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vermont spits s. out

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julie and s. celebrated her 22nd birthday in march. she was as plump as a ripe cherry and as big as a watermelon

you know, when your head is in the clouds and you wear your heart on your sleeve; when you have clay feet and an unbounded imagination, the world is your oyster. but when a baby comes into your life sheer reality brings the traveling circus to a screeching halt.

spring finally came. mt. tom thawed. s. and julie scaled mt. tom in may. julie was in her eighth month of pregnancy. s. was proud of her. she made the hike to the summit without a whisper of complaint. she wanted to make the climb. and it was glorious in the crisp spring air to look down into the valley where the little town of woodstock nestled quietly between the green hills; so quiet like a toy town.

s. finished the cradle with sanded and finished oak spindles. he wanted her to marry him. that's when he found out that she had a husband somewhere in oregon. she cried when she told the story of leaving him and her two children behind.

the baby was born without much difficulty. the town jeweler, also a painter drove them to mary hitchcock hospital in hanover, new hampshire, where she rested after the birth of demian. s. gave him his last name.

the ultimate miracle is your first newborn; that tiny swaddled face and those tiny fingers with their tiny fingernails. s. was very impressed by the fragility of this new being entrusted to his care.

the ultimate disaster is poverty. s. got free drinks all night at the bar at the woodstock inn where hilton kramer, a good friend plied him with brandy alexanders. the reason for this generosity was a tradition. when you turn twenty one and can drink legally, it's on the house. that night kind of marked the end of the free ride.

you will remember that s.'s father was supporting him with $100 a month; enough to pay the rent and buy food. art supplies came out of the few sales of paintings and drawings. julie had no money at all and no one to call on for help. mr. right, the lawyer who lost the "cinnamon tree" was about to attach all of s.'s worldly possessions for his exorbitant legal fees.

s. sold 30 paintings for $300. to a forest ranger he knew through bob anderson. they had to leave the yankee paradise.

demian slept in the fresh new cradle s. had lovingly built for him but every night in august would wake up crying with colic. s. was the one who paced the night cooing and whispering. julie stopped breast feeding right away but pumped enough milk to satisfy the eleven pound infant. later they concocted a healthy formula. molasses and yeast and malt mixed in with regular milk. s. fashioned a backpack for hiking with demian.


this proved useful during their hegira from vermont to the cold grey streets of the lower east side.

demian, only three months old rode in the pack to " j. pockers". where mr. pocker was so kind as to buy another thirty pounds of drawings. he even gave s. an extra five dollar bill saying "for the baby, now this is just to buy him something o.k. ?"






the sunday times yielded an interview with jack beale, an artist with a legitimate AIR permit for a living loft on prince street in what later was called SOHO. s. was going to rent top floor of that building (the post office was the ground floor). the rent would be $150 a month at a time when that was almost a monthly income for most working class people. instead of paying rent s. became the janitor of the building. he operated the old freight elevator and stoked the enormous coal furnace every two hours or so. at night he could bank the coal and limit the air vents to slow the burn.


Although much of the fabled Beatnik-era ambiance is gone, you'll find coffeehouses like Caffe Reggio and Cafe Figaro which inspired writers such as Jack Kerouac and William Burroughs.
This ain't no Starbucks!

then s. went to "the figaro" where bob milo was the manager and landed a job cooking the usual hip coffee shop menu of salads and sandwiches, burgers and fries; and breakfast of course. the figaro was a ten minute walk from prince st.
through the fall and winter s. would bank the furnace and show up for a night of work at about 5:00 p.m.. work until 2:00 a.m. then clean-up the kitchen and close. he would get home and snuggle in beside julie and demian on the mattress on the floor.
at 7:00 a.m. he would get up and get the fire going strong. then on a two burner coleman stove julie would make a little breakfast while s. prepared to work on drawings and paintings..


the loft was great. it was so big and long that s. used to ride furniture moving dolly from the skylight area to the bathroom way down at the north end. next to the bathroom was a sink. that's where they set up the cooking area. a wooden spindle for wire cables served as a table. all through the winter they lived like that. s. didn't mind. he was happy. the place was dirty with grey city soot and he was dirty with coal dust. but he was determined to make the best of things. he was working to produce a body of work for his first one man show. what a dreamer....




but julie was not at all satisfied and s. had to search the lower east side for an apartment. he found one for $60 a month. it was a pig sty crawling with armies of roaches. they worked together painting walls ceilings and floors. the worst part was the war against the roaches and the smell of the poisonous spray. under the refrigerator there were so many dead bodies that s. had to use a shovel to bag and deport the mound of the vile creatures. finally, they aired the place out for a week and moved in. s. got a real bed and with a few found chairs and a table they settled in on the ground floor on sixth street between second and first avenues.



on the town

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she stared at s. standing there naked in front of the mirror.
"you are a regular adonis. maybe just a little short in the thigh compared to

your lower legs, but very handsome." another one night stand for s. . this

time she was a journalist who had picked him up at a gallery opening in

chelsea. she had a luxurious apartment with all the amenities of the single

rich. later s. learned that this was a 'cougar'. in her early thirties and very

sure of what she wanted.


you could say that cupid had his mischievous eye on s. from way back and s's

eyes themselves were aphrodesiac to him. he was first awakened to the

palliative effects of the fair sex in the mountains of jamaica. every sunday the

little school bus would go from knox college to the small church in

mandeville. he was the favorite of a lovely teenager. on all those sunday rides

she would hold him on her lap the whole way. of course her attachment to a

six year old boy was purest innocence and s. thrived on her sisterly

affection. he always arrived transported by love to a state of almost religious

bliss.

drawing of gil gordon at the 'circle in the square'.




well, things were different now. s. was looking for love. and he was finding it

everywhere; at least in the form of sex. and girl tenderness obsessed him.

s. was always adoring someone, looking up to them with pure admiration; the

handsomeness of men and the often subtle beauties of the ladies.

the two donnas came into s's life simultaneously; one black, the other white.

the donnas were in their early twenties. s. drew black donna sleeping. his

pencil loving her watusi head and curls. she had enormous lips which

devoured his face. she used him sexually with a furious onslaught of hungry

desire. then she spit him out and rolled over like a man will do into deep sleep

immediately. she'd had her fill and lazily curls up in blissful sleep. and she

wanted him again and again through the night.

donna was a model at the art students league.





little donna was an uncommonly pretty milk white girl with brilliant blue eyes

and shiny black hair. she was short and plump as a georgia peach kissed by

the sun.

'doc' stanley had them making out on the rootop of the earl hotel overlooking

the park. it was supposed to be the prelude to a love scene in bed which never

came about. donna was fickle and s. drew the line at playing a part in doc's

skin flick.

then there was poor terry who got hooked on heroin and lost her bloom, her

sweet youth, in less than a few months after their affair. terry was seventeen and had the most beautiful red hair. she worked for a

music agent and had full run of the studio, offices and bedroom after hours.
then, when s. knew her they were like twins bopping around town in a moving

embrace, long coats and scarves flying, boots sloshing through the snow,

rosey cheeked in the biting city wind. both boasting the zest of carefree

adolescence. they traveled together everywhere with syncronized strides; a

lithe and spirited gait. and they were welcome everywhere. she bought him a

pair of 'wellingtons' the coolest boots you could buy. she bought him a

corduroy jacket of the most wonderful sienna hue. and they made love on

subways, hallways and in grassy glens at night in parks. but s. preferred the kingsize bed in the office

bedroom. a hot bath with incense and candles, some wine, some grass and billie holiday on

the state of the art sound system.

the shining sky father showered blessings on their free love. but s. was not

getting any work done.

bobby came to town and house sat at suffolk st. while s. went into the

mountains on a vision quest all alone for fourteen days.

there be dragons

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just for fun... here are some dragon studies i have been working on. like i don't have better things to do?





























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