My Operabelieve in everything.please.
Wednesday, June 23, 2004 1:44:08 PM
so what do you do when everything in your life comes crashing down in an instant? when at last God gave you your reward for all the hard work you suffered but disappears in a snap? you suddenly feel alone and abandoned. you feel unfair, betrayal and rejection.
you look back... what have i done to deserve this? what deed did i commit to serve this punishment still pending to come?
because of this, everyone left you. friends, close ones, even your bestest friend. you family too. they all finally realized that you, in fact, are a loser.
because of this, you have lost your faith in yourself. you begin to question God, and HOW does he really work with us. you sit there alone in one place(like in a cell) and wait for the insects to come and eat you away. and then, you'll think, there's a chance no one would notice you're gone already.
because of this, your soul dies like a zombie. you do not have the will to really live your life, but dont want to be dead. your heart still pumps blood into your body, but no longer beat for someone special.
you.
are.
dead.
but no, if you are feeling this, please dont. please dont tell yourself, "no one loves me", because it is surely not true. if no one in this world does, someone more powerful above loves specifically you.
do not bring yourself down because the more the reason that you ruin yourself. you must bring back your joy in life, love of things, and inspiration from the surroundings.
i know this is very hard for everyone to see, especially you, but dont contain yourself in a cell. it never hurts to see the sun rise each morning, the rainbows arcing through your window and the rain slowly falling down from the leaves. this is a very beautiful world to neglect and to feel alone.
there is always someone who you can run to. someone who believes. like me. I BELIEVE IN YOU because that's what my part is in this big world, to carry your burden and walk along beside you. every step of the way.
you look back... what have i done to deserve this? what deed did i commit to serve this punishment still pending to come?
because of this, everyone left you. friends, close ones, even your bestest friend. you family too. they all finally realized that you, in fact, are a loser.
because of this, you have lost your faith in yourself. you begin to question God, and HOW does he really work with us. you sit there alone in one place(like in a cell) and wait for the insects to come and eat you away. and then, you'll think, there's a chance no one would notice you're gone already.
because of this, your soul dies like a zombie. you do not have the will to really live your life, but dont want to be dead. your heart still pumps blood into your body, but no longer beat for someone special.
you.
are.
dead.
but no, if you are feeling this, please dont. please dont tell yourself, "no one loves me", because it is surely not true. if no one in this world does, someone more powerful above loves specifically you.
do not bring yourself down because the more the reason that you ruin yourself. you must bring back your joy in life, love of things, and inspiration from the surroundings.
i know this is very hard for everyone to see, especially you, but dont contain yourself in a cell. it never hurts to see the sun rise each morning, the rainbows arcing through your window and the rain slowly falling down from the leaves. this is a very beautiful world to neglect and to feel alone.
there is always someone who you can run to. someone who believes. like me. I BELIEVE IN YOU because that's what my part is in this big world, to carry your burden and walk along beside you. every step of the way.
