Blood stained& [apathetic] -words s c r a w l e d in blu i.n.k.

So today is the third year that's passed since Cory and Ryan died. But, perhaps I am wrong to feel like this but, I feel tired of being sad that it makes me sad. Make sense? This feeling of grief is heavy and tiring...it can't be normal if I'm still sad.

I'm going to lay in bed all day.