Friday, January 7, 2011 3:27:12 AM
Whoops, forgot yesterday. Oh well, nothing important there. Although I found out that I can write tons under stress. Like, I had a short story on the parasite Sacculini carcini (awesome thing, check it out)due forty minutes after I started writing it. Complete with facts about its lifestyle. I pulled off about 400 words quickly.
Anyway, I found this awesome mathemusician on youtube. Vihart, if you're interested. She has some awesome math doodle videos, some great music, and seems generally awesome.
Speaking of math, we actually did something new in calculus. Partial fractions, or something. Basically splitting up one fraction into the sum of two fractions. Remotely dificult (finally), so I have something to look forward to.
We're also finished with The Republic in History of Ideas, so we'll be going on to Medieval philosophy, I'm sure. One of the big Christian philosophers next, I think. I like Plato, though; what he says tends to make sense. A few things are kind of blah and silly, but I like most of his ideas.
Hmm... Music is pretty okay, standard stuff. Orchestra is blahish, unfortunately. Too busy to game yesterday or today, but oh well.
I should be heading to bed soon, actually. I slept in today and Tuesday, which is kind of bad.
Wednesday, January 5, 2011 4:01:49 AM
That was entirely wrong, yesterday's title. It should have been "janvier trois".
Anyway, today was slightly more interesting than yesterday. Busier, at least; in English we did plenty looking at bibliographies (boring stuff, considering how many we've done), in Calculus we did some review over separation of variables, in Enviro we learned about community ecology, and in orchestra we played. Busy, at least. Tomorrow's probably going to be boring again, though. I fully expect another short class for genetics, nil in Euro (my teacher is absent this week and left busy work), very little for AT Enviro, and reviewing The Republic in History of Ideas. Methinks we'll play spades quite a bit.
I didn't get a chance to do too much today; I had youth orchestra after school, so once I made it home I had to get to writing quickly. I think I've managed to get my five hundred with this post, but even if I didn't it's not that big a deal. The main goal of that resolution was to at least write some, even if it's not a lot (and a few hundred isn't really that much, but it's something).
Tuesday, January 4, 2011 4:09:46 AM
At least, I think that's how you say it en Francais. Not completely sure, please correct me if I'm wrong (I say to the zero people reading).
Anyway, still good on the resolutions, and I've got a great start to a short going from today. It's rather interesting (or I think it is), so I guess I'll put it up once I'm done with it.
More update to FFII: Mage's Staff unbalances the game about as much as flame bows. And I got to Mysidia through excessive saving, then bought some equips there. Holy, of course, was the big buy, plus a few other spells for Guy and Firion--they need some more to do with their MP. And then an ice bow, theif's gloves (agility boost should pwn), and a ton of potions because I need them. I think I should get some better armor too, but I'm not sure I've got the cash. But yeah, Mysidia before Dreadnought should make Maria slightly OP.
And I started on clarinet again. Just twenty minutes on it today, but it was easy enough to pick up again.
School started up again, so it was good to see my friends after a couple weeks. Kind of boring, though; we lacked stuff to do most of the time. Tomorrow should be much more exciting.
Monday, January 3, 2011 3:18:57 AM
Okay, so I haven't messed up my resolutions yet, which is a good sign. But I slacked off way too much today anyway, which is a bad sign.
First off, I have a comment about my last post; flame bows (at the point of FF2 I'm at now) make everyone OP. Mythril ain't got nothin' on flame. And flame bows with berserk are obscene overkill, for serious. I went from doing like thirty or so damage to the tougher enemies to doing a hundred plus. Without levels to bows. That's how good they are. Seem to be a reasonable drop from the Captains in Fynn, too, so you could (in theory) get them even before mythril is available. Why you'd want to go through that much trouble, I don't know.
Anyway, with FF2 I really want to go to Mysidia before I'm meant to, do a ton of sequence breaking with some of the spells there and make Maria even more insane. Her with drain, osmose, and a flame bow should be a force to be reckoned with. I also need to level up Guy's spells.
Next, my resolution statuses; everything is good, but I only got in a couple scales of practice, and I'm hoping to fill out my word count with this post. It shouldn't be too hard, though--I only need 244 more words with this. Which I almost have right now, so I'm solid. And of course, I haven't purchased any games yet.
And finally, a blatant advertisement for what might be the greatest game in the universe: Minecraft is epic. I've been playing for a few months, and even in alpha it was amazing. Once everything's ironed out and complete the finished product will be well worth twenty euros (about $38 American). Go try it if you haven't already, or watch some videos of people playing it. Quite entertaining.
Well, that's all for today. I'll try to post again tomorrow, but I've got to catch some zeds for the start of school. Fun stuff, hopefully.
Sunday, January 2, 2011 2:37:11 AM
Okay, so I've been horrible about keeping up my blog. I know. But I now have an incentive! I'll be keeping up with my three resolutions here.
What are those resolutions, you ask?
1) Write 500 words daily. Including blog posts, fiction, et cetera, but not including homework (because that would be cheap).
2) Practice at least one instrument each day. Even if it's just for a scale or two.
3) Purchase zero video games this year. No, I don't intend to pirate, I'll just only play games I own already or freebies.
So that's what this blog will be about, mostly. I figure gaming will be tops for right now, but I'll get around to posting stuff I write eventually, and you should expect some ranting about musical stuff (auditions and so on).
Anyway, on to actual content. I've been playing Final Fantasy II (the Dawn of Souls version, if you must ask) lately, and Maria really kind of sucks. I mean, she's a great mage--I'm using her as a black mage for the most part, but she really fits red mage--but her HP sucks. I know, the mechanics really make specializations specialized, but it's pretty lame when one character has half the HP of either other.
Guy, on the other hand, is useless because of his agility. It's crap. He only gets a turn when Maria holds back or we're up against a tougher group. He'd be perfect if he could actually get a hit in. As for Firion, he's good enough. Nothing special, really. I guess Maria's actually my best character just because she can destroy most of the random monsters in one hit. Fastest, too.
But yeah, fun game. Play it if you haven't already. Dawn of Souls is a good deal; it should be pretty cheap now, and it has Final Fantasy I in it too (also a great game). I have yet to finish either, but from what I've gotten to they're both great.
Sunday, February 28, 2010 6:18:13 PM
Yes, I'm updating twice in the same year. It's amazing.
So, my birthday was a week ago plus some. I've officially been 17 for nine days.
I've also gotten over the girl I asked out. It's very odd. I liked her for over three years and stopped liking her in under a week. Anyway, now there's someone else I have a crush on.
I figure I'll throw in something I wrote recently. This was just a bit of practice with scenery since I've never worked much on that.
Maria was sitting in a tree. She had no reason to be there, she just was. Had she climbed up there? Jumped down from above? No, neither of those. She just couldn’t remember.
She wasn’t far from the ground; a fall wouldn’t hurt too much. Still, she was careful climbing down. The branch she’d been sitting on was sturdy, but thin enough to grab with one hand.
Leaves covered the ground; it must be autumn. Hadn’t it been winter just yesterday? There had been snow in Maria’s yard. Not enough to cover the roads, just a thin layer over the grass. Now it was the middle of fall?
She looked around. The trees were still young in this part of the forest. Most were barely tall enough to climb. How long had it been since Maria climbed a tree, though? Three or four years, at least. Except that tree she was just in. Still, had she been climbing that one?
There was a small path a few feet away. It seemed to be used frequently; there weren’t many leaves over it, and most of the twigs had been moved off to the side. Maria stepped onto it and started walking.
After a few minutes the girl noticed a cave just off the path. A fire was burning inside, but nobody was near it. The walls had chalk on them. A few drawings of animals and people were near the floor. Higher up the wall, someone had been writing.
This is a dream.
Maria woke up in her bed and looked at the clock beside her. Barely past two. This would be a long night.
Friday, February 12, 2010 12:47:24 PM
If only because I haven't been here in forever.
Soooooo... What to talk about? I guess the weather. It's been snowing here in Arkansas, and nobody's been ready for it. We were out pretty much all week (only going back to school today). We're going on Monday even though we weren't meant to, so we'll only have a full week extra because of two snow days earlier this year.
Besides that, nothing really major to say. I asked a girl out and got rejected; she's dating someone else now. There really isn't anyone else I like at school, though.
Well, I should probably be leaving soon. I'll try to post more consistently.
Monday, April 27, 2009 12:35:16 AM
story, Oz
Well, my garden is officially planted. It's got tomatoes and bell peppers and carrots and marigolds and Swiss chard and radishes.
Also, new story in the works. And I have other stories if anyone wants to read them. They aren't done, but leave a comment if you want me to post part of it.
And now, without further stalling for time, here is the first chapter of Once in a Lullaby.
Marius looked up from his spot on the lone green hill near the city. Dorothy, one of his best friends from school, walked to him and sat down. “You’re deciding to skip too?” he asked after lying his head back down.
“It’s just English. They’re having us read The Wonderful Wizard of Oz in depth.” She tossed one of the two copies she had to Marius. “It’s one of those old kid stories. You could finish it in a couple minutes if you wanted.”
“No thanks. I remember it all from kindergarten. Girl gets sucked up in a tornado, kills wicked witch, travels to wizard, meets scarecrow, tin man, and lion, and goes back home after kill the other witch. It’s simple.” He put the book under her head and used it as a pillow.
“I’ve never actually read it. I wish it was a harder read, though. This stuff is too simple.” Dorothy opened her copy and started reading. “You should probably go through it again, Marius. You’ll seem quite the scarecrow if you don’t know anything in class.”
“I’ll go through it later,” he replied. The sun shone against the mirrors of steel that were the city behind the pair. “Have you gotten to the Emerald City, Dorothy?”
“No. I’m still on the Yellow Brick Road.” She looked up to the cloud of smog pervading the air above the city. “It’s too bad the river is as bad as this air.”
“We could always go swimming if it weren’t so murky.” He tugged at his fishing pole. “I’m not getting any bites today. School might be more entertaining than this.”
Dorothy stood up and brushed the grass from her skirt. “I’m surprised nobody knows about this spot yet. You’d think the green would be obvious surrounded by so much brown.” She picked up a rock and skipped it across the river. It landed in the sand on the other side.
“It’s because nobody wants to see emeralds anymore. They’ve fallen for towers of steel and concrete. They have no need for gems when they can make their own.” Marius sighed and looked at his watch. “We are creatures ruled by time, Dorothy. English is about to end. Will you be heading to Government with me?”
“I suppose I should.” She smiled and pulled Marius up before walking back towards school.
Dorothy skipped into her music class. It was a free day, so the students could do as they wished. She was going to practice on the piano in the back of the room for most of the period.
Marius sat in the corner by Dorothy as she played. “Do you know Raindrops?” he asked after she had warmed up.
“Chopin? It’s been a while since I’ve played it.” She tapped a few keys before breaking into a sad melody. The other musicians looked up at the melody, distracted from their games. A few moved outside to avoid the music, but most stayed in and turned up their own music players.
“It’s good,” said Marius after Dorothy finished. “I wonder how long it’s been since we’ve had a good rain in this city.”
“I blame the pollution for this acid rain we get. But we can’t do much about it.” She continued to play, switching from Chopin to Beethoven, but staying with calm, slow songs. After most of the other teens had left the room she started some more lively music, switching between Bach and Chopin’s happier pieces.
The bell rang to end the school day, so Marius picked up his books. “Ready to go home?”
“I guess I can play at home. Just let me get my things.” She covered the piano and picked up her bag before following Marius out.
The two lived on the same street, so they walked home together most days. Since Marius skipped English and Biology consistently, the pair usually talked about whichever class he missed that day. Because Dorothy had skipped class with him, they decided to talk about The Wonderful Wizard of Oz. Dorothy had been reading as she played, so she managed to get through most of the book.
“Do you believe in other worlds, Marius?”
“Look up in the middle of the night and you can see them,” he replied. “There are seven besides our own circling the sun, plus many million around other stars, not to mention the uncountable asteroids, comets, and other objects travelling in space that could be called worlds.”
Dorothy sighed. “Not quite what I meant. Do you believe in magical worlds?”
“There is no Oz, if that’s what you’re asking me. There are emerald cities and flying machines, and I suppose somewhere there could be creatures that can control their energy and seem to be witches, but I draw the line at animate scarecrows. Oz is fantasy, nothing more.” He turned and walked up the steps to his home. “I’ll see you tomorrow, Dorothy.”
“See you.”
Tuesday, March 10, 2009 2:58:17 AM
violin, short story, fiction
Sorry, anyone who still looks at this. It's been too long since I updated this.
To make it up, I'll show you my best short story yet!
The Violinist
It had been a long boat ride. Flying may have been faster, but he never liked planes. If man was meant to fly, he would have wings for himself.
It started raining when the boat landed. It wasn’t a torrent, just the kind of drizzle that makes everyone feel melancholy. Even with such slow rain, anyone who came out would be soaked. He liked it that way.
One of the new cars so popular in town splashed our man as he walked slowly down the sidewalk. He nearly lost his hat from that.
The sun was shining a bit, even through the thick clouds. Even with light, the scene was boringly dreary. Just a single, aged man in brown hat and coat, walking down a sidewalk in the rain. A car passed him every few seconds, but no one else walked.
The man carried a violin case almost as ragged as himself. Most people driving past didn’t notice. The few who did made sure to drive faster. Nobody played violins anymore. Not even old men in brown bowler hats played violins anymore.
A taxi rolled up to the man and slowed to a stop. “Get in,” said the driver through an open window. “You don’t want to be here.” The man simply raised a hand in refusal of the offer. The taxi followed him for a few seconds longer, and then drove off.
A few men smoked under the awning across the street. They were in loose-fitting jeans that started to slip a bit, and two of the three had tattoos scrawling across their faces. The one without tattoos had a trumpet in his free hand and played scales between drags on his cigarette. The people passing in cars eyed the trumpeter suspiciously, but smiled pleasantly at the tattooed pair.
The man carrying a violin case ambled across the street and glanced at the trumpet player. The younger man spoke in response to that silent signal. “Violinists don’t play jazz.”
“Trumpets don’t either,” the old man challenged. “Not anymore.”
“True,” replied the younger before going back to his scales.
The ancient violinist walked away, knowing he wasn’t welcome, even with another musician. Perhaps relics of the old age were too young for even older relics.
Years ago, the man would have been welcomed by anyone in this city. Violinists were a rare treat back then. Now they were simply trash among humans, destined to die in the gutter as beggars and peasants.
Another old man walked slowly along the first’s path. When he saw the violin, he started to smile softly. “Perhaps the arts haven’t died yet,” he said.
“They will after me,” replied the first with a gentle smile. “Perhaps it’s for the best. They don’t remember us any more. I would like to have just one more concert, though.”
“Then play here. I’d like to hear that old music once more.”
Our old man grinned and started to uncase his violin. As he tuned it he started to speak. “Perhaps the other relics will remember this.”
He started playing a slow tune, dragging out the notes in a perfect emotional melody. The other recognized the tune after a few notes, even with the slow speed, and started humming along.
A few people passed by while the violinist sped up gradually. Most of the younger heard the tune and left quickly. An old couple stayed back and started to sing along with the increasing tempo. Some children who roamed the streets slowly gravitated to the music and listened to the lyrics.
“Vyydu, vyydu v rozh' vysokuyu,” the couple repeated when the violinist kept playing past the lyrics. A few of the children had picked up some Russian from the streets and translated the lyrics for the rest.
The group kept playing faster, but none of them seemed to tire even after several repeats. The children started to sing along, mostly out of tune and with only partially correct lyrics.
A small family, two parents and their daughter, walked past. The girl slowed down and tugged on her father’s pants, trying to get him to stop by the crowd of musicians. “No,” replied the father. “They’re dangerous.”
The mother seemed to agree, but the violinist, who had moved to the edge of the crowd, stopped playing at the end of the verse. “Music is dangerous,” said the man. “It enlightens the people and cleanses the soul.”
“I wasn’t talking about music; I was talking about you,” replied the father. “You are the scum of this city.” He started to walk faster.
“And they say the arts aren’t loved,” said the violinist sarcastically. He started playing a different song and went back to the crowd, who clapped along to the beat.
The family simply went back to their home in the safe part of the city, away from all the vile musicians.
If you like it, tell me. If you don't, too bad. Only tell me if you have constructive criticism.
Saturday, May 10, 2008 6:15:56 PM
A recent article about a cure for cancer has piqued my attention for two reasons. First, this treatment is just as harmful as chemo or surgery, if not more so, but doctors are hailing it as a miracle. Second, it makes tons of money for the hospital. The article gives seven cheaper, safer cancer treatments that actually work but have been ridiculed off the market.
A nurse I asked about this said that the goal of medicine, like all other professions, is to make money. I countered with the sixth line of the Hippocratic Oath, “Whatever houses I may visit, I will come for the benefit of the sick, remaining free of all intentional injustice,” and the fourth line of the Nightingale Pledge, “With loyalty will I endeavor to aid the physician, in his work, and devote myself to the welfare of those committed to my care.” She said that just maintaining the sick is to their benefit.
That last sentence is what’s wrong with medicine. The goal of modern medicine should be to cure. I can understand making some money, but just keeping patients alive so one can take all of their money when there is a real cure is wrong.
We see the same basic error in politics; politicians do what’s needed to stay in office instead of actually fixing what’s wrong with their city, state, or nation. Let’s just focus on America’s problems for now; the economy can be fixed by not adding pork into important bills; the war in Iraq could be won by letting our culture flow to theirs. Instead of doing this, we see Congressmen and Senators adding teapot museums to real bills and sending more troops to die in Iraq like we’re still working with a Cold War enemy, where only brute force can win the war.
I ask everyone who reads this to tell people of these errors. Nothing bad will happen if you don’t, nor does sending this give you luck for a year, but if enough people realize just how badly we’ve screwed up as a species many of the tragedies will stop happening.
Sources:
http://articles.mercola.com/sites/articles/archive/2008/05/10/the-kanzius-machine-a-cancer-cure.aspx?source=nlhttp://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nightingale_Pledgehttp://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hippocratic_Oath
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