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Last night I held a channelling session at my place... my friend is the medium and we set it up due to concerns about friends and what they are getting in to. They are basically all in one family... are almost getting "cult like" in their spriritual pursuit to the point they are trying to impose their will upon others where they are even trying to get someone to leave their partner! And since my friend has her abiilties they want her to be pulled into it... it started we believe when she (my friend) had enough of them expecting her to use her gift to suit their needs. I got really concerned when she explained that she felt like she was almost on the floor when she woke up.... it takes a whole lot out of the human body to do it - and they were not taking her welfare into account at all - making her go on and on literally until she dropped. Boy - that pissed me off!! At least one of them should have known better. They didn't even give her healing afterwards!!! That's just selfish to me.

Anyway I think the son decided to start trying to Channel in order to alleviate his mothers annoyance and anger at Angela not doing it anymore.... but unfortunately it seems it started off as a game to him and his lies have led him into even deeper when he knows he can't just pull out now or his mother would go right off... this woman eats, sleeps, and breaths the information given... she wants it and all the time. And from our perspective he's now using it to feed his own ego... its changed them all in such a way that's it's scary. The information he was supposedly getting was so way out there, and I gotta admit - it was becoming rediculous that we joked about it and them a little. But our amusement soon turned to grave concerns....

Last night before my friends arrived - I cleansed and prepared the space, and spent a few quiet moments asking for a higher source to come through and provide us with accurate information and answer questions we had. Then when they arrived we enjoyed chatting and munching out on snacks letting it happen naturally. It doesn't just switch on for my friend... but sure enough all of a sudden she's talking and she gets this feeling and starts seeing a few things... she knows now what the signs are and lets me know... although It's funny cause I can sense the shift in her too, and I'll just stop who im talking to and look at her... she get's this look.... it's hard to describe but there is literally an entire shift in energy around her... and her gaze is - well... she's no longer there... unless you see it- it's very hard to put into words...

So my role - make sure everything is moved out the way and her sister and law and husband be quiet and let them sort out the energies so they can come through... it always takes a little while - they uncross her legs - and arms and hands - this is something she wouldn't do consciously - let me tell ya - she never sits without her legs uncrossed normally! lol....

And I just continue to ask them to speak when they are able to... and ask for their name... I asked the questions I had prepared, and basically we got our confirmation of what was going on and they stressed how dangerous it was but we could not do anything at this point to help them... that to interfere would do harm and need to learn this lesson on their own... however "the lesson, it will be learned.. by her... she will find information she needs to continue"... and for us "to be patient and understanding and with the expression of our own thoughts".

I also asked about some of the information they had supposedly got from the board they were using and.. lol... well lets just say it was like I got a look - "what the heck are you talking about?"... lol - before it was corrected.

The entity - who it seems was from my original family - I wont even bother trying to explain - lmao - it's just too loong to go into at this point.... but we did discuss Atlantis since this was one of the subject the others were bringing up - anyway - they said "Everyone had a role to play... this is how Atlantis formed, then Greed came ... then Atlantis was not to be" That originally "people lived through manifestation and collaboration of community", and that "Dolphins hold the key to the secret of Atlantis in them". This is kinda not new - but it was interesting none the less. There are so many theories about it. The entity even said that - so I asked what is the core reason... and that's what I got.

Another interesting thing about last night - was that as soon as Angela went into channel - my dog decided it was play time and wanted to keep going up to Angela. He was down right persistent too! It was almost like - oooh - someone new - lets play!! It was hard holding him back - then her Husband even had to help - that's so weird. He was content to lie down on the floor and then like a switch - nope - I wanna meet the new person and play!

The session lasted for about 20 minutes, and I could see her head start to drop a little knowing it was soon time to end... and yes I did give her healing straight afterwards. It's not hard to see how much it affects her, but after some healing and a pig out of food - she's all good again. lol.

It's kinda funny upon reflection of this... that it seems after she does a session... i have a sense to get back on track with my own purpose... even though words are not spoken of it or I don't ask questions about myself or of my own path, the next morning, I awake with a renewed sense of who I am. Why is that? Is it the residual energies that may be left behind? Is it just because the event itself has triggered off a deeper feeling within?

Can anyone channel? Yes - in some form or other... I am not a medium but channel information through my creative chakra - when I am painting or doing something creative information seems to come out of no where - or I could be thinking about something and bam - I can write all this stuff or stay all this stuff - and sit there thinking afterwards - where did that come from? lol. I bet many others have experienced the same thing - but just didn't realise it.

Well, it’s been a real shitty weekend this weekend… mostly because I’ve been fuming about the Ex and unresolved issues that started from a message he sent me Friday afternoon.…

The ex is the father of my little boy, we split up when Seth was just 6 months old. It was the best day of my life really – he was selfish and expected me to give and give and give – like a quota system before he would give anything in return… it was ridiculous and I was glad to be rid of the mind games and other BS he threw my way.

Seth didn’t really know his dad for at least the first couple of years- the Ex didn’t do well with the whole “baby thing” as he called it… it wasn’t until he started walking and talking that he was willing to show some signs of wanting to be part of his life… starting out with overnight visits then only in the last 12 months somewhat weekend visits fortnightly. They have been sporadic and he regularly changed them around to suit himself or when his other ex wanted to change things.

So on many occasions I would have to tell Seth the news and after so many times I got jack of it – because I was the one having to see his face and answer his questions, so I told the ex – next time you change it around or cancel you can tell him… I think it’s a reasonable request.

Well several weeks ago was father’s day here in Australia. Now it was the ex’s weekend… and this time I wanted to make a change… I wanted Seth the night of Saturday (Father’s day is Sunday) because of my brother’s 40th birthday. It was a surprise party and seth wanted to go as well as the rest of the family wanted seth there (Seth had already missed out on numerous birthdays for his cousins and friends at child care because of the ex)… I gave the ex a couple of weeks notice and asked if he wanted to swap weekends etc or work things out – but was adamant I was going to have Seth for at least that night… Not once did he say he wanted him back for Sunday or gave any indication what so ever. Now something else I should point out about the ex – this is someone who doesn’t believe in Xmas, Easter, Mothers Day, Father’s Day, Valentines or any other celebratory day except the birthday. He did eventually cave in for x-mas for the kids at least… so you would think if he didn’t believe in the day – and he didn’t request to see his son that day – he cared? Well….

This weekend it was to be the ex’s weekend…. As usual he cancelled – reason was he was still recovering from being sick. Mind you – the whole little “cough’ “cough” at the end of the message sounded rather put on…. But okay – fair enough and I messaged him back that he would have to tell Seth. Ya right – like that was going to happen.

So of course he was asking about going to Dad’s that Friday afternoon and I had to tell him… and got the usual response… so I messaged him saying he could have seth the next two weekends – ohhh then it started…. I get the response… wait for it…. “You decided it was more important to seth to go to a party then to be with me on Father’s day, so that’s your fault, not mine…

I can tell ya I just saw red. I tried to ring him … but of course he wasn’t answering… I was fuming…. All the times he made changes and screwed things around for me… I couldn’t plan anything or when I did – I had to make changes, and the ONE time I do – I get this? From someone who doesn’t believe in Father’s day to boot.

Oh but wait – he didn’t want to see Seth, he never once asked for him to see him again on Sunday, and on the Friday night when I dropped him off – his daughter left the room to go get his gift she wanted to give him… he made a face and said “oh great, just some piece of crap from Cheap as Chips …” (Cheap as Chips is a cheapie retail outlet here) …. I wasn’t impressed from that comment and soon left. I even think Seth was in the room when he said it too.

So I’ve been stewing over this all weekend… I know I shouldn’t let it get to me – but I just saw red…. All the things I’ve put up with and just let go because of Seth – not this time… and because it’s unresolved – well – I haven’t been able to have my spit at him… at least over the phone has been really annoying… I sent him an email this morning and of course no response…

I tried really hard to keep it in check and hide it from Seth for the weekend… But what really got to me … Seth asked me tonight if he could have another dad for Christmas. I just hugged him and cried.

He said he wants one that lives with us… I’m just so sad he has to go through this and he doesn’t have that regular male bonding thing – something he obviously needs and wants and isn’t getting from his own father.

Tonight in Australia was a total lunar eclipse, and luckily it was at a time early enough that my son could enjoy it too. He's just 4 years old and was full of excitement to see the the changes occurring to the moon as it began to turn the striking blood red. Thankfully the clouds had rolled over and the night was crystal clear.

Despite the occasional bite from the mozzies, it was great to stand outside in the backyard taking it all in and listening to Seth who was also full of questions and amazement. Now of course he wants a telescope, oh and a computer. lol. Because of course he started asking about the Milky Way and what earth looked like - so I had to jump on line and dig out images and show him what he wanted to know. He wants his own computer so he can have it in his room (mostly to play games I am sure)

Had a weird dream last night... I was with a couple of friends... in a large stone building with stairs, high ceilings and huge hallways... we were chilling and just talking... observed a couple of swarm of bugs fly through the building, but they didn't bother us so we just continued... then for some reason I picked up this large glass candle cylinder and put in on the table...

It started sliding across the table towards the hallway... so when it reached the end of the table I picked it up and walked in the same direction that the glass was moving and put it on another table and watched it move again - as if leading me forward... so I kept doing this going quicker and quicker down one of the large hallways and into rooms - following the glass thing... as it slide along one table to the next... then into a large room where there was all this sound equipment and people moving about setting up a stage or something.... and still I followed this darn thing...

Then we are outside, and I recall stopping for a second thinking now what? there's no table out here... so I put it on the grass and off it went - moving forward.... my friends were following on behind telling me to come back - but i felt compelled to see where this thing led...

We were on a flat grassy area, heading towards some cliff edges... I was thinking if this goes over- like hell I'm following it then! .... but about 5 metres from the edge - it stopped and I had this strong impression that this was where I was supposed to meditate - it was my special spot and I would be safe there.... now I didn't hear words spoken - but the thought was clear and strong...

My friends finally caught up, but as they got to about 3 metres from me they were rebounded by an invisible wall... like I was in some sort of protective shield and they could not enter this sacred place I was directed to.

I thought it was neat... and then woke up...

Hmm... it's kinda interesting I guess - because for some time I have not been able to meditate properly... no matter what methods I use, I end up falling asleep...