Quitting a lousy job...
Tuesday, 17. October 2006, 06:36:11
Before I start practicing with HTML tags, there is still something personal I would like to talk about. I met the lady replacing my current position today. She was pretty sincere as far as I can tell. Even though I stop believing in people at work places since long time ago, the judgment toward her is neutral due to my strong desire to get out of my job ASAP. 
Usually, I would start to complain how hard to be through a transition of leaving a job position because a bitter personality has grown in me like a stubborn rock since I immigrated in the San Francisco Bay Area. Oddly, it seems to be fading away a little lately. For example, I have acted more helpful to the new colleague than I could ever be with all my working experiences. I didn’t even say any negative parts about the bookstore to the new lady. Xiao Zhao needs a pat on the back. 
OK, I did bad mouth on something after several days of good behaviors. One co-worker keeps pushing my nerve buttons. Take back your pats if you gave me some. My bad!
The truth is I am not an easy going co-worker at all. The ambition of mine often makes insecure people stab me in the back. On the top of that, I deserve all of discomfort from my paid jobs due to my poor job selecting decisions. Training a new co-worker is like a great mirror reflecting my own weaknesses. Also, it reminds me that a job might be a torture to me but could be a golden opportunity to others. I shall keep my positive attitude to the very end of this job and nicely say farewell to it. This plan has been ruined.
After all, my profession will be a housewife. No competition. No aggression. No asshole customers and co-workers. I cannot wait to blog a lot at my cozy home. Of course, start a beginner’s technical journal.
Usually, I would start to complain how hard to be through a transition of leaving a job position because a bitter personality has grown in me like a stubborn rock since I immigrated in the San Francisco Bay Area. Oddly, it seems to be fading away a little lately. For example, I have acted more helpful to the new colleague than I could ever be with all my working experiences. I didn’t even say any negative parts about the bookstore to the new lady. Xiao Zhao needs a pat on the back. OK, I did bad mouth on something after several days of good behaviors. One co-worker keeps pushing my nerve buttons. Take back your pats if you gave me some. My bad!The truth is I am not an easy going co-worker at all. The ambition of mine often makes insecure people stab me in the back. On the top of that, I deserve all of discomfort from my paid jobs due to my poor job selecting decisions. Training a new co-worker is like a great mirror reflecting my own weaknesses. Also, it reminds me that a job might be a torture to me but could be a golden opportunity to others. I shall keep my positive attitude to the very end of this job and nicely say farewell to it. This plan has been ruined.
After all, my profession will be a housewife. No competition. No aggression. No asshole customers and co-workers. I cannot wait to blog a lot at my cozy home. Of course, start a beginner’s technical journal. 
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