After final exam

Thursday, 26. June 2008, 20:22:19

Yep, I have finished my school, now I'm a Compuer and organization operator, that's sound like shit if realy I'm computer design and web developer who want's to learn a animation, maybe someday I'll creat my own anime

Now I'm trying to find where I can to study what I want, but in Lithuania I can't find anything, but someday somewhere ...

In Lithuania now I'm only 2 weeks, but what I can say after that what I saw in Ireland: in Lithuania is terrible situation

if realy I don't want to back there, becouse I have got long days of sadness , loneliness and pain... I haven't a girl there and anywhere... I'm like a boy from Haruki Murakami book "Norvegian wood"

even then when I have pass my final exam I was sad, becouse I have muffed in that exam part where I was first all 3 years when I was study... Dam!

Firs days when I have back from Ireland I was very active, but now I starting to be passive, I don't know why, maybe I can be in that place where I don't like, but ppl don't like me, becouse I'm very strange, silence and cam man, only ppl who want's to be real my friend's know about me a little bit more...

tomorrow I'll go to date, but I thin my date will be fucked, becouse one man don't go to job from the morning to job, so that's shit... and that girl is about 4-5 years young than me

if realy years difference is nothing to me, but I need a warm feelings, and I know I can't get them there, I don't know why but I know that... I don't like Lithuania girls, becouse hers become very arrogance, if you don't drink, don't smoke, don't have a car and a lot off money you aren't interesting ...