New Life

Yep, I have finished my school, now I'm a Compuer and organization operator, that's sound like shit if realy I'm computer design and web developer who want's to learn a animation, maybe someday I'll creat my own anime Now I'm trying to find where I can to study what I want, but in Lithuania I can't find anything, but someday somewhere ...

In Lithuania now I'm only 2 weeks, but what I can say after that what I saw in Ireland: in Lithuania is terrible situation if realy I don't want to back there, becouse I have got long days of sadness , loneliness and pain... I haven't a girl there and anywhere... I'm like a boy from Haruki Murakami book "Norvegian wood" even then when I have pass my final exam I was sad, becouse I have muffed in that exam part where I was first all 3 years when I was study... Dam!

Firs days when I have back from Ireland I was very active, but now I starting to be passive, I don't know why, maybe I can be in that place where I don't like, but ppl don't like me, becouse I'm very strange, silence and cam man, only ppl who want's to be real my friend's know about me a little bit more...

tomorrow I'll go to date, but I thin my date will be fucked, becouse one man don't go to job from the morning to job, so that's shit... and that girl is about 4-5 years young than me if realy years difference is nothing to me, but I need a warm feelings, and I know I can't get them there, I don't know why but I know that... I don't like Lithuania girls, becouse hers become very arrogance, if you don't drink, don't smoke, don't have a car and a lot off money you aren't interesting ...

few days ago I have been in Latvia "Raganu Sils" that's very nice place there photo of witch and other nice photo:

So yesterday I started to work in Ireland, in Hollytown golf club... Worked 10h 45 min. Back at home at 11 pm and tired, first day, meny new things... But I have suprized my self... Firs day and I've taken a order from client alone ... Usualy I'm a little rabit, but now I was a big cat, and that's good. Maybe I'll change my self to better side. I'm very reserved and I need some ppl, some friend, some girl who can find out my secrets who is hidings in me ...
So first day in job was normal, today I've rest, and all weekend I'll go to job... but that good, more job hours, more money, more money maybe faster I'll go to Japan, there maybe find my life girl... Or maybe not...
I've heard about my job from manager, that yesterday my work was bad, I think that's not true, just first day, and that stupid Irish language ... I had hard day yesterday in job, work alot and he ... now I'm angry ... I'm interested how he will work in new country first day...