,wELL ., its obvious im not a pErfect girL, who stiLL looking for my reaL seLF,. *i LoVE GOD*

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OMG.. my sun burn hurts!
grrr.. i'm sick!!!
this 2011 will be a great year for me... smile)
oh i've been gone for so long.. Just busy at new work, i love there smile
yay! a lot of changes here..

Dreaming of Him

I had dream with God.. I was on our old wooden house and in front of me was our old big wooden cabinet. I opened it and I saw a semi light image inside. I know it's Him. I felt it. He didn't talk but He seemed communicating in my minds. He said to me an important thing which I know He knows, something that i wanted to do with my life, not only for myself. He ask me to pray my dreams and it will all come true with the help of His grace. He said that just trust on Him and to myself. Then I prayed on Him again. I closed my eyes then in just a blink, i woke up. I thought it was real, it was a strange feeling that was very brandnew to me. Then i felt that my right ear was kinda warm and hurt. I don't know what caused it but that was the first time I felt it that way. I am thinking now that maybe it's because i heard words from God but he didn't talk to my dream but as i said it seemed that my mind read what He was saying. My heart had heard Him without the use of my ears. His face was not clear but there was a human image. I won't forget this.

Lately, I've been feeling down, alone and hopeless, then I remember this dream... This give me hope..... I always love Him.



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The first time I saw this scene in the movie Passion of Christ, I cried, then the second time I've watched this, I cried more.

When it Rains

I love to sing this song if a someone close to my heart is feeling down... smile

This song is for you..

]We Are Broken- Paramore

Lyrics to We Are Broken :
I am outside
And I've been waiting for the sun
With my wide eyes
I've seen worlds that don't belong
My mouth is dry with words I cannot verbalize
Tell me why we live like this

Keep me safe inside
Your arms like towers
Tower over me

Yeah
Cause we are broken
What must we do to restore
Our innocence
And oh, the promise we adored
Give us life again cause we just wanna be whole

Lock the doors
Cause I like to capture this voice
it came to me tonight
So everyone will have a choice
And under red lights
I'll show myself it wasn't forged
We're at war
We live like this

Keep me safe inside
Your arms like towers
Tower over me

Cause we are broken
What must we do to restore
Our innocence
And oh, the promise we adored
Give us life again cause we just wanna be whole

Tower over me
Tower over me

And I'll take the truth at any cost

Cause we are broken
What must we do to restore
Our innocence
And oh, the promise we adored
Give us life again cause we just wanna be whole

Psychoanalysis For me! I think it's real... smile

Dear Kathryn Zurbano, You have a great deal of warmth, but may not show it until you know a person well. You keep your warm side inside, like a fur-lined coat. When you are care, you care deeply, but are more likely to show your feeling by deeds rather than words. You are very faithful to duties and obligations related to things or people you care about.
You take a very personal approach to life, judging everything by your inner ideals and personal values. You stick to your values with passionate conviction, but can be influenced by someone you care deeply about. Although your inner loyalties and ideals govern your lives, you find these hard to talk about. Your deepest feelings are seldom expressed; your inner tenderness is masked by quiet reserve.
Your Working Style:


]웃 : In everyday activities you are tolerant, open-mind, flexible, and adaptable.
웃 : If one of your inner loyalties is threatened, though,you will not give and inch.
웃 : You usually enjoy the present moment, and do not like to spoil it by rushing to get thing done.
웃 : You have little wish to impress or dominate.
웃 : The people you prize the most are those who take the time to understand your values and the goals you are working toward.
웃 : You are interested mainly in the realities brought to you by your senses, both inner and outer.
웃 : You are apt to enjoy fields where taste, discrimination, and a sense of beauty and proportion are important.
웃 : You have a special love of nature and a sympathy with animals.
웃 : You often excel in craftsmanship and the work of your hands is usually more eloquent than words.
웃 : You are twice as good when working at a job that you believe in,since your feeling adds energy to your efforts.
웃 : You see the needs of the moment and try to meet them.
웃 : You want your work to contribute to something that matters to you--human understanding, happiness, or health.
웃 : You want to have a purpose beyond your paycheck, no matter how big the check.
웃 : You are perfectionists whenever you deeply care about something, and are particularly suited for work that requires both devotion and a large measure of adaptability.
웃 : The problem for you is that you may feel such a contrast between your inner ideals and your actual accomplishments that you may burden yourself with a sense of inadequacy. This can be true even when you are being as effective as others.
웃 : You take for granted anything you do well and are the most modest of all the types, tending to underrate and understate yourself.
웃 : It is important for you to find practical ways to express your ideals; otherwise you will keep dreaming (yeah i am always dreaming up lol ) of the impossible and accomplish very little.
웃 : If you find no actions to express your ideal, you can become too sensitive and vulnerable, with dwindling confidence in life and in yourself.
웃 : Actually, you have much to give and need only to find the spot where you are needed.



ANOTHER ONE... ABOUT MY PERSONALITY.. bigeyes bigeyes bigeyes p


Dear Kathryn Zurbano, You are a very charming person. The sexy charm that you posses attracts others' attention and gains you much popularity. Most people like the way you look.
You are advised not to believe too much of people's sweet and honeyed words and phrases. It is suggested that you show more of your talents and intelligence, so that people will have a good impression of you not only because of your outward appearance but because you have a good character.
Conclusion: ...
웃 : Do not to believe too much of people's sweet and honeyed words.
웃 : It is suggested that you show more of your talents and intelligence.
웃 : People will have a good impression of your good character


Dear Kathryn Zurbano, based PSYCHOLOGY PERSONALITY TEST, You’re an ideal boyfriend/girlfriend... You don’t care if your partner doesn’t really love you as long as you love him/her. You give your all...
You’re undoubtedly good-natured! Most of the time, people are confident to approach you because they know you will consider them.
Here is the analysis: ...
웃 : You love the crowd... a party animal!
웃 : You hide your emotions... Sometimes pretending to be always happy.
웃 : You search for love...
웃 : You have so many ideas in mind... You’re creative and aggressive!
웃 : You love actions... with the hero-like taste!



WHY ARE THEY ALL TRUE??? yikes


BUT THEY FORGOT TO REVEAL THIS-------->>>>>>>>>

I Have a CRUSH on Them.. <3