wAt A sAd aNd miSerAbLe liFe :(

:( siLent tEarz,agONy and fEArs. . .

DATS WHY WE ALL CALLED THIS LIFE...sad

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World keeps on goin because of the word that we all calls 'LOVE'.Each and everyone of us seek for a true person who's gonna make us feel we're being loved and cared about.Though,sometimes we over react to that feeling and in the end it leaves us emotional.We expect too much,thats always the reason why tears kept on falling from our eyes..:(Love is will always be the same as it has been,a mysterious and special feeling that we often wonder 'why we ain't feel same to everybody?'there's always a special one who's gonna catch our attention and carry our hearts with them. Love is painfuL,it also can tell lies to some certain times.We thinks that our partner would be hurt to know the real truth but we never think twice that its much more painful to know that we lied and never said what really has to be told.We can understand that each one of us don't want to see our beloved ones in pain,but we never might notice,how they also wants us to see them fine though they aren't!It's then can consider themselve's a looner,no one cares coz u've got no time... Then can came up through a decision of letting go.Have a self pity but just don't want friends to feel the same way for us.So,we choose to keep every hurtings we feel deep within us.We also often wonders why theres that love that becomes more stronger and lovier as time passes,apparently on the other side there is also that love that gets colder and lame as it goes by..Sad but completely true.Reality itself speaks as it is!There's the love that grows and as well as love that can bring us pain.. Love needs time and effort,who does not want to be around with the person we love?Everybody does wants to be with our special one,but we also must consider some stuffs that is more neccessary than just spending time with us.We hate to be put in # 2 when we talked about the word 'priorities' but sometimes they really need.Though also there are moments that they can have their time with other unneccessary stuff,with us leaved behind.:(Darn but quiet true!Let's say theres honesty,affection and trust but without communication those feelings would just fade as fast as the winds.Moreover we find ourselves empty with the realisation that we find none and gives us the oppurtunity to look back from our past.Have we make the right decision this time or still we had followed the wrong heartbeat? The silent tears from our heart,was felt only by ourself..We so alone that no one can notice and gives us the feeling of breaking down.Shattered into pieces and no ones there to put us back in our original shape.Burdens and agony's just behind us following our wandering hearts.Should we continue this way or would we ask nor demand for our precious time.Not all people can eventually say how they feel,can yu be canny with all of this?We ask,wonders,cry and feels the longing.Love does not heals,love hurts and we get wounded.However,we should not let hate stay in our soft heart everything in this world happens for a reason good,bad or whatsoever.We get wounded and never healed.But try to remember we learned how to be a much better one and tough enough for facing the future .We can never predict what awaits for us through all this coming years... The most wonderfuL feeling in this world is to wake up each morning with joy in our hearts and fully secured mind that says,someone wants us so badly without any limit.The person who can actually finds a somebody out there but prefers to choose us,had captured our existence and throttled our hearts.The one who can do everything for us and treats like non is equal than us.smile Lets be fair and considerate..Live,smile,go with the flow of life,love and keep on learning..A true love can last forever as long as both of us is working together....

TO THINK ABOUT :D :(PAROKYA NI EDGAR-MULI

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[ © @ G Z ]CAGZ Monday, November 1, 2010 3:00:01 PM

Yanna if ya still here i nd a favour,

[ © @ G Z ]CAGZ Tuesday, November 2, 2010 7:53:23 AM

I wanted ya to translate sum stuff on megz album. Energetic me pic 6.mandarin chinese tho.

[ © @ G Z ]CAGZ Tuesday, November 2, 2010 10:46:45 AM

Im in da studio babe do it sn x

[ © @ G Z ]CAGZ Tuesday, November 2, 2010 11:45:33 AM

Xx

mark bentondopefiend123 Tuesday, November 9, 2010 4:10:50 AM

nice post baby bigsmile

mark bentondopefiend123 Tuesday, November 9, 2010 4:25:25 AM

anything to do with love i admire love

mark bentondopefiend123 Tuesday, November 9, 2010 4:38:04 AM

i made one for you p

mark bentondopefiend123 Tuesday, November 9, 2010 4:43:21 AM

awww thank you cutie pie love

mark bentondopefiend123 Tuesday, November 9, 2010 4:46:01 AM

its nothing i just really missed you *hug*

mark bentondopefiend123 Tuesday, November 9, 2010 4:56:34 AM

haha ur hugs were always the warmest smile miss yuuuu soo much cutie so what have u been up 2?

mark bentondopefiend123 Tuesday, November 9, 2010 5:04:09 AM

nah im always cold i needed u to warm uo my days otherwise i might die haha i lived though by sleeping next to a heater bigsmile chatting here in opera i see do u have any special friends i should know about p and i have been working on my 2 companies i started and it seems to be going fairly well bigsmile lots of money to be made out here maybe sometime u can visit wink

mark bentondopefiend123 Tuesday, November 9, 2010 5:16:12 AM

who wouldnt miss ur heart warming hugs haha maybe an idiot p ya it is an invitation if u really want to come bigsmile

mark bentondopefiend123 Tuesday, November 9, 2010 5:28:47 AM

really sad im sorry if i hurt uuuuu i really meant it maybe if u deleted this i never would have found u again maybe its fate or destiny that u didnt and we were meant to meet up again bigsmile
haha no one is supposed to know about tht last time wink i thought u wanted to keep it secret????

mark bentondopefiend123 Tuesday, November 9, 2010 5:46:29 AM

i just feel been and im not tht emotional im just happy to see you again thats all smile lol and those were good times we had p to bad you had to go haha

mark bentondopefiend123 Tuesday, November 9, 2010 6:08:20 AM

now your all emo p come on cheer up bigsmile ill pay for your ticket again its not that bad plus i would like to hang out with u again love

mark bentondopefiend123 Tuesday, November 9, 2010 6:24:16 AM

hey dont kill the emos p i need to cry sometimes to u know and im to young to die! ok i guess i need to go to the famous land u live in lol actually i can take a vacation anytime i want since i own the companies lol ill just get my partner to take hold of everything for awhile and since ur not doing anything now just let me know wen u want me to come i could prob come for a week max though lol and ya we can drink all we want but be careful u remember how dangerous i am wen i drink to much devil

mark bentondopefiend123 Tuesday, November 9, 2010 6:34:17 AM

im not emo haha im just human! idk if u can handle this kind of work haha maybe u can be a secretary? but then that would require u moving here p and i dont think ur ready for that anyway finish ur schooling and maybe we can talk about tht later smile and everyone vomits if they drink to much haha even you!!

mark bentondopefiend123 Tuesday, November 9, 2010 6:52:38 AM

so u gonna kill me now scared... and next year thats good smile i wish u all the best cutie pie and maybe u should change ur name from lazy bum to yummy bum wink haha i wont say anymore on that p i think i have gotten used to drinking with my depression so i haven't vomited in a long time up

mark bentondopefiend123 Tuesday, November 9, 2010 7:11:25 AM

no i dont think i can kill a dead leaf p haha maybe someone will take a bite out of your bum wink and depressed cuz i cant seem to find the right girl i dont drink to much these days im trying to slow down up

mark bentondopefiend123 Tuesday, November 9, 2010 7:20:58 AM

haha fine maybe lick and not bite wink and i heard that so often so it must be true ill wait for the right girl and who knows she might be closer than i think wink

mark bentondopefiend123 Tuesday, November 9, 2010 7:35:23 AM

um what about grab haha wut can someone do to ur yummy butt p and ll just wait and see p

mark bentondopefiend123 Tuesday, November 9, 2010 7:53:13 AM

aww come on not even for an old friend wink

mark bentondopefiend123 Tuesday, November 9, 2010 7:59:19 AM

oh yeah lol i think im getting tired i might take a nap for awhile so ill prob see you later cutie :hugs and kisses:

mark bentondopefiend123 Tuesday, November 9, 2010 2:20:32 PM

oh thanks for the call cutie i really missed your voice love

mark bentondopefiend123 Tuesday, November 9, 2010 2:26:04 PM

cant wait for the next one wink

[ © @ G Z ]CAGZ Tuesday, November 9, 2010 3:07:36 PM

What does her voice sound like,

mark bentondopefiend123 Tuesday, November 9, 2010 3:28:59 PM

Originally posted by Jhemay:

ummn,ain't yu gonna call me at morning too?morning is ur turn...:p


you know what i mean p

mark bentondopefiend123 Tuesday, November 9, 2010 3:38:21 PM

love

mark bentondopefiend123 Tuesday, November 9, 2010 4:00:17 PM

awww i always knew u had a big heart flirt

mark bentondopefiend123 Tuesday, November 9, 2010 4:04:56 PM

maybe you should show it more often then smile *hug*

mark bentondopefiend123 Tuesday, November 9, 2010 4:27:04 PM

your right well just show it to the ones you care about the most bigsmile lov yah!

[ © @ G Z ]CAGZ Tuesday, November 9, 2010 6:14:11 PM

Hello. *smiling*

mark bentondopefiend123 Wednesday, November 10, 2010 3:36:51 AM

ya i know how big ur heart is smile
your one of my best friends love
and i bet i love you more p

mark bentondopefiend123 Wednesday, November 10, 2010 4:10:55 AM

haha excited are we p missed u so much baby mwah mwah hope your having a great day!! aww no ur the best p

mark bentondopefiend123 Wednesday, November 10, 2010 8:28:25 AM

well if u want me to stop i will ur just so delicious i want to eat u up wink my night is fantastic bigsmile hope ur day is going just as well babe

mark bentondopefiend123 Wednesday, November 10, 2010 9:18:14 AM

then i guess ill have to lick your face clean if you will let me wink well you can call me whenever you feel cold babe im sure i can warm you right up smile

mark bentondopefiend123 Thursday, November 11, 2010 1:22:03 PM

Originally posted by Jhemay:

:DOnly dogs do the licking baby and yu ain't a dog...:)


oh ur no fun p

Originally posted by Jhemay:

Yea i knew that...ur hugs are always so warming that i don't want to stay away from yu...


then ill make sure u get a hug from me everyday love

mark bentondopefiend123 Thursday, November 11, 2010 1:27:32 PM

haha then we have lots of those wink and no prob i want those hugs to love

mark bentondopefiend123 Thursday, November 11, 2010 1:32:47 PM

if you let go i think ill forever be cold sad

[ © @ G Z ]CAGZ Thursday, November 11, 2010 7:43:07 PM

.

mark bentondopefiend123 Friday, November 12, 2010 2:32:59 AM

awww thanks so i guess we'll be stuck together forever love

[ © @ G Z ]CAGZ Friday, November 12, 2010 3:32:04 PM

*WOW* YOU LOOK HOT . . .im tagging this pic where is it .

[ © @ G Z ]CAGZ Sunday, November 14, 2010 3:22:43 PM

Ok yanna remember i love ya ma friend i got a lot of people to say bye too i aint being doing opera .dnt know if ya noticed. Take care miz ya dear xxx bye yanna

mark bentondopefiend123 Sunday, November 21, 2010 1:33:10 AM

hey missed you smile

mark bentondopefiend123 Sunday, November 21, 2010 3:16:34 AM

hey so why are you frowning haha im still around!!!

mark bentondopefiend123 Sunday, November 21, 2010 4:43:57 AM

so can u smile now that im here hugs and kisses mwah!

[ © @ G Z ]CAGZ Sunday, November 21, 2010 6:23:19 PM

Mwah, yuck.

[ © @ G Z ]CAGZ Tuesday, November 30, 2010 9:28:18 PM

Cool babe, ya gud. X

[ © @ G Z ]CAGZ Thursday, December 2, 2010 12:15:36 AM

Im usually on peperonity.com Cody01 ya dnt nd an account to browse ya can see shanekah on vid there. If ya wanna chat let me know. Inbox me here and i'll try and hook up. Love ya still. X

mark bentondopefiend123 Monday, December 20, 2010 4:13:34 AM

heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart

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