Friday, June 25, 2010 7:09:40 AM
poetry
every night, day, i screamed
my voice was too shallow for somebody to hear
but i screamed more and more, i screamed though my deep soul
wondering how to make my eyes closed to sleep
but my mouth wouldn't shut to see the tears are still falling
i wouldn't dare to be a peaceful body, when she, and my soul are still full of regrets
regrets,
that i felt after the thunders blew of the ceilings
the same memory of someone far away
the one that keeps on haunting until i fall and breathe through the ashes
my breath was hold by you for a second
and the feeling of hurt had disappear,
because behind this shadowed wall, there's still me,
hanging by a thread,
with a thoughtful mind of her disagrees
regrets,
that i felt before the storm hits the highest ground
that made me drowned deep in the water
and when i felt the salt water,
i will always remember of my regrets..
by,
Izzie
Friday, June 25, 2010 5:41:55 AM
Hi Guys,
do you know how i feel when a stranger text me to my phone? that really does piss me of.
and i don't like guys that writes/type with capital-lowcase mixed(like: GAy LikE) coz that is just so gay, or like: G4y 4l0T..
THAT IS SO WIERD!!
and i have this thing that i don't like messed up leter, i use capital in the front of the word that needs it. i'm really straight. and organized, but lazy too in the same time. that's why i can't stand a messy room, but i was the one who made it messy..
Thursday, June 24, 2010 5:41:16 AM
Hi Guys,
so, i'm planning to have a new mobile phone, because actually i never had one that has multimedia in it. and last month when my dad came back from US, he gave me this looked-like blackberry mobile which is a total fake.
so, he told me that he will get me a new one, and i've been choosing items. then i go this:
which is totaly like mine, but real, or this:
but these are too expensive.
so, i made my choice, between these two:
or
Wednesday, June 23, 2010 7:19:13 AM
Hi Guys,
after i posted my last post, everything got back together, and we had a great lunch that actually was for dinner.
we bought some pizzas and watched 'The Blind Side'. and my mom started to cry, i really can't. such a great movie.
and that covers the madness i felt before, about family.
i just realized at the end that the movie was based of a true story.
than i actually thought that i have a better family than Michael Oher, i have a great dad and a wonderful mom that have always took care of me and my brothers. and i love them so much.
Thanks to Ummi & Abi. 
Wednesday, June 23, 2010 2:32:03 AM
I hate being like this, i can't go anywhere.
I can't do anything beside browsing internet, and i have it all day, and it's really really boring..
I'm having the "crying situation" + slamming the door-hardly-because it's not just an ordinary, "no, you're not going to the movies today, because we have a family picnic", because i love family picnic.
We can't even go to the beach and have picnic, my dad is in bali now, my mom is going to kampayn, and she goes from 6am until 7pm.
I want my family back.I hate being like this, i can't go anywhere.
I can't do anything beside browsing internet, and i have it all day, and it's really really boring..
I'm having the "crying situation" + slamming the door-hardly-because it's not just an ordinary, "no, you're not going to the movies today, because we have a family picnic", because i love family picnic.
We can't even go to the beach and have picnic, my dad is in bali now, my mom is going to kampayn, and she goes from 6am until 7pm.
I want my family back.
Tuesday, June 22, 2010 12:07:21 PM
Hi Everybody,
This is going to be my new online diary, hope you like it and keep on tuned.
Izzie
My Opera
