My OperaHalloween
Wednesday, October 31, 2007 6:45:14 PM
I used to love this particular holiday. It was the start of the fall season for me, epitomizing the happy, crisp days and cool, clear nights of frost's touch.
Then I got married on Halloween. That was a very special, wonderful ceremony for me, and I fondly recall it. And the man, actually, for he is still very much in my heart as a friend should be. Sadly, the marriage didn't work out.
Now it's a day to look at things and wonder what the hell is going on. I'm not even dressing up this year. No costumes, no parties, no nothing, just sitting in the back room at my computer. whoo.
Maybe I'm just getting old. The dreams and joys that once caused exeuberance and hope are dull and nearly gone. I've gotten so jaded and cynical that very little colors my world these days. Sad, really, and for all that I've heard advice from people, I'm still unsure as to how to make things better and more technicolor.
Anyway. Have a safe and happy Halloween.
Then I got married on Halloween. That was a very special, wonderful ceremony for me, and I fondly recall it. And the man, actually, for he is still very much in my heart as a friend should be. Sadly, the marriage didn't work out.
Now it's a day to look at things and wonder what the hell is going on. I'm not even dressing up this year. No costumes, no parties, no nothing, just sitting in the back room at my computer. whoo.
Maybe I'm just getting old. The dreams and joys that once caused exeuberance and hope are dull and nearly gone. I've gotten so jaded and cynical that very little colors my world these days. Sad, really, and for all that I've heard advice from people, I'm still unsure as to how to make things better and more technicolor.
Anyway. Have a safe and happy Halloween.
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