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Da hon 2 nam roi minh moi viet lai nhat ky, cung kha lau roi, nhung ko hiu no chi nho moi la ngay hom qua. Sao ma thoi gian bat cong voi minh the nhi, sao nhung luc minh hanh phuc, no cu troi di tuon tuot cu nhu la no khong thuoc ve minh, con nhung khi minh buon ba, nho nhung no cu den ben minh, o rat lau ben canh minh, ca mai bai ca buon. down

Minh biet cam giac ay chi la do minh tu nghi no nhu the, roi den khi minh gap lai ng ay, minh se nhin lai va thay sao ma 326 ngay ay troi qua nhanh qua, nguoi ay da ve ben minh roi day. Luc ay nhin lai, minh se thay minh that ngoc, sao lai qua bi quan buon ba nhu the, dang le trong suot thoi gian ay minh phai vui ve, lac quan ve tinh cam, tuong lai cua hai dua chu.worried worried

Nhung do la cai toi cua minh trong tuong lai, mot quang thoi gian ma bay gio minh cam thay rat lo so, minh so rang no se keo dai keo dai, ko bit khi nao dung lai, minh biet nguoi ay se tro ve voi minh, ko som thi muon. Nhung ma minh rat so cam giac cho doi , cho doi ma ko bit ngay ket thuc. cry cry Minh ko biet tai sao, nhung moi lan minh cho doi 1 dieu gi do tu nguoi ay, suy nghi, tinh cam cua minh deu huong vao no, ban ngay nhu dai ra them, ban dem nhu ngan lai chi voi 1 cai nham mat, moi thu lai cho ve cai vong tuan hoan cua no. Nguoi ay chua bao gio that hua voi minh, chua bao gio de minh cho doi 1 dieu gi do lau qua, va minh tin lan nay cung the.

Chi con 3 ngay nua la dung 1 thang nguoi ay di P, hom qua bat chot minh coi dong ho minh moi nhan ra dieu do. Troi oi, chi moi 1 thang thoi u ? The ma minh cu tuong da gan 3 thang roi chu yikes yikes 1 thang troi qua, ma minh thay no hau nhu vo nghi voi minh. Minh ko lam gi ngoai viec nam nha, an, uong, choi boi, online cho doi nguoi ay, roi nhong nheo voi ngay ay, rang minh yeu va nho nguoi ay nhu the nao, minh giong nhu 1 dua tre len 2 doi co me ben canh ay. That la xau ho, minh la con trai ma, sao lai uot at, mem yeu nhu con gai vay. down

Toi qua minh thuc su da lam nguoi ay buon, du nguoi ay ko noi nhung minh co the cam nhan duoc. Minh that la qua dang, ich ky, nhung minh da ko co co hoi de chua vet thuong long cua nguoi ay nhu nhung lan truoc, bay gio nguoi ay da o cach xa minh, xa lam. Minh da lua doi nguoi ay, minh bao rang minh se ko gian vi bat ky chuyen gi, vay ma moi toi qua thoi, minh da gian, gian thuc su, at han nguoi ay da khoc vi minh, khoc vi thai do ich ky cua minh. down down down Em yeu oi, neu nhu em yeu nghe thay duoc dieu anh noi luc nay, anh se noi voi em rang "anh xin loi em vi tat ca moi dieu anh lam khien em buon".

IF .......................... IF............................and IF...........................

If God had eyes himself, then why did he let good guys suffer more than bad ones .................................
If God loved mankind, then why did he let evils come to ruin men and let them fall down to hell .................................
If God had any heart, then why did he want to seperate love into lonely hearts .................................
If God treated men as his children, then why did he just let them kill each other .................................
If God respected love of human, then why did he divide true love into lonely hearts, let those hearts mismatched each other, and prevent true love from long - lasting
If there were angels, then why did they let us suffer bad luck from evils .................................


If you do believe in God, then can you answer me ? Why is my love barred ? Why do God rise my hope and then leave me hopeless ? Do I not deserve such love ? IF not, then why did God let me have it ?
Why don't He just leve me with no love ? Why do he have to barring my love .................. Why ?

Vista comes to my computer-------------^^^^^

he he he Mới transform Xp sang Vista nhìn khủng quá !!!!!

Cái side bar là Google Desktop, ko phải là của Vista đâu ( nhìn cũng hợp đấy chứ, cái side bar của Vista chán quá nên để cái GDesk này luôn ) yes yes yes yes yes
====> Mất tiêu cái chữ WinXP của tui lun òi knockout knockout ( cái nì lỡ anh Bill Gates nhìn thấy chắc mình đóng tiền bản quyền mệt lun knockout knockout knockout knockout )jester jester jester
Bạn nào có nhu cầu thì lên PC world search CT Vista Transformation Pack Final 6 ( 30.02MB knockout knockout lận đó mí bạn )

I believe in you --------------------------

When you love someone, what do you expect from him/her ?
I expect many things : love , care , understand , trust , sympathize , share ............. and so on. Till now, my heart is still put at 'the right place' and I hope it won't be deplaced........ because I am feeling love and happiness heart heart heart
I love my ............ because she always gives me all the things I need

I Believe In you
Artist: Toy Box

I believe in you (Toy Box).wma

Shout it out
Truth or dare
Show that you're hurt
You know that I care

Take a chance
Let it go
Pretend you are dreaming
Just cope with the flow

Now that I fire
Feels like a dream come true
Give me a sigh
Waiting around just for you
Cause I'll be here for you

I believe in you
And all you things you are
I believe in you
For now and forever
And now and forever more

Close your eyes
Make a wish
I'm sending a thought
I have sealed with a kiss
Fly away
Make demands
You know I'll be waiting
If you need a friend

I love you --- Lorie

This is a French love song, I love its melody ^^ and so does my 'half - part'

I Love You - Lorie.wma


English version : (there are some mistakes in it )

By the window,
I only look at,
Rain which still falls
But nothing touches me
I do not have on my mouth
That your first name which obsesses me

Philadelphia, this city where you live
It is so far from at home
One is often written
But of what do you really think?

You do not know me "I love you"
I would write it nevertheless to you
You can only tell unceasingly me "to Girl I miss you"
You do not know me "I love you"
I would test "I nevertheless coils you"... And you?
Do you coil to me too?

On my e-mail, I underlined your name
Brandon@love.com
You mouse?
When you read me?
I would like as much as one is re-examined

The next time
That you come here
I would be very with you

I would give you
What you wanted sometimes

You cannot say to me "I love you"
I would write it nevertheless to you
You can only tell unceasingly me "to Girl I miss you"
You do not know me "I love you"
It is my soft theorem: "I coils you"... And you.
Do you care? Do you coil to me too?

You cannot say to me "I love you"
Me I would write it nevertheless to you
You can only tell unceasingly me "to Girl I miss you"
You do not know me "I love you"
It is my soft theorem: "I coils you"... And you.
Do you coil to me too?

... I love you.

How can I not love you ?

Have you ever heard these words from someone who you love ? I did once........heart

How Can I Not Love You
Artist: Joy Enrnriquez
Composer: unknown

How can I not love you.wma

How can I not love you

Cannot touch, cannot hold
Cannot be together
Cannot love, cannot kiss
Cannot have each other
Must be strong
And we must let go
Cannot say what are hearts must know

Chorus :
How can I not love you
What Do I Tell My heart
When do I not want you here in my arms
How does one waltz away from all of the memories
How do I not miss you when you are gone

Cannot dream
Cannot share sweet and tender moments
Cannot feel how we feel
Must pretend It’s over
Must be brave
And we must go on
Must not say what we've known all along

Chorus :
How can I not love you
What Do I Tell My heart
When do I not want you here in my arms
How does one waltz away from all of the memories
How do I not miss you when you are gone

How can I not love you

Must be brave
And we must be strong
Cannot say what we've known all along

Chorus :
How can I not love you
What Do I Tell My heart
When do I not want you here in my arms
How does one waltz away from all of the memories
How do I not miss you when you are gone

How can I not love you when are gone

A wonderful Tet Holidays ever

This year, the Tet holidays held many memories in my mind. it contained many 'first things, and events' ...................... ^^heart heart heart heart Maybe it was the best one of mine.
I spent time with my gf nicely and cleverly. We didn't miss any events which were held to welcome Lunar New Year. I made three wishes in the Lunar New Year Eve ; one for my family, one for me and my gf and one for VN.
I will not forget 2006 because there were many happy things that came to me in 2006. They were all wonderful and unforgetable ................heart heart heart heart
Sometimes I thought that I was dreaming a pretty wish of mine, I was afraid of waking up, and losing them all. However, whenever I had such feelings, my gf always helped me fade them all away ^^heart heart heart heart heart heart How much I will be grateful to her ! and I love her so...........
It is nearly 6 months since our relationship began. After all the hard and happy times we spent together, I realized that my feelings for her was, is, and will be true. I can't get her out of my mind. And I don't want to.......... heart heart heart

-------------JC loves Lune 4ever-----------------

LIving means everything to me ^_^


To live is to see everything in your life.........
To live is to hear every sounds said or whispered.........
To live is to touch every reality you have...........
To live is to speak every words you know..........
To live is to keep every love you receive...........
To live is to give every part of your heart ............
To live is to kiss everyone you love............
To live is to love everything about you..........
............. More over..............
To live is to love someone who is special to you.......
To live is to please everyone who made anything for you.........
To live is to keep someone's heart in your hands........
To live is to sacrifice for anyone who need it from you.........
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I love my life 'cause without it.........
I wouldn't feel love in my heart
I wouldn't have a family who care for me
I wouldn't have someone who loves me truly
I wouldn't have loved anyone so deeply and madly

How about you ?
DO you love yours ?

Nhớ ng ấy quá đi >.<

Đang nhờ ng ấy, gặp đúng bài hát có cùng tâm trạng nên post lên cho pà con nghe chơi ^^
Ve Trai Tim - Luong Bich Huu - Quang Vinh.wma

Vẽ Trái Tim
Artist: Lương Bích Hữu - Quang Vinh
Composer: Quang Vinh

Để trái tim anh mang tặng em món quà
Kiếm cớ vu vơ anh muốn ghé sang thăm nhà
Chiều mưa ngoài phố vắng thưa người
Lòng anh xao xuyến nhớ em vậy thôi.

Có phải riêng anh đâu chiều mưa nhớ ai
Nói nhớ em vậy sao em biết thật không?
Vì em thường nói với anh là:
"Chẳng tin lời anh chỉ đùa thế thôi"

Cớ sao gặp nhau còn dối mãi trong lòng này, người biết hay không?
Từng ngày qua, từng giờ qua, mỗi giây qua thầm mong có em kề bên
Người yêu hỡi!

Em đâu biết trái tim anh ngày đêm, ngày đêm nhớ em
Em đâu biết nói yêu em có thật lòng anh không đó?
Lâu lâu thấy nhớ anh em lại ngồi viết tên anh
Và khẽ nhắm mắt ước muôn đôi ta luôn gần nhau
Người yêu hỡi!

Em đâu biết trái tim anh chỉ có, chỉ có mỗi em
Em đâu biết lúc xa nhau anh có còn như anh nói
Lâu lâu thấy nhớ anh em lại ngồi viết tên anh
Và khẽ nhắm mắt ước muôn đôi ta luôn gần nhau
Biêt không người ???

Everyday I love U.wma

Everyday I Love You
Artist: Boyzone
Composer: Boyzone


I don't know but I believe
that some things are meant to be
and that you make a better me
everyday I love you

I never thought that dreams came true
but you've shown me that they do
you know that I have something new
everyday I love you

Because I believe that destiny
is out of our control (Ooh Don't you know that)
and you never live until you love
with all your heart and soul

It's a touch when I feel bad
It's a smile when I get mad
all the little things I have
everyday I love you

Because I believe that destiny
is out of our control (Ooh Don't you know that)
and you never live until you love
with all your heart and soul

If I asked would you say Yes
together we're the very best
I know that I am truely blest
every day I love you

And I'll give you my best
every day I love you

Oh Yeah..

Anyone of Us ------ Gareth Gates

My friend has just found a serious mistake of someone who is his friends, I know that it is hard to forgive such a mistake but No one is really perfect

This song is an apology of a man who was accused of being not faithful to his gf

Anyone Of Us - Stupid Mistake - Gareth Gates.wma

Anyone Of Us - Stupid Mistake

I've been letting you down, down
Girl I know I've been such a fool
Giving in to temptation
When I should've played it cool
The situation got out of hand
I hope you understand

[Chorus]
It can happen to...
Anyone of us, anyone you think of
Anyone can fall
Anyone can hurt someone they love
Hearts will break
'Cause I made a stupid mistake
It can happen to...
Anyone of us, say you will forgive me
Anyone can fail
Say you will believe me
I can't take my heart will break
'Cause I made a stupid mistake
A stupid mistake

She was kind of exciting
A little crazy I should've known
She must have altered my senses
'Cause I offered to walk her home
The situation got out of hand
I hope you understand

[Chorus]

A stupid mistake
she means nothing to me
(nothing to me)
I swear every word is true
don't wanna lose you