My Life

Well, everyone always tells me I don't talk. So I guess I will talk! I want to explain WHY... I don't talk because talking about it makes it "in my face". I choose NOT to let it get there. I walked away from wasting half of my life (except for having my children, of course). I wish somebody would have smacked me a long time ago!

I went from living in a mansion in Buffalo, NY to living in a "money pit" in the Irish Hills! The barn (which is really a huge garage) is nicer than the house and only four years old. Guess where I'm happy? HERE! I do not know how to fix anything or do man stuff but I am learning and I like it! It is really nice not to have to answer to anyone or to worry about "the mood of the day". I would rather live in the chicken coop out back than ever be "owned" again. LOL

I go outside every evening (BY MYSELF) and watch the sunset. I climb on the tractor and cut almost five acres of grass (BY MYSELF). That is my therapy! I love it! No phone calls! No complaints! Just being one with nature. Who would have ever thought? Ok I admit that I AM STILL AFRAID OF BUGS! I will kill them now because it is them or me! To me, there is nothing better than a fall night with a bonfire - even BY MYSELF.

Till the day I die I will always wonder why? Why do people have to play games in relationships? Why can't you just be yourself and relax while enjoying life. I just don't get it and I DON'T WANT TO PLAY! I am me and that's that. Like it or lump it! LOL

OMG it's Friday the 13th! It's the night of "JASON" who scares me to death! My pond looks like Camp Crystal Lake! Ahhhhhhhhhh! Sometimes it's not so good to be BY MYSELF!

Going to hide under the covers now - BY MYSELF!