DATS WHY WE ALL CALLED THIS LIFE...
Wednesday, October 27, 2010 5:23:32 AM
decisions, past, hurtings, silent tears, ..emotions, longings, realization and acceptance.

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World keeps on goin because of the word that we all calls 'LOVE'.Each and everyone of us seek for a true person who's gonna make us feel we're being loved and cared about.Though,sometimes we over react to that feeling and in the end it leaves us emotional.We expect too much,thats always the reason why tears kept on falling from our eyes..:(Love is will always be the same as it has been,a mysterious and special feeling that we often wonder 'why we ain't feel same to everybody?'there's always a special one who's gonna catch our attention and carry our hearts with them.
Love is painfuL,it also can tell lies to some certain times.We thinks that our partner would be hurt to know the real truth but we never think twice that its much more painful to know that we lied and never said what really has to be told.We can understand that each one of us don't want to see our beloved ones in pain,but we never might notice,how they also wants us to see them fine though they aren't!It's then can consider themselve's a looner,no one cares coz u've got no time...
Then can came up through a decision of letting go.Have a self pity but just don't want friends to feel the same way for us.So,we choose to keep every hurtings we feel deep within us.We also often wonders why theres that love that becomes more stronger and lovier as time passes,apparently on the other side there is also that love that gets colder and lame as it goes by..Sad but completely true.Reality itself speaks as it is!There's the love that grows and as well as love that can bring us pain..
Love needs time and effort,who does not want to be around with the person we love?Everybody does wants to be with our special one,but we also must consider some stuffs that is more neccessary than just spending time with us.We hate to be put in # 2 when we talked about the word 'priorities' but sometimes they really need.Though also there are moments that they can have their time with other unneccessary stuff,with us leaved behind.:(Darn but quiet true!Let's say theres honesty,affection and trust but without communication those feelings would just fade as fast as the winds.Moreover we find ourselves empty with the realisation that we find none and gives us the oppurtunity to look back from our past.Have we make the right decision this time or still we had followed the wrong heartbeat?
The silent tears from our heart,was felt only by ourself..We so alone that no one can notice and gives us the feeling of breaking down.Shattered into pieces and no ones there to put us back in our original shape.Burdens and agony's just behind us following our wandering hearts.Should we continue this way or would we ask nor demand for our precious time.Not all people can eventually say how they feel,can yu be canny with all of this?We ask,wonders,cry and feels the longing.Love does not heals,love hurts and we get wounded.However,we should not let hate stay in our soft heart everything in this world happens for a reason good,bad or whatsoever.We get wounded and never healed.But try to remember we learned how to be a much better one and tough enough for facing the future .We can never predict what awaits for us through all this coming years...
The most wonderfuL feeling in this world is to wake up each morning with joy in our hearts and fully secured mind that says,someone wants us so badly without any limit.The person who can actually finds a somebody out there but prefers to choose us,had captured our existence and throttled our hearts.The one who can do everything for us and treats like non is equal than us.

Lets be fair and considerate..Live,smile,go with the flow of life,love and keep on learning..A true love can last forever as long as both of us is working together....
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haha no one is supposed to know about tht last time
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mark bentondopefiend123 # Tuesday, November 9, 2010 3:28:59 PM
Originally posted by Jhemay:
you know what i mean
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mark bentondopefiend123 # Wednesday, November 10, 2010 3:36:51 AM
your one of my best friends
and i bet i love you more
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Originally posted by Jhemay:
oh ur no fun
Originally posted by Jhemay:
then ill make sure u get a hug from me everyday
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