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Some Poetic, or Not So Poetic Renderings

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These are prose and poetry from my sensitive, innocent and oh so serious youth. Late 1960's,early 1970's. This was when young love and other issues were as big as the world, thereby impacting my outlook on life forever. This will take awhile. There are a lot. They are in no particular order. A few "poems" I have on Wordpress. The rest never yet in print. Bear with, be kind to my heart and soul.





SCATTERED RENDERINGS



Two Years Now

How long can two years be?
How long indeed when filled
With so much joy and gladness
Heartbreak and tears
Laughter and sadness.
How long indeed when filled
With living and loving
Giving and taking
And loving, loving, loving...

It can be of indeterminable length
When two people so want it.
To have so very many centuries
All in a moments' magic
And an eternity of gifts
In three such simple words...

I Love You






Things I Love So

I love the way his eyes crinkle
Whenever he smiles at me
And how his dimples shyly peek at me
from out of his baby soft skin
And how he has a little freckle
Upon his right temple
How that one strand of hair
Always shows its' independence
Upon his brow so strong.
How he fits all the stars in heaven
Into his clear blue eyes.
How his rough, hard-working hands
Can be so tender and gentle
When laid upon my face.
How silky soft his lips are
When dampened by embrace.
How his long lashes
Droop upon his cheek
Even when his eyes are open
Looking down on my upturned face.
That one side of his mouth
I always loved to kiss
How warm is his body when
I come into his arms
His embrace is a haven
Of eternally perfect bliss.





This one was dedicated to my homegirl:
My Johnny

My Johnny went away with the army
Off he marched at the break of dawn
My Johnny went away with the army
And I know he is forever gone.

The guns and the ammunition
All insist it's your last day on earth.
I have a sad premonition
Nevermore will I know joy or mirth.

Please, John, com back from the army
Or I may ne'er see you again.
The days which are lovely and balmy
Will be better when you're home again.

(Dedicated to Linda Haas, October, 1968)






In loving you
I've held back no reserve
And now
I've nothing left to give
Tomorrows' lover
when
you
go.







You may puzzle
When I tell You
That your not loving me
Was the most love
I've every had.

But anyone who has ever
Given into loving
Will know and understand.





Trust me
And I'll do good things
Even if to make you happy
Means to leave you
To yourself.







Only a fool am I
When being with you.
Can't stay.
But I just can't go.
My arms have to find their way
around you.
Love to feel you against me.
To be sheltered
Beneath your shoulders
To feel the fever in your lips
In your hands..
To envelop you within me
To feel the warmth
Beneath your shirt
The softness of your skin
The firmness of your muscles
So close
Please let me stay
So close
Forever.

kat




Dear
I've search my mind for the words
to make you stay with me
but came back
with empty pockets.

The answer I was searching
does not lie in words
but in what lies between us
unseen
unheard.
I love you.




May is coming...
Spring is just over the horizon
Love is still here today as it was..
two years ago today..
it will be the same
two years from today
as it was
as it is.




Was there meaning in the world or in nature before I met you?
Was the sky ever so eternal until I saw you? Or was it as blue?
Were there stars in my eyes and clouds under my feet or
Was there ever laughter or tears or victory or defeat?
Did my soul ever before speak out loud to me?
Did it say how very much you mean to me?......your lady



That is enough typing for now, last day of Feb 2011. Hands hurt. That was just the tip of the iceberg, so to speak. later. cheers!


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Comments

Abdulaziz Noratabdulaziznorat Tuesday, March 1, 2011 9:42:56 AM

" Did it say how very much you mean to me?......your lady "
The great love and dedication for love , that are tuning in the poems ! smile

Kathy BoulierICU109 Saturday, March 5, 2011 2:30:36 AM

yes, love of my life, Pete was. Seriously mourning.

solidcopper Saturday, April 23, 2011 12:09:40 AM

It is great that you posted your poems here. If you have more, I would like to read them.

Kathy BoulierICU109 Wednesday, April 27, 2011 1:54:27 AM

I have a ton, have had bout of depression this month that immobilized me under the bed covers!!!!! trying to dig my way out of that crap. You guys are a HELP !!!! I hope to start again, at least picked up the laptop yesterday and did about a dozen of my PaintDotNet renditions for the month of April. Wont be as many as last month, for which I had put them in video form, wasn't happy really with that medium as some of my pics were like cut off at the top etc; so I'll stick with the album versions. Near early May already!! I'll do a few more and then post an April album and a March one if I didn't already (no memory anymore - the dang depression drains me). Then I shall take out some time to type. I wonder if you ready my Goodbye Pete blogpost; he was my first, true, probably only true love, soulmate. We drifted apart after 4 years together and married others - I may have been meant to as I had 4 jewels of children from my first marriage which ended in 85 with hubby suicide. I made my life from that, nursing school, raised 2 boys and 2 girls myself. Did bang up job, if I say so myself. They are geniuses, all of them. I SO PROUD. Anyway, I found letters he had written me, years after we said goodbye to each other. May post, may not; have to have the strength to read them; they are from I think the early 90's when we re met and tried to see if we could put it back together, but were both married ( me again ) and he had teen girls so I did NOT want to break a family up. Prob more than you wanted to KNOW !!! Anyway, thank you, will post more poems I wrote during my PETE years, late 60s, early 70s, within the next month. Best, Kathy

solidcopper Monday, May 2, 2011 3:39:07 AM

Aren't you a typical Gemini? lol

I know how it is; I had some mini depressions, too.

Kathy BoulierICU109 Friday, May 6, 2011 5:01:43 AM

yes, guess I'm guilty of the dual personality thing. get worked up over stupid stuff and quick to get pissed off - the Irish in me and the Germanic for the stubbornness. Keeping my mind on my reading and computer keeps me in check.

solidcopper Thursday, May 12, 2011 12:46:14 AM

Took me a while to figure out the situation with Pete, from your writing/comments elsewhere. It must be a terrible shock to learn it from Facebook. There is no escape from staying in bed for a good while - that is how I cope, too.

Kathy BoulierICU109 Sunday, May 15, 2011 8:15:19 PM

Went to Dr and got my meds changed around, hope it helps. Weather is greening up here in Michigan, still chilly most days though. Had 1 day, friday, that hit upper 70's which was nice. I got out and about and felt pretty good. Things are looking up. Got a new camera, jsut a little sport thing to throw in my purse - 8 mpx which should take some nice shots. want to get out in the next few days if the sun comes out, grab some shots of the blossoming trees and tulips. been raining all weekend.

Kathy BoulierICU109 Wednesday, May 18, 2011 12:39:19 AM

day is finally bearable as it is getting dark. we have had rain for days now and I would like sun so I can take pictures outdoors. I tried to leave a comment on MySpace for a friend the other day, they have messed up the site so badly it is unusable. I may as well delete all my sites from there. what a shame. the new owners took out all the joy of creating and learning bits of CSS and HTML while having fun. an era has past. at least we can add things here on our about page!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!

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