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365 Daily Random Photo Discoveries 2012-2013

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Random Photos that are Discovered on My Daily Adventure of Life of Passionately Shooting Lifes Spirit & Mystery.

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THE BEST OF THE OLD SCHOOL TECHNO HOUSE TRANCE - REMINDS ME OF CLUBBING AT THE TUNNEL NIGHTCLUB GOLD COAST EARLY 90'S - RESIDENT DJ MARK B

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THE BEST OF THE 60'S 70'S 80'S & THE NAUGHTY 90'S

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WET DREAMS

Summer Photo Album of My Time Down the Beach & The Element of Water & Surf.

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PHOTO ART - A Diary of my Creative Imagination's Best Work

SIT & JOIN MY OPERA IN A GURU MEDITATION SESSION

This is Driving Me to go get some Indian Take-out or Visit the GURU MEDITATION MONK Himself & get Me some GOOD GURU MEDITATION TIPS May as well give in cos at the End of the Day He's Won + isn't there Better things to do than sit & Wait 20mins for a Page to do even anything + I've complained enough to the Opera Developers on Sami Serolas Forum Page & the've said that their doing everything They can so theres Nothing more to do but wait & GURU MEDITATE lollolmonkey & I need to Dig a Hole 4 My Sweetheart GINGY to Rest in Peace.
I'm on My OPERA MINI Imagine what My Opera Desktop will be like & I don't even want to Dare try & Imagine as I havn't gone there Today Yet...ENJOY The Rest of Your DAY PEEPS bigsmile I'm watching the BIG BANG THEORY then After that BIKIE WARS - BROTHERS IN ARMS.headbang

PRAYERS OF HOPE FOR GINGY BOY OUR PET RATTIE - A POCKETFULL OF HOPE

GINGY BOY Our Pet Rat is really Sick.
MY Friends Can You Please Prey Prayers of Hope With Me For Him to Survive as I'm really Worried about Him as He's looking a Bit Blue He's in His Oxygen House & theres Nothing We Can Do but Prey o angelangel
The Good News is He just ate some Mushed up Banana so Hopefully that will give Him the Inner Strength & Will to Pull through as Bananas have alot of Good Nutrients.
He's Our Best Friend & I Don't know what I'll do if He goes as I'm still Shattered over Houdini His Brothers Passing.
It's Bad enough Loosing 1 but Loosing 2 I Feel like I'm going to have a Nervous Breakdown & Never be the Same or something more Drastic as My Life isn't Good.
I'm really Emotional so Please Prey with Me Thanks.
When He Was Just a Little Baby RatTaken Only a couple of Weeks ago on the 15th of May when He was Having a Snooze










Resting in Peace

THE LAKE HOUSE - Starring Keanu Reeves, Sandra Bullock

I Just watched this Remarkable, Touching. Romantic, Soulmateminship Film on TV.
Peeps Please Rent on DVD as it's truly Beautiful...& have a Box of Tissues near bye as You'll Cry Tears of Sadness & Tears of Loving Hope.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Lake_House_(film)

STATE OF ORIGIN RUGBY LEAGUE FOOTBALL - I"M GOING FOR NEW SOUTH WALES SIDE TO WIN

ADAY.ORG Project - My Selection of Photos Taken on May 15th


I Joined http://www.aday.org/ Project One Day 15th of May - http://www.aday.org/profile/32149 Recorded Photo Memories One Day in our Lifes History.
Here is My Choice of One Day 15th of May Photos Captured: Collage Design Inspired By Sami Serola's Blog Post Photo: http://my.opera.com/serola/blog/ Thanks Sami You also Gave Me & Others the Idea from Your Shoot & Tell Post:ur Link Here: http://my.opera.com/shootell/blog/2012/05/13/capture-daily-life-on-may-15th-2012 to Join: http://my.opera.com/shootell/about/
Folks if Your New to my Blog Sami Serola is also Currently a Photo Moderator at Shoot & Tell: http://my.opera.com/shootell/about/ & If Your already an Amateur or an Experienced Photographer & Interested in Posting Your Photos at least 1 Taken Per Week this is the Link if you want to Join.

THE ONE BOY WILL FIND THE COURAGE & PICK THE RIGHT ONE AS ITS TRUE LOVES FATE

REMEMBER MONKEY- ANYBODY REMEMBER MONKEY THE TV PROGRAM THAT WAS ON THE ABC LATE 70"S TO THE EARLY 80'S - I LOVED THIS SHOW AS A KID

DO YOU BELIEVE IN THE ONE TRUE ONE OR THE POSSIBILITY OF A SOULMATE???

http://patski.hubpages.com/hub/loveconnection
http://wiki.answers.com/Q/How_do_you_know_when_you_are_truly_in_love



HE IS THE ONE & ONLY ONE - 14/05/2012 Kelisha G Ferdinands - Theres More Verses Of Poem Coming as This is Only Part 1
Mermaid Kishells

I'm in Love with the One So So Deep Real & True,
But I'm Feeling Lost I'm so Sad & Blue,
Can Some1 Please tell Me what to Do,

When You find the One & Only you can't Help Choose Who You Fall in Love With
As it Just happens True Love Isn't Measured By Height or Width,

I new He was the One from the First Moment that I laid Eyes on Him as My Poetry is Living Proof(Starting Valentines Day) as I never knew that I had such a Romantic Heart until I Met Him,
Before that I Didn't have the nerve to Whisper it in his Ear So My Poetry was the only way for My Loving Heart to Truly Sing,

I know Deep in My Sweet Heart that this Man is the True & Only One,
If I don't take Advantage One Day in this Lifetime My Heart will Die with the Setting Sun,

No Matter what I do or what I say He Takes My Breath Away,
Last Month Last Year Yesterday & Today,

Every Quirk & Every Qualm Just makes Me Laugh & Even the Sweetest Forgivable Mistakes that He makes,
& as Soon as I think of Him the Sun Shines in My Heart as I get Butterflies & My Body goes Warm all over it rushes & Shakes,

I know He's the One as when He's not on My mind for only a Milly 2nd I'm so Sad & Life is Boring Without Him in it,
As Soon as I think of Him again He's all around Me Like He's the Only One that Exsists in My Heart & In My Bedroom Bed Sit,

When I go out to the Shops or up the Street I try & get Him out of My Head,
But all I can Think about is Him Standing only a Couple of Feet away about to go 1st base with True Loves 1st Kiss with of Tears of Love to Shed,

& When I'm up late at Night about to go to Sleep My Bed Feels so Empty without Him,
Then I can't wait to Fall asleep as I know Every Single Night My Dreams are always of Him Me Travelling to meet Him on the Train on a Whim,

KISHELLS PART 1


PART 2

When I look into Your Deep Beautiful Eyes I get Lost & Hypnotised,
That I get Lost For Words & Dumbfounded that all I can do is Sigh,

Oh & When You Laugh & Smile,
You Make Me want to Break Down any Obstacle & Walk & Walk just to Find You for Miles,

I'll Travel an Infinate Number of Stars just to see Your again Angel Face,
As You are so So Sweet & Yes so Full of Grace,

I always seem to know what Your Going to say or Do Next,
As When were Together We'll finish each others Sentences as Soulmates do this the Best,

When I Feel Sense & Look At You,
I Gulp & Get Butterflies in Stomach like I'm Gonna Love Spew,

I have never Experienced such Deep Love like this Ever,
Even My 1st Love as an Adolescent Child didn't Tempt Me to Want to Kiss My True Love Under the Misstle-toe & rainy Weather.

As this Will be the Scene of Our True Loves 1st Kiss,
As I Feel His Breaths Caress & Run His Finger Down My Faces Centre Every Crevace & Heartbeats Never Amiss,

MERMAID: KISHELLS-KELISHA GAYEBRIEL FERDINANDS 15-05-2012

BEASTIE BOY ADAM YAUNCH DIES OF CANCER - ADAM YAUNCH AUGUST 5, 1964 - MAY 4, 2012... REST IN PEACE

REGAIN CONTROL OF YOUR MAN (SEX) S-XBOX PS3 & SPREADABLE DAIRY BLEND

I'M LEAVING OPERA

There are a Couple of Private Matters that I must Deal with Folks so I won't be on Opera for a while Soon.
Nice 2 know You all & it would have been Nice 2 have had Support on my Main Love Photography but I will be Giving that up 2.
I have Made 2 True Honest Loyal Friends M&M & Sami Serola & a Couple of Very Good Aquatences Yu know who You are.
I'm still Undecided whether 2 Leave Permently.

THE SMASHING PUMPKINS-THE BEST GOTH ROCK BAND OF THE LATE 80'S & 90'S - THIS EARLIER STUFF IS THE BEST...BILLY CORGAN IS A ROCK GOD & SO HOT

OPERA MINI STAFF ARE CURRENTLY GURU MEDITATING

MY OPERA MINI Server Staff are GURU MEDITATING Again.lolmonkey

Come on Guys Yu should be up 2 Parr already as it's been Happening for over 4 Hours

MY 2 DANCING TEACHERS - ALLISON COTTERELL /JAZZ BALLET & KAY HORSEY /TAP DANCING & CLASSICAL BALLET

This is My Jazz Ballet Teacher ALISON COTTERELL:
http://www.streetjam.com.au/staff.html
She Is Beautiful in Every Way this Wonderful Lady:
I Looked Up to Her She was a Huge Inspiration & If it wasn't for Her I wouldn't have Skipped a Year & Become in The Advanced Jazz Ballet Group in the 80's.
KAY HORSEY: http://www.hotfrog.com.au/Companies/Kay-Horseys-Coastal-Dance-Theatre
She was about 40-45 years when She was My Tap Dancing Teacher Yeah She was a Great Strict Teacher & She Taught Me Well along with Her 2 Sons CHRIS HORSEY He was also in My Tap Class Far Left & DREW ANTHONY Middle Left http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Drew_Anthony have both rose to Fame with their Tap Dancing career Chris Being in Many Movies Including TAP DOGS: http://christopherhorsey.iansandercoe.com/

A TIME FOR EVERYTHING





The Holy Bible: King James Version. 2000.
Ecclesiastes
OR, THE PREACHER
3

A Time For Everything
1 To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven:
2 a time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted;
3 a time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up;
4 a time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance;
5 a time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing;
6 a time to get, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away;
7 a time to rend, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
8 a time to love, and a time to hate; a time of war, and a time of peace.
9 What profit hath he that worketh in that wherein he laboreth?
10 ¶ I have seen the travail, which God hath given to the sons of men to be exercised in it.
11 He hath made every thing beautiful in his time: also he hath set the world in their heart, so that no man can find out the work that God maketh from the beginning to the end.
12 I know that there is no good in them, but for a man to rejoice, and to do good in his life.
13 And also that every man should eat and drink, and enjoy the good of all his labor, it is the gift of God.
14 I know that, whatsoever God doeth, it shall be for ever: nothing can be put to it, nor any thing taken from it: and God doeth it, that men should fear before him.
15 That which hath been is now; and that which is to be hath already been; and God requireth that which is past.

The Injustice of Life
16 ¶ And moreover I saw under the sun the place of judgment, that wickedness was there; and the place of righteousness, that iniquity was there.
17 I said in mine heart, God shall judge the righteous and the wicked: for there is a time there for every purpose and for every work.
18 I said in mine heart concerning the estate of the sons of men, that God might manifest them, and that they might see that they themselves are beasts.
19 For that which befalleth the sons of men befalleth beasts; even one thing befalleth them: as the one dieth, so dieth the other; yea, they have all one breath; so that a man hath no preeminence above a beast: for all is vanity.
20 All go unto one place; all are of the dust, and all turn to dust again.
21 Who knoweth the spirit of man that goeth upward, and the spirit of the beast that goeth downward to the earth?
22 Wherefore I perceive that there is nothing better, than that a man should rejoice in his own works; for that is his portion: for who shall bring him to see what shall be after him?

GHOSTS OF GIRLFRIENDS PAST - Matthew Mc Conaughey & Jennifer Garner


http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ghosts_of_Girlfriends_Past Starring Matthew McConaughey & Jennifer Garner
I'm Watching this Great Love Story at the Moment & I just Cried when He shows Her the Photo of Her(that He Took with The Polaroid Camera His very 1st Camera that She gave Him) that He's kept since they Were Just Sweet Young Innocent Children that Fell in Love.



This is The Song by REO Speedwagon - I just Wanna Keep on Lovin You, & it is Their Special First Kiss Song
I'm not Going to Give anymore away so You'll just have to see it & Rent it on DVd I was Lucky enouhh to see it on Saturday Night TV Movie Night: Secret Window Starring Johnny Depp is Starting Now actually.

HIS LOVING ARMS & TRUE LOVES KISS

LOVING ARMS & TRUE LOVES KISS
I'm so at HOME when In His Secure Arms HE Holds Me
As I Feel His Breath & Presence
As It's Felt all Around Me
Even If I was High on A Mountain Top Crescent,

In HIS Arms He Truly Takes My Breath Away,
I Try to get on with My Day & Not Think of Him,
Thoughts of Him Creep up Again in No Time Like A Naughty Lovers SIN,
But Oh It Feels So So Right,
Oh My He Makes Me WEAK at the KNEES & Take away all My Strength & Might,

In His Arms HIS Touch Drives Me into a BREATHTAKING Spin & Want to FAINT,
I Know that Eyes so Intense as Those are the Sigh of a TRUE Loves SAINT,

In Each Others Arms His PASSIONATE Luscious Soft Lips & Breath Touch MINE,
Takes My BREATH AWay as I'm SHY Causes Me to Gupl I need a GLASS of Water or Maybe WINE,
Tring to Build up the Courage for this FIRST True Loves Kiss
& I know that it Will Be Definately be in ones Sync & not a moment of Miss,

In HIS Arms Just Feeling & SENSING Everything About Him,
Cause Me to Rush & Get Intense Butterflies where I cannot Speak & only Memorise True Loves Song & Only Sing,




MEMORIES OF THE ANZACS - ANZAC DAY APRIL 25TH 2012 - LEST WE FORGET

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Anzac_DayTHE LAST POST









THE RESTING PLACE FOR OUR ANZAC WAR HEREOS


1927-COMPULSORY HERO

Remember the times when we were kids
Playing war games in your yard
Everybody had to be a hero
and get one in the heart
Night would fall and we'd call a truce
And all go home

Years went by we were average guys,
playing life by the rule of thumb,
Till a man came on the TV,
Talking 'bout war like he wanted one,
He said "Everybody put your backs to the wall,
till your numbers called",

You've gotta go and be a Hero,
I've got a new game for all you Boys,
Its war without a choice,
Compulsory Hero,
Just try and make it Home,

Grandpa heard the call to all,
For a war to end all wars,
And your dad went off to do his bit,
and he had to go one more,
You've really got no say in it,
You have to fight,
And thats the law,

You've gotta go and be a Hero,
They made a law you had to go fight,
One more crazy war,
Compulsory Hero,
Just try and make it home,

So all that had to be Heroes,
Went off to do their chores,
None of them really wouldn't of known,
How far a bloody war goes,
they're dying to make it home,

Then I think back on all those times,
Playing war games in your yard,
Everybody had to be a hero,
Back then that wasn't hard,
Night would fall on the battle zone,
And we could all go home,

You had to go and be a Hero,
They made a law that you had to go and Fight,
One more Crazy WAR,
Compulsory Hero,
Just try and make it Home,
Just try and make it Home,
But whose gonna make it HOME??...



Chicken Jokes; Why Did the Chicken cross the Road??

GOOD MEMORIES OF MY 40TH BIRTHDAY - LOTS OF PHOTOS COMING

It is My 40th Birthday Today & I only Look 20 (well thats what every1 tells Me Huh) But I feel Older & Like to Personally Feel Younger in the Heart My Motto is 'Be Young & Innocent at Heart & Wise in the Mind'.
Jamie got Me a Beautiful Garnet Ring.

Favorite Birthday Tracks:
Hot Girls on Film
Fantasising about Eating & Making Love to the Pink Flesh:

Madonna knows how:

Hungry Eyes:


Hot Jim Morrison & THe DOORS


DELTA GOODREM - SITTING ON TOP OF THE WORLD

Waiting, watching
Listening to every little sign I see
You are so bright
Shining above all the city lights
You know it's right
When all of the stars in the sky align
If you and I
We are together as one tonight
So get up, stand up
What you waiting for?
Let's go jump in
We gotta live life
Give in to being
We got a love like no one knows
Now I'm with you
Now I'm with you
Now I'm with you
Sitting on top, sitting on top of the world
Saved me from me
Gave me everything I need
You'll be forever in my heart
So get up, stand up
[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/sitting-on-top-of-the-world-lyrics-delta-goodrem.html ]
What you waiting for?
Let's go jump in
We gotta live life
Give in to being
We got a love like no one knows
Now I'm with you
Now I'm with you
Now I'm with you
Sitting on top, sitting on top of the world
All is quiet at night
We say only things for us to hear
So get up, stand up
What you waiting for?
Let's go jump in
We gotta live life
Give in to being
We got a love like no one knows
Now I'm with you
Now I'm with you
Now I'm with you
Sitting on top, sitting on top of the world
Sitting on top, sitting on top of the world
Sitting on top, sitting on top of the world

FREEFALL

RAISING OF THE RMS TITANIC

Today is the Anniversary of the RMS Titanic Ship that an Iceberg Hit & then it Sank after the Ocean Devoured it all those Years ago: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/RMS_Titanic
Today is a Milestone also of Us thinking of those People Who Lost Loved 1's 4 example: a Lady that lost Her Dear Child that was Her very Young daughter & so Many others that Lost Dear Loved 1's

Cupids Are Romantically Scheming My Personal Love Life - Meanwhile I Could Kiss The Sky..

Cupids are Dancing while falling in Love**

How Sweet Now the Boy & Girl Cupid are Sweetly Romantically Dancing,
So My Lover takes Me in His Arms & together We Look into Each others Eyes while both in Sync We do the Intimate aPrancing,

I can Hear Cupids are now Laughing Playing & Loving,
& You know We both Speak the International Language which needs no Normal Senses but the Hearts Cupid a Sign of an Above Dovings,

No Second to waste another Minute Love is in the Air Up the Town,
So My Lover & I are at The Matinee Holding Hands Sweaty Palms Don't You Dare Think of Getting Down,

After all that Exchaustingly Breathtaking Experience Love Needs To Eat,
So We Find a nice Private Hidden Getaway Restaurant Garden Setting that's only For Two with the Special Designers Coupling Seat,

The Saints & Cupids Want to now Congregate Socially With The Elements,
So My Lover & I Decide to Take a Moonlit Stroll Down By the Quiet Deserted Beach & once Were There We Decide to Skinny Dip & We Know were both in 4 a Flattery Compliments,

I just Heard Cupids Feeling a Festive & want to again Sing Laugh & Dance,
He takes Me to an Awesome Irish Place called the 4 Leafed Clover & We both know that We met there once by Chance,

Cupids are Performing Playing & Blowing their Musical Trumpets,
Yes I'm Home in Bed Dreaming of My Loved 1 bringing Me Breakfast in Bed containing Him being My Crumpet,

Only Cupid Has other Cheeky Naughty Plans For My New Love & I about a Month Later,
As When He Comes Round is Smelling Sweet Looking Ravishing & very Sexually Appealing & has other Things on His Mind of what He wants to Do on My Planets Crater,

ROBERT PALMER MIXED 80'S ARTISTS & 70'S

FIGHTING WITH THE GOD & MY ANGEL GUIDES

I Ask God Is He the One then He Answers by Saying He's the 1 Yes,
I'm Saying No For The Best as I don't want to Listen & Hear the Rest,

This Mystery Man & I are Friends but on The other Hand Hardly Knows I Exist,
Oh My If only He Wasn't so Charming & Looking at all the Other Pretty Girls His Charms would be all Mine & I wouldn't Need to Resist,

He's such a Slut because He's Afraid of getting His Heart Broken & Wounded By Another,
If Only He took the Time to know Me Better & Trusted Me I would Only Care For Him & Love Him as a Best Friend & the Best Lover,

So How God Can He the Charming Beautiful Slut Be the 1,
As I'm Afraid of Showing My True Feelings & in Fear of Me Getting Stung,

I'm Pretty Shy but Oh so Jealous every Time He's with another that it hurts more than you Know,
So I put up with it knowing that My Guides say He's the True One so be patient as One Day He will put up a Romantic Show,

So till then My Heart Remains Sad & Lonely
In Hope of a Loving Companion Matrimony,

If Only He Would Just Go with the 1 Nice Sweet Compatible Girl,
As He can Be such a Sweet Charming kind Gentleman & Put My Heart in a Twirl,

WILD HORSES (Gino Venilli) & BOYS OF SUMMER (Don Henely)

I woke Up 1st Thing & The Song Wild Horses was Playing in My Head & I thought what a Beautiful Tune to Hear in My Head First thing So I've Posted it Up along with Boys Of Summer as they were around the Excact same Era & their Brilliant Songs Enjoy Folks...

What Sort of Magic Do You Believe In? - Natural Magik or Practised Fake Magic

I Don't Believe in Magic in the Form of Spells & Curses Hexas ect as to Me it's Cheating & Deceiving Life Fate & Destiny also it Tempts & Fools the Ego & not Good for the Balance & Spirit in the Longrun.
I Believe in a Innocent Pure Magik that Does Truly excist but isn't performed anywhere that I know of & hasn't been for Centuries.
The Type of Magik that You see with your Eyes & Heart & Spirit By giving Light & Guidance in the Dark in Natures Beauty & Natural Wonder the True Essence of Oneness that Everything is Connected.

This Quote below that Sirius Black says to Harry is the Type of Wisdom I Love & Believe in.
Quote from Harry potter The Order of The Pheonix: Sirius Black: I want you to listen to me very carefully, Harry. You're not a bad person. You're a very good person, who bad things have happened to. Besides, the world isn't split into good people and Death Eaters. We've all got both light and dark inside us. What matters is the part we choose to act on. That's who we really are.

I was a Natural Highland Witch Apparently in a Past Life I sort Of Laughed When The Psychic Lady 1st told Me 8 Yrs Ago But as i've Discovered more about Myself She Couldn't Be More Accurate I was also a Monk as I've had about 8 Past Lives. http://ezinearticles.com/?Do-You-Have-Natural-Witch-Characteristics?&id=2399237
http://spells-and-potions.com/signs-of-being-a-natural-witch/
http://www.pantheon.org/areas/featured/witchcraft/chapter-9.html




Very Hot Young Actor Nick Armstrong (Lois Hunter) is His Character in "The Secret Circle

Spitfire - Great Britian Designed 1931 by R.J. Mitchell

I Watched a Documentary Late One Night on the ABC just Last week on the Spitfire Aircraft (From Wikepedia) & The Spitfire continued to be used as a front line fighter and in secondary roles into the 1950s. It was produced in greater numbers than any other British aircraft and was the only British fighter in production throughout the war.
& that it was used through the 2nd world War was a very Interesting Subject for Me.
So here is some Insightful Information & Great Photos on the English Designed Spitfire Plane. Spitfire Aircraft http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Supermarine_Spitfire
Carolyn Grace (flying the Grace Spitfire and a Stampe) is one of only two female Spitfire pilots in the world. She successfully completed her training in the Grace Spitfire in 1990, and hasn’t looked back since, gaining her Display Authorisation in 1991 and adding Aerobatic and Formation qualifications to that in the following years. Carolyn has perfected a graceful aerobatic display that is immensely popular with air show crowds and Spitfire devotees alike.


Well-known Spitfire pilots included J E "Johnnie" Johnson (34 enemy aircraft shot down),[109] who flew the Spitfire right through his operational career from late 1940 to 1945(Johnny Johnson). Douglas Bader (20 e/a)Douglas Badar and R S "Bob" Tuck (27 e/a) flew Spitfires and Hurricanes during the major air battles of 1940, and both were shot down and became POWs while flying Spitfires over France in 1941 and 1942.[110] Some notable Commonwealth pilots were George Beurling (311⁄3 e/a) from Canada, A G "Sailor" Malan (27 e/a) from South Africa,[111] New Zealanders Alan Deere (17 e/a) and C F Gray (27 e/a)[112][113] and the Australian Hugo Armstrong (12 e/a).[114]

EUPHORIA

MY LOVE MY SWEETHEART - WHY THE HEART LIES AS IT WAS MEANT TO BE BUT NOW ISN'T

I've Lost My Heart Forever - He was My Heart that Completed Me but that is no Longer.
I Broke it off with Jamie April 2010 as the Fighting & Him treating Me like Utter Crap nearly drove Me to having a Nervous Breakdown.
So Naturally I assumed that this way We can Be still be Best Friends & learn to Appreciate 1 another as there was Hope in My Heart of getting Back together with Him as He is or I thought He was My Soulmate.
Soulmate Love is Supposed to be for an Eternity.
The Sad thing is 1'm in Love with somebody who Doesn't even Excist anymore, as He used to be So: Sweet, Smart, Loyal, Confidant, Wise, Happy, Funny, Self Respectful, Energetic, Passionate about Life, Dignified, Strong Willed.
But now He's so: Angry, Blames every1 else, Self Hate, Depressed(won't admit He's even that), Violent, Dishonest, Manipulative, Deadhead, Pipedreamer, Extremely Lazy, virtually just Given Up.

Don't Worry Friends My Will is Strong & Good & I really Love Myself & know what I Want out of Life & I know how to get there now with My Dreams & Aspirations as before as I was Blind & couldn't see anywhere in Front of Me & I've done it all on My own by Myself without any Help, Guidance or Support & what I need to achieve now is Completion of My Dreams so that others may be Inspired & follow in My Footsteps as I just want to change lives & bring out the Best in Myself by bringing out the Best in others remember to Always Follow Your Heart no Matter how Blind You may get thanks for Listening Folks & Poem coming Shortly.

Tortured Lost Soul

I am Heart Broken & Shattered & My Love for Him Melts
Everytime He Hurts & Threatens My Emotions & Hits Me with a Belt,

My Emotions are Twisted Tattered & Torn,
As I am only a Women Scorned,

My Health is at it's Worst,
As My Nerves Suffer & if it Keeps up My Spirit will need a Funeral Hurst,

So I shall Move out Soon of My Beautiful Castle,
& Maybe Move to Another Country in Hope of getting furtherist away from His Painfully Deep Reminder Bustle,

All My Hopes & Dreams for our Sacred Love & Union is Lost,
We at least still remain Friends as there is still True Trust,

The Rush like Love that I would still get when I would Look at Him after 19yrs,
Has Gone & Worn Faded as My Heart is ajaded & Forever Shattered & Pierced,

I will Never get Back With Him I know that Now,
But Why Did it take Me so so Long to Realize,
Why is Love so Blinding & make us Think that it's a Soulmate but it's just Teasing & Tantalize,

I have such a Sweet True Romantic Heart & i've only Fallen in love 2ce in My Life Because I only Fall when I know it's Intuitively the 1.

HOUDINI OUR PET RAT HAS UNFORTUNATELY DIED THIS MORNING - Between 4-5AM 11/03/2012 Life is Not Fair Cherish Every Moment You Have With Pets

JOHN BANVILLE

I was watching a Wonderful Documentary on Wexford Born Irish Novelist, Adapter of Dramas & Screen Writer JOHN BANVILLE just Earlier on the ABC & the Documentation was called "Being John Banville" & it was about His Life from a Small Child to Young Adult all through His Wonderful Marriage to Textile Artist Janet Dunham & Life with His 2 Sons.
The Wise words that He Wrote "Imagination fact is True but True Facts don't have as much Meaning & Intelligence as Facts from the thoughts of the Imagination".
The Benjamin Black series I want to Read these 1st as I havn't read anything from John Banville yet & also "A Book of Evidence" as these Dark Titles Rock my Boat.
Here are some Great Links about His Autobiography to a Great Book List of His Wonderful Achievements:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/John_Banville
http://www.brucebawer.com/evidence.htm
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Sea_(novel)
http://www.nybooks.com/contributors/john-banville-2/
http://www.guardian.co.uk/books/2011/jul/22/john-banville-benjamin-black-author

MY IMAGINARY LOVE

YOUR FACE is of Great Handsome Beauty thats of a Past Earth Angel,
THAT I Once Met on the Waters of the Loch Fishermans Line Tangle,


YOUR HAIR of Sandy Dark Blonde & Ginger Red,
MAY YOU Always Lye in My Loving Hearts Infinate Bed,

YOUR HYPNOTIC Angelic Almond Shaped Brown Eyes,
MAKE ME CRY in Pangs of Joyeous Sighs,

YOUR LIPS So Perfect Soft to the Touch are Charming Me to Bite,
Captivating Engaging 1st View of YOU which I shall Never Forget was LOVE at First Sight,

YOUR BEAUTIFULLY Engaging Smile & Boyish Laugh,
LIGHTS UP My Heart with an Eternal Flame that Burns Bright full of Memories of Very Familiar Past,

EXPRESSIONS

YOUR SMILES I know Everyone of Them for Miles,
LIKe when Your Happy & You Laugh Your Face Dimples on the Side of Mouth & Your Bottom Lip Goes In or You suck it in with Teeth Your Left Eye Squints,
& Yes this is Part of Past Life Hints,

WHEN YOU are Imagining & Daydreaming Your Eyes Go Sultry & Heavy,
Your Lips So Heavenly Makes My Inner Waters need a Levy,

Your 2nd Expression is When You Think,
YOUR LIPS Purse Together Full Your Eyes Go Big Even Maybe Your Eyes Don't Blink,

& You Stare into Space & sometimes Suck your top lip in Time after Time
LIKE INTO another Dimension of Astral Travelling Line,

EXPRESSION when Your Sad & Down,
YOUR FACE Droops & Your Bottom Lip Pouts,
YOUR EYES Full of Tears of Sadness Like You Wanna Scream & Shout,
In Which Causes Me to Touch Your Heart & Wanna Reach Out,



EXPRESSION WHEN Your Alive & Free,
You Look Humble,
In Which My Heart Does Tumbles,


Your LEFT Eye Squints When Your at Peace,
& Your Top Lip Inverts in,
In Which really Looks Sexy & shows off Your Chin,

Expression When Your Afraid & Scared,
Your Mouth Opens in a Silent Sigh,
But I am by Side always with Safe Caring Ties,

Your Eyes so Big & Wide,
Just Like the Lunar Moon of The Constant Running Tides,

My Imaginary Love Oh How I Wish You Were True,
Please Come About as Till then my Heart Will Be So Blue,

Of Burgundy Hair So Red of Mine to Show,
Pinkish White Lips & Soft Pure Skin Whitest Of Snow,

Eyes So Green & Blue in the Changing of The Deepest Ocean,
I am Truly a Faire Maiden My One Pure True Love Must Recognise Such a Past Angelic Beauty & set My True Loves Lonely Heart in Motion,
I Yearn & Desire this like The Dessert For The Rain,
So May You Always Be My Sunshine Again,



MY FAVORITE ROCK TUNES

MY HEART IS AN OCEAN

MY HEART is an OCEAN,
Full of Deepest EMOTION,

MY HEART has FALLEN So DEEP,
CATCH MY FALLEN HEART BeFore I go to SLEEP,

MY HEART is LOCKED Under LOCK & KEY,
THE KEY will only be Found by THE 1 Under the DEEPEST Of TRUE LOVES SEA,

MY HEART is Precious of a Priceless JEWEL,
MY HEART is Tender & Delicate not to be Thrown around like a BROKEN TOOL,

MY HEART is of the SWEETEST HONEY,
NEVER after a MAN with lots of MONEY,

MY HEART is so WISE,
THE 1 Special Gentleman Holds the Perfect Key SIZE,

MY HEART will be UNCONDITIONALLY & IRREVOCABLY in LOVE,
MY HEART Shall know when Signs of FLYING DOVES Fly From ABOVE,

TRUE LOVE NEVER DIES,
MY HEART Never Truly LIES,
MY ONE TRUE SOULMATE Always Next TO ME HE LIES,

Kelisha G Ferdinands - 27-02-2012

YOU TUBE MIXED POP SONGS

CANCER RISING - ELEMENT OF WATER



I've always assumed that my Rising Sign was Pisces as I have had Very Personal Traits being: Compassionate, Intuitive, Spiritual, Artistic, Creative Imagination, Emotional, Sensitive, Jealous, Wise, Extremely Shy at times, & many other Emotional Traits + My second Eldest Brother Dean who is only 2 yrs older is also 1 & we are so alike it's not Funny.
It turns out that I was wrong as I did a Calculator with the Astrological charts of what Time & Place that I was born & it turns out that My Rising is a Cancerian (The CRAB) this is also the Mask of my Identity & I did this Several Times last Night 21-02-2012 over a space of a few Hours & I aint Wrong.
I also found out that My Moon Sign is a Leo & of coarse My Sun Sign is a Taurus with an Aries Cusp.
& I'm also Year of the Rat in Chinese Astrology.

More Photos are Coming.

Read more...

The Positives of Sadness & Gladness

I am Numb as i did something that Can't be Undone.,
& now today I am Left feeling Dumb,

I can't turn Back the Clock,
As My Heart is in Fort Knox,

Day Day Please Be Gone,
As Tomorrow will Come with a New Dawn,

Life goes by while I Lie Here Still
As Tears of Mine Run Down My Window Sill,

This Pang of Sadness brought on by the pouring Rain,
The Sun Comes out & Heals away the Pain,

My Heart is Positive & Good Willed,
Wisdom comes an Emotion that can't be Killed,

Good Thoughts & Loving Dreams,
Fill My Life up With Wonderful Running Streams,

By Kelisha G Ferdinands 18-02-2012

A DIAMOND IN THE ROUGH

Jamie Found a DIAMOND Yes You Heard Me Right a DIAMOND worth $3.000 - $28.000
Photos are Coming Shortly.

THE BEST DANCE TUNES OF ALL TIME

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Slave & Mastery on Valentines Day

Yes it is Valentines Day & What a Great Day I've Had & I'm about to Even More as My Ex Man James & I are going to Play a Familiar Very Naughty Adult Game of Slave & Mastery & I'm Luckily the Master & He's the Slave So I Can Have Whatever I wan't When it Cums to Pleasure so My Pouch is Going to Get Lots & Lots of Multiple Pleasure & Attention Tonight & then it will be His turn as We'll Reverse the Naughty roles.(& in Need of Handcuffs)
No more Said You'll just Have to Use Your Imagination Peeps.

It is Valentines Day so What better Excuse of Playing S&M.


My Beautiful Valentines Day Present from Jamie a Heart Quartz Pendant.

VALENTINES DAY & LOVE

LOVE isn't Jealous or Obsessive,
LOVE Is Freedom of Spirit Loyalty & Trust,

LOVE isn't Hateful or Spiteful,
LOVE is Sweet & Kind,

LOVE isn't Mean or Violent,
LOVE instead Smells Sweet Like Flowers & Violets afind,

LOVE isn't Sour or Bitter,
LOVE is Intense & Passionate of Loved 1's Honey Sweet Wine,

LOVE isn't Sad or Mourned,
LOVE comes around again in Spring & all Seasons for Cupids Arrow to Find True LOVES Hearts,

LOVE isn't a Pain or a Sting,
LOVE can Hurt sometimes so much so that it Bites like a Venemous Sting,

LOVE is Yearning & Faintful Weery,
LOVE is Butterflies that Fly in the Tummie & Heart when You Fall Hard,

LOVE isn't Being Locked in a Cage,
LOVE is been able to been Given the chance to Fly & have Independance with Trust,

LOVE isn't Been Frozen & Trapped,
LOVE is a Warm Healing Hearted Gap,

LOVE is Eternal & Infinate of SOULMATESHIP,
LOVE is to Find True LOve in one Heavenly KIss,

(Written by Kelisha G Ferdinands 14-02-2012)

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Love

Happy Valentines Day.

GINGY & HOUDINI

My 2 Pet RATS Gingy & Houdini have Had a Rat Disease most of Their Lives & Needed Medication to Maintain Their Survival But as Unhealthy Rats only Live up Until 2 years of Age Unfortunately Their Time has Nearly come To an End & One of Them being Gingy has had Trouble Breathing Mainly over the Weekend being the 11-12 of February So now He needs to go on Oxygen 4 the Last Few Weeks of His Life a Very Sad time 4 Me.
I havn't Mentioned this Before as it's an Emotional Subject & I don't know how to Deal my Emotions Especially at the Moment as I'm Loosing My 2 Best Friends so Therefore I won't be Online Too Often Either.
1st Picture: HOUDINI Giving Me Mumma Kisses



2nd: GINGY BOY
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