The Bed Is Calling...
Sunday, 11. January 2009, 05:41:24
I'm listening to Ozzy instead of my bed........
Been playing in Photoshop tonight........ It only crashed 2 times tonight
I have not done a thing today but sit on my rear end and sleep.....
I need a social life...... But that will never happen...... Too scared to even walk out the door to go to Wal-mart and have people see me and be around me.......
No, I'm not agoraphobic.......... Just have very low self esteem...... I have diarrhea of the mouth tonight....... Last time I told too much in my blog about 4 people quit talking to me....... Guess that's how you figure out who wants to know ya for yourself and not some phony person.......
Huggles,
Taz








Suntana # 12. January 2009, 00:42
I went and checked out your 2 Tags. One of them came out too dark for me. Any Pics that are towards the DARK side to begin with, will come out wayyy DARK on my LESS than properly-working Monitor. But, I'm sure those with good-working Monitors got to see the effect you went for.
Taz, hopefully someday ... somehow you neutralize and put the low self esteem in check. Then your outlook can pick up and you can gradually ease on into being able to enjoy going out wherever in some semblance of a carefree manner.
For the first time since I began my Blog on July 31st of this past year, I'll be taking a week off from putting out a Post. Yep, I had 20 plus consecutive weeks of not missing putting out my weekly weekend Post. Well, yesterday I was helping someone out with mixing concrete. Then I had my Workout. Then I've been helping out a Friend with her Blog. AND I've just basically been trying to get caught up with things. I didn't want to put out a Post simply for the sake of not missing a week. The time just wasn't there for me to get in The Zone with the right focus. So, I'll just wait for next weekend. Nothing wrong with a little vacation.
JTazzie # 12. January 2009, 20:34
Sorry you cant' see the dark tag......
Yeah I hope so on the self esteem stuff....... It's been way low since I gained weight........ Went from a nice small sexy size to a well huge nasty size......... Face all out of proportion ...... bleh.......Well you know......
I'm going to miss your post this week.........Glad you have been keeping busy though......
Huggles,
Taz