My Operasick and tired of it
Tuesday, June 29, 2004 2:37:57 PM
of love.
just looking at the word makes me real sick.
i have been in love, both happy and sad but when i thought of it on the way home... it really confused me.
i went to my bestfriend's house only to find my other 2 friends were also there. i was actually giddy the whole day because i was with my "it" guy the whole day. we sat beside each other all day.. he was really fun and cute.. and i like him very very much.
TAKE NOTE: i. like. him.
and it hit me, i have no problems liking him... nor dealing with it.. because there's no complication along it. he has a girlfriend(and i do think he's serious with her) and me? im very open to flings. frankly i think he likes me too... but it doesnt really matter because all i care about is being with him that makes my worries go away.
like the case of my friends. going back, when i arrived at my bestfriend's house, they were all gloomy. and it didnt help that the name of the guy i like is also the same name of the guy my friend is having problems with. i cant even say his name out loud for the respect of my friend. but it irritated me. my mood faded away after merely an hour. i mean, this rarely happen to me and im very sad that my friends cant share with my happiness.
and that's why im sick of it!!!!
just looking at the word makes me real sick.
i have been in love, both happy and sad but when i thought of it on the way home... it really confused me.
i went to my bestfriend's house only to find my other 2 friends were also there. i was actually giddy the whole day because i was with my "it" guy the whole day. we sat beside each other all day.. he was really fun and cute.. and i like him very very much.
TAKE NOTE: i. like. him.
and it hit me, i have no problems liking him... nor dealing with it.. because there's no complication along it. he has a girlfriend(and i do think he's serious with her) and me? im very open to flings. frankly i think he likes me too... but it doesnt really matter because all i care about is being with him that makes my worries go away.
like the case of my friends. going back, when i arrived at my bestfriend's house, they were all gloomy. and it didnt help that the name of the guy i like is also the same name of the guy my friend is having problems with. i cant even say his name out loud for the respect of my friend. but it irritated me. my mood faded away after merely an hour. i mean, this rarely happen to me and im very sad that my friends cant share with my happiness.
and that's why im sick of it!!!!
