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New Start......

I have always .....

Poured my heart out in my blog no sense in changing now right? Well here goes....

So I moved in with the man 10 months ago..... When I moved in we were best friends and had been lovers on and off for 28 or so years..... In the last 10 months the relationship has grown by leaps and bounds..... The core of our relationship will always be that special friendship that is so very hard to find..... But now there is love of a different type..... I've never felt like this..... After 3 failed marriages and 1 long term relationship I thought love was bogus...... Just something people said to say ..... I can look into his eyes and see his soul... as he does with mine....

I have gained my self-respect back that I lost....... I see what my insecurities did to my children...... The man is helping me so much..... Not by telling me what to do or how to act except to be myself and love myself..... Not even my girlfriends have ever told me it was ok to be me......

As a matter of fact I'm losing long term friends (30ish years) and family because I know who I am and they don't like me for me....... They miss the whipping post I was.....

Today the man and I are having a new start day....... With relationship redefined..... We are one and not two anymore....

Huggles,

Taz


Hm........ What oh what.....Hey There........

Comments

slackwrdave Wednesday, January 11, 2012 11:18:38 PM

Woohooo! Sounds good. up heart

H82typ Thursday, January 12, 2012 12:54:04 AM

Which is how it should be! up happy

Tazzie DevilJTazzie Thursday, January 12, 2012 10:14:05 AM

Yeppers what we've always wanted was right there all those years and we both ran from it

Thanks dudes!!!!! headbang

slackwrdave Saturday, January 14, 2012 6:22:56 AM

Still hoping for a pic one day. wink

Tazzie DevilJTazzie Sunday, January 15, 2012 1:53:39 AM

Originally posted by slackwrdave:

Still hoping for a pic one day. wink




If he'd let me I would so love to show of "My Man" devil

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