The Search.

This is a new post of one of the songs that more I love:

Vivo por ella interpreted by Andrea Boccelli and MArtha Sánchez.

Enjoy it and leave it your comment ¡

jesús

Althought this isn´t my intention, I will write in this night this comment:

I am very bored... I bore myself very fast of the things...

And the reason is that now I can see that, I don´t have the enough patience for to live the major part of the things that come together when you live one relation of love.

I discover this later of that I was to the house of certain girl and then something say me that she left walk. And that is all because this relation it does not matter to me more.

If you are my friend, please, tell me one thing: Is really this reaction natural or is learned?...


This night, still I dunno what I should think about this reaction mine... May be that I´m too crazy and strange or may be that in fact, I matured too much.


Meanwhile I continue thinking that I bore myself very fast of the things...

And maybe more of the persons.



Bye.

jesús

Why:awww:?

I feel with less forces and ideas...

To be teacher is fill of frustrations... and the students that I have are kids althought they have 17 years old. I feel my self sad and with less forces each time for to be in front of they each monday. Today in class, I feel bad, I feel my mouth dry, and also I feel weakness. I was sad because of they atitude... I feel bad...

But...

I love teach to my students.
I dont change this by nothing.
I love share time with my students.
I love use many of my time in prepare class for my students.
In fact, I love this labor, I love to be their teacher, althought this make me sad and many times tooo sad coz I receive a high impact when they do bad things and I almost cant control their atitude.

Is hard to be teacher, and more in a place and in one school when the students they dont want study.

At the less in the school that I´m teacher, is hard to be teacher.

But now I undersand some thing: I never give up but also, I should to do one thing more:

I have to reinvent me.

Without importing the hard thing that be the process, I need to be better, always ¡¡.

Today I buy at the end my new LAP-TOP ¡¡¡¡¡

I buy this Lap Top coz I think what they was a Dell Inspiron 6400 but in place of this, I received a LATITUDE D620¡¡.

I should recognize what I was disapointed the first time what I see this computer coz I think what I will receive the visual shock of the Inspiron 6400 but, in place of this, I receive the black and serious skin of the Latitude D 620.

I don´t know what the LATITUDE is tooo better what the Inspiron ¡¡¡¡.

When I read the specifications of this Lap-Top I was surprised ....

Intel Core Duo at 1.83 GHz, 667 MHz Front Side Bus:eyes:
2 MB Caché L2 by core (2 MB x 2= 4 MB Caché L2 )
3D Card Nvidia Quadro NVS 110 with 256 MB with Turbo Caché
1024 MB RAM DDR2 at 663 MHz, expandable to 4048 MB
1440 x 990 Screen Definition
60 GB Hard Disk at 7200 RPM
DVD ROM/ CD-RW
6-Cell/56 WHr Primary Battery
Microsoft XP
Finger Print Reader
Secure Card Reader
Cellular & BlueTooth Conection
Intel Wireless 802.11 A, B & G

I´m tooooo happy ¡¡¡¡

Sorry, I cant upload images ¡¡¡, may be later .

Tomorrow ¡¡¡¡

In this night I only want to say the next:



For infinite reasons, this has been the best year of my LIFE ¡¡¡¡...

23 years of my life, Really I love you and YOU ALWAYS WILL LIVE INSIDE OF MY ¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡


TWEENTY THREE IS THE NUMBER ¡¡¡¡¡

And the seven and the thirteen and the....... tomorrow, is late for my ¡¡¡¡

I LOVE YOU SUSAN & KAYLADIAN ¡¡¡¡¡

-Si tienen tiempo, veanlo y reenvíenlo a todas las personas que conozcan.
Si por ventura esta cadena tuviera suerte y alguien sabe algo, avisen a los telefonos que vienen en la presentación de power point, y de paso a mi, me encantaría tener buenas noticias.

-If they have time, read it and resend to all the people that know. If by fortune this chain was lucky and someone knows something, they notify to the phones number that they come in the presentation of power point, and in transit to my, I would love to have good news.
Is a loose girl, sometimes the criminals they travel to another countrys, for that reason, I include to you, my foreign friends; tnx for ur support.

jesús

I did this blog later of 4 hours in which I learn to "make work" a wmplayer in my page. I want thank to Vitcon. I saw this player in her page, and now I know that isnt easy the first time. In this space I want show to everyone what a kind of music I like. My Top Ten ¡¡¡ Number 10: Creep, Radiohead, Rock. Here the first: RadioHead with the song: Creep (Or almost worm ). This song begin to like many to me because of the music although the liric isnt very healt and isnt a very good message for the young people, I like too many by the music. Number 9: Baila Morena, Maná with Zuchero, Pop-Rock. This a very special song. The name is: "Baila Morena" or in english: "It dances Black Girl". The song is of one Mexican Rock Group called "Maná". I like too many the music of this guys. Enjoy it ¡¡ Number 8: Hips don´t lie, Shakira featuring: Wycleff Jean, Regaetton. This music style is actually very famous in all the world. With this song, Shakira had a participation in the half time of the World Cup in 2006. Was a Hit. Shakira is a Latin Singer that now is more sucessfull that Wycleff Jean, who in the past win 2 Grammys. The things and the times changes. Shakira is one of my favorites artist. Enjoy it ¡¡¡.



Number 7: Californication, Red Hot Chilli Peppers. Did I need to say more??. Red Hot Chilli Peppers, point. Number 6: "Se fué" or "He went" of Laura Pausinni. At last in this early morning, this song is very special for me. "Se fué" or "he went" of Laura Pausinni. This song is about a person that leave to one girl. Is about love, many love. When I live some hard with Perla, this song make me cry. I need to say that is a very emotional song. In short I will post the traduction of the song, by the moment, enjoy it ¡¡¡¡ Number 5: Kris y Ángel, Looney Tunes with the Song "Ven Bailalo" or "they see you dance it", a song in Regaetton Rythm. Enjoy it and leave your opinion and coments. Number 4: Cheer, Disco music with the Super International Hit "BELIEVE". Is Cheer, Did I need to say more??? Number 3: ¡Credence!, ¡Credence!, ¡Credence!. The song: Have you ever seen the rain ?????????? Did exist another ??????have_you_ever_seen_the%20rain%C2%BF_creedence.mp3 Number 2: Diego Torres in the 2005 MTV Unplugged featuring to Julieta Venegas in the Song "Sueños" or in english "Dreams". This song was a hit around the world. Is a súper song. Enjoy it ¡¡¡. And my number 1: PANDA from México with the song "Los malaventurados no lloran" or in english: "The ill-fated do not cry". Is a super Song from the Punk Rythm. Speak about the dead girlfriend of one guy that miss so much to this pretty lady. Is a song for cry, cry, and cry ¡¡¡¡. Please, leave your coments in my blog ¡¡¡, this time I want to know your opinion of my songs, please, leave ur coments rigth now. Bye. Jesús.

This is a very good moment in Old Min.
This beautifull facilitys becomes my house by almost one month. A record.
Now in this moment of my life, I'm very happy!!.
One of the dreams of my life, becomes reality. And in adition to that, I'm having a very good rest!!!.
This blog post is writen in one "hamaca" (this is the name of that orange thing in that I'm resting in the photos ).
Since some days after, I had a lot of desires of take some photos of my self in this part of the major house.
Is a excelent place for to rest !!, but until now I had the tim3 and the oportunity of to do this, exactly this that I'm doing, living a very good moment of my life .
Still I remember almost all the really hard moments that I had that to life until arrive to this, this moment, and this point, and really, really, really, this is a excelent point of my life!!!.
And I'm HAPPY by that!!!.
In the past, I saw how the major quantity of my friends, they upload & upload & upload photos & photos & photos & photos & photos ( Like Yesusan, Kayla, Ngoc Tram Do, Justine, Maya, etc !!!) but in fact, I dont become tired of await. I knew it that one day I will have the oportunity of to do that: Take a lot of photos of my self and publish it in my beloved Opera blog.

Now is a very good moment this afternoon almost night. I really want that you can to see the beautifull seek that I'm having in that beautifull moments; really is b e a u t i f u l l l o o k of the town in the down part of that place called <La Esmerald>, my birth place !!.

I dont know what more can I say if not is that, in this point and moment of my life, I dont desire nothing more. I dont desire to finish the firs contract of electricity, I dont desire
that they pay to me that good quantity of money, I dont desire to buy my first Truck 4 X 4 for that mountain roads, I dont desire to buy my first Lap Top, I dont desire to end this blog.
May be this is due to that I dont expect nothing for to live my life; I dont expect until that I have my car (Remember friends, not is a simple car, that car will be a <Mustang GT 350 FastBack 67> for to be happy, I dont expect until that I have my Lap Top for to be happy; I dont expect until that I do International Buseness for to know that I worth too many, and that my worth, the money they doesnt give me.
I know that I worth too many!!, and that my worth always has been high, this although my luck not always was good in the past.
I learn one very important thing for to live my life: not expect nothing for to be happy.
And that my dear friends, is may be the better lesson that I can teach to anybody, to be happy in the moment, not expect nothing for being happy, or anybody... And above, if you have a very good & special person for you, never leave to that pretty and special person... May be you never have a very good & special person like that you are leaving now in that moments. Not waste your beautifull & special moment in the mountain at the light of the moon only for that you dont have all the things that you really want to give to that person... Value more your company and your presence at the 100% this night with that beautifull & special person that all the gifts that you are thinking in give to she when you have enough money.
Believe in my, some times, when you have the money, then you dont have the company for to share all that things that now, you have the oportunity of to buy.

Better, make your happyness day to day.

But if you dont want, I change position with you. I value more the happyness that the money.

All this afternoon, since the 12 am I was creating a new Photo Album with the my pretty friends of Opera.
Was a funny xperience, in fact I wonder why I dont do that before ¡.
Well, but now, I have 3 days free, I mean a rest¡.
My client Eng. Terry Brown give me three days for to rest ¡¡¡
(I was working since the 14, of March until now, friday, 6 of April, this is more or less... 22 days¡¡¡.
Well, to say that I have a rest, is only a expresion because I have a lot work in house, too many , I think that is comparable with the amount of work that I have here and this that here, in Old Mine the work amount is Hughe ¡.

But I´m happy because at the less, by now I have three days free ¡¡¡¡¡

@Ngoc Tram Do: Mhh, may be, I dont know, I will to go of Shopping ¡¡¡

But at the less I know a thing: I dont know how to go to home ¡¡¡

I dont have still a car ¡¡¡¡

Mhh, may be that will be solved with a call ¡¡

Well, wish me luck; may be I cant read my blog until the next wednesday or tuesday. I dont know because I dont have Internet in my house and, I come back the monday, 9 of April, I mean the next week, but by the work load, may be I dont have enough time for to check my beloved Opera Blog ¡; in adition to that, I need to rest . I ve bad sleep in the past days ¡¡.

Bye to all my friends ¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡

Susan,Kayla, Ngoc, Isabel, Trudy, Justine, Maya; At end, to all my friends ¡¡¡

Bye, until the monday 9, or tuesday 10, or wednesday 11 .

Bye¡¡¡

jesús

HI TO ALL MY FRIENDS¡¡

I´m here again¡¡¡

In the last days I ve haved a lot work , but also this have their rewards.

The day of now, one pal tell me that one person sell their Camaro, I don´t know the model but is very pretty , and although I´m a mustang lover, I dont have the enough money for to but the model 65 that sell to me my friend Kill to hollow. This Camaro is very cheap, only 450 USD¡¡ and my actual salary is 45 USD daily, this mean that I have enough money but, I dont know if I will to buy the Camaro, my lap - top, or 3 pc´s for my cyber cafe; well, this depend of the money, and how I have a lot of job, may be this means that I get enough money for 4 pc´s more printer, more lap top centrino core 2 duo, more mustang or camaro, more Pick up truck for all my jobs in that I will to travel.

In fact, this could be a very good season ¡¡. Well, that this becomes a true reality.

Bye:

Kayla, Susan, Ngoc Tram Do, Justine, Daniela, Isabel, and all my other friends¡¡¡ (Of moments O dont remeber all the names ).

Now I have a new life style, and a life that is very near of the "normality" and of the stability.
¡Wow!, ¡that´s good!.

And that have a name, and their name is :

A D A P T A T I O N ¡ ¡.

Now I feel more natural certain things in my life. Things like more advantages, money in, and the benefits of the job, and to the things by my own count ¡¡¡.

I feel happy but not excited; more well I feel a change in my life. And that change have a name and their name is: A D A P T A T I O N ¡ ¡.


JESÚS

I wish that all my friends could to know how my life in this moment. Is ... Sunday in Old Mine.

There aren´t other words for to say that.

Alone, quiet, too quiet (all the people that whant "peace" there rooms free).

Is a very particular place, I wish that all my life could be of that way always , but, due to the job, by the moment this is all the post. Bye.

jesús.

I´m here again.
My PC is like new.

May be the only bad thing is that there are many things that I dont write still .
Mmh, may be soon.

jesús.

I miss you Kayla, Tram, Maya, Daniela, Susan, Justine cry: and to all my friends.

I arrived to a very high point in my life. At the point of don´t know what I will do now.

I almost finish all the crazy things that I haved in my head by many many time.



Almost I finish all these crazy things that I haved in the past in my head, and now, that almost I done the major of these crazy things nothing remains to me, only the good judgment, but this is something that really scare to me...

Sorry, I will to go, I write more later the next part.

I hate when I almost enter in a City. Is a very strong shock for me. I don´t know what happen but somthing inside of my make reaction with the strange landscapes, above all, the landscapes of Speedways and all this cars moving to all parts.

I was tought this in the last 2 or 3 weeks because I only want to do a few buseness more and sould leave this place.



The problem is the emotions that generate in my interior the act of to see new landscapes, and above this landscape, of many highways, I don´t know why but ever causes to me a big impression and really bigs encountered feelings.

Sometimes I hate to be too strong. By example, the last days and now, I´m crossing by a hard way, but the call of one hour after change the panorama for me. When I have some useful, I know how to use that (And to do buseness).

I think that I was too weak, this hypermarket sensitive condition, would be retreat of me. But this is that I hate to be strong, because I can with this and many, many, many more. Sometimes I hate the force, but at the less, I can continue seeing like all my injuries heal soon. Sometimes the force put me in a hate routine of continue without care what happen to my sourrender or in my self or in my interior.

But, whit this great change in my life, I´m now to point of to do a new trip of buseness. So if I don´t write for a few days, I ´m triping. But I them notice.

In short: ¡¡¡I´M VERY HAPPY!!!.



This is very funny video¡¡, enjoy it¡¡:
http://www.liveleak.com/view?i=7a22e161f1

¿What happens when you have inspiration to write?.
R= Easy: Windows Microsoft XP removes it you.

Damned Windows, I delayed hours in repairing my PC by the instability of Windows.

Really I hate this, what perhaps is what always each time is going to pass me that I want to write and to be watchful in my beloved Opera blog?.


Sorry, I can´t write in this conditions; but tomorrow I will write, that neither to doubt it; Tomorrow¡¡.

For me, the new year begin now: Monday, 25, dic,2006. Begin with a new and extensive search, a search of slightly unknow, of something that i can´t achieve still, of something rare and strange like the same life that are waiting for me in the new life in Acuña.

And this is because the things that i should do begin now. Yesterday in the party of Christmas, i thougt that it´s to better for me se to sell my x-box and my IBM Net Vista for to buy the Lap-Top that i need for to take with my self my information in this new search, in this new phase, that begin not with the arrival of the new year, begin now together with this it renewed need of one Lap-Top of this phase called: The search.

(*¡¡Important things about the phases of the life:
1.Each phase have their own particular needs.
2.They can change with the smaller wind.
3.They can putting your life in the biggest extremes: one day, you can need all money that be possible joining; at this same day, you can need be mistaken of him. In short, you are more or less like a piece that is changed of place and situations constantly. And this changes and this situations are called Life.)

Unknow things about me:
1.For more than eight years, I had more books than clothes. I brook with that this Christmas.
2.I live in the desert; it´s a beautyfull place.
3.I don´t hope nothing of anything. "Never expect, to expect is evil" is one of my own favorites phrases. In short, the result of a phase of three years.
4.I´m 23 years old.
5.This is my first blog and the only; i dont need moore.
6.My inspiration to do my blog was YehSusan.
7.I´m sensitive hypermarket to the feelings, emotions, hurt, pain, and suffer of all the ones that are to my around; In short: I´m very sensitive hypermarket.
8.I love the photography, but i don´t have Digital camera. It´s my objetive to obtain a.
9.I have many, many, many problems; too many. Wich signifies that life also.
10.I´m small businessman. I don´t work, i do buseness. I´m engineer of Service of Satellite Services (Internet & VOiP) & wireless network contractor.
My enterprize is: dealers@t. By the moment...

The search: Continuation.(Last part that i write before to going to sleep; I have to awake me early to be going to leave my sister Faby to central teamster, to part that writing, itself not the Office can be installed, hahaha.)
This name forms part of my book, as well as of my life. When you nothing remains, is always a time to search everything that expects to you.
Unfortunately, a colapse in Windows (dammed Windows,reason Microsoft didn´t do a damned one Windows more stable?) and I lost the info that there was written, and in the process also the inspiration.
The unique thing that remains me by saying perhaps this night is:
"At times we silence the things that we want to do for fear to fail and that later they repeat it ourselves the others. Of the form that be and in the middle of any situation that you can be, don´t you silence your voice and don´t you stop your dreams, never... Sometimes it´s the unique thing that remains after the failure, after the rout, of the humillation and of the tragedy, don´t finish you with them..."
Sorry, but when the inspiration goes, goes, and otherwise, i don´t like to write. ¡¡Tomorrow!!.