Wednesday, November 25, 2009 8:02:14 PM
I'm always thinking of ways to say that I'm out of control sometimes but I know now that I think I'm not right all the time & those people I've that your not I'm very sorry for that & thank you so much to brake my habit of thinking I'm right all the time just thank you so much for those bad times I've had when I was broken Heart-ed & when I was deeply hurt & the faint beneath my feet of all of my wonder's lets just say my world is confusing & I don't what I am saying sometimes too! & lets just say I like having a new year at school & when I started out into a new relationship with people that gave me so much happiness it just gave me to much life that I didn't even know but now I know that is not what I want to have so Now I'm ready & getting set for This Brand new year of SENIOR YEAR BABY & I'm happy with my new with my recent boyfriend THOMAS JOHN ANDREW EASTMEN that i love & respect that even though people say it will never be Fuck you all that say that so this is what I say to all you haters Don't hate the player hate the game!!!! so lets get up & cheer on those who love you & Respect you & have an AWESOME 2010 SENIOR YEAR BITCHES <3 <3 <3 <3
Wednesday, November 25, 2009 8:00:47 PM
My trust from you is low from the day we met in the park above the valley in the middle of know where nothing was around us when we were there glancing upon our being & how the trust I wishing all over again I was truly waken by an angel of the darkness upon my feet just waiting for a trust worthy person that would how I was feeling each an ever day on the we have lived around the parts I couldn't imagine & the trust I was gaining it was burning a part of my soul out from the inside of heart & the earth of my life was trying so hard to not believe you were there right beside me just waiting for an answer I would never could let life up there in the heavens upon us it would just say I lived but the darkness is not going to let me through without an answer so I just laid their upon the tree trunk just wanting something i couldn't remember that happened that day when I trusted you SO MY DARK SOUL SAID ITS SAYING DON'T GO INTO THE LIGHT BECAUSE YOU WON'T SEE ME AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, November 25, 2009 7:59:02 PM
It had to be you that day wondering about how I could be your rainbow heart sunshine but it didn't seem that way when you said who are you again but it hurt so much when you said I've moved on with my life being friends with you for so long I literally cried my eyes out when you through those dreams we spent together & how we had our first kiss under the moon light & when you said I beautiful i was that night after that happened it all faded away into my dark soul that i have now because of you saying all those shitty things I've never so ashamed that we are apart from each other right now & I liked those passionate nights we always had under the full moon & I'll hate you for that because you are nothing to me NOW! because I bet you know those lies you said to me that never made cry or even punch my pillow it didn't think about me at all
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