1000 DLS

My sisters have always been there for me. My sister -E- has been my good friend and has cared for me for as long as I can remember. She made sure all my clothes were clean and that we were always fed and ok. It's still the same now, I'm just the poor student who sponges off my younger sister on so many levels. As for my younger sister _A_ I feel even worse that I have been such a bad sister to her cause I am much older and should have been a better sister and mentor. She has always defended me, even though she is 12 years younger than I am, for as long as I can remember. I should be defending my sister! When I end up in tears or have fought with someone she is always there to comfort me and make sure that I am ok, even though she's just a child. And What have I ever done for either of them? Nothing I can tell of. My little sister barely knows me and I barely know her bacause I am like a visitor breezing in and out of here life, never constant, never there for her when she needs me most. The same goes with my other sister, the time when she needed me most, I was busy being selfish and chasing my own totally self absorbed interests. She looked after my sister and my dad and did her matric, actually its always been -E- looking after _A_ even though I should have been the one doing that. I am such a bad sister, I wish I could make up for all that time lost and make it all better by making it up to them. But how can I?