. i wanted to dress up in a beautiful light pink dress and have a special chair in the middle for me to sit in. all my family(even in other countries) would fly down here to attend(since im the only girl in my dad's side) my debut and my best friends, close or distant friends would take the time to pick out a nice dress and attend my party. ill have 18 candles and 18 roses and each of them will share to everyone some of the experiences theyve shared with me even though its embarassing. hmm... but i think its still early for me to think about that. maybe ill change next year. well, lets see. 
