Certain time will be less painful than the helpless state i was in. I've not been able to sleep well for five months time, sometime falling asleep at 1:00-200am and i was worn out from this experience.

Am sorry for taking long, I had posted the next step but unsuccessfully the story is not visible to friends. When I come back home, I'll edit and repost it! Happy Sallah!!

Once upon a time in Borno State. I can't precisely recalled the actual date but it's September 1998. I visited my friends about 3miles away from my home town. We went out for an evening show. I saw her coming with her friend, walking boastfully, i kept looking at her, i tried my possible best to take my eyes away from her but my hopeful soul denied, i can't resist it, she eventually disappeared. A sudden change came to me thinking how blissful life will be, spending life's time with this breathtaking girl. Am i falling in love with this total stranger? LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT? Yes am falling in love with a girl i saw few minutes ago. Right from then i started behaving strangely, thinking all day long, dreaming all night long, some times i even use to dream while awaken, i'm totally confused not knowing what to do. The main problem is that i don't know her name and i don't even know where she lives. Two weeks later we were sitting with my friend called "Mohammad Suraj Musa" infront of my workshop, when i raised my eyelid, i saw her walking boastfully just the way i saw her previously, she went into a market near by. My friend advised me not to let my feeling goes in vain. We decided to follow her, coincidently we met her shopping at a friend's shop, after pretence of long greeting with the friend, i went to her direct and boldly, i said hi! Imagine this girl did not even look at me talkless of responding me, i repeated reluctantly, this time she raised her head and said, what is it? My heart start beating fast and rhythmically, my friend signalled me, indicating that i should go on, then i said: i'm not here to harm you, i just want to say hi, she responded me soothlessly and unwillingly. I asked: what do you called by? She asked: meaning? I explained: i'll like to know your name if possible, please. You know what happen? She just outstripped and carry on with her shopping and went away after going through denying me the first access of knowing her. I was there standing shamefully, confused and lost of thought. Friends are laughing and mocking at me but i can't hear no will i understand, all because she've stolen my heart, my thought and my soul. There is only my material body standing before them without ethereal soul and thought. To be continued next week. Mohammad Suraj is almost a friend of my Opera friends, you can easily identify him by his comments. Questions, comments and sympathy are accepted.