A Trip Inside the Mind Of A Madman.....

So, I promised and now I shall deliver. Here I am, stripped.

LOL, joking, but did you get the Christina Aguilera reference. (From the stripped album silly).

It's been a weird year here in NYC. November to now my life and everything has been in flux. Don't usually know where I'm going until I get there, wherever "there" is. That's one thing I think I want to change about myself, if not just lack of planning but lack of direction and discipline. Over and over I've told myself of the places I don't want to end up in my life with the fear of making an unchangeable change. Taking myself into the direction of which there is no return from. I'm not talking about just drugs I do sometimes, that to me is filler. Not unimportant just not important enough to dwell. What I need to do is concentrate on my goals. Hell, or get some goals to start from. I mean I have aspirations, just no set path. Maybe that's what I'll work on. Geez, you'd think there'd be a handbook or something.....