Daily Life
Sunday, 28. September 2008, 20:23:51
I have just officially resigned from staffhood at WritersCo. If only I had done it before being absent for months. Too many of us just fade away without word. It was wrong of me to stay on if I wasn't working, and I feel much better to have resigned rather than wait for the owner to give up on me. What a burden.
I have been generally inactive for the past several months. Clayton is begging me to go out and become a part of something, or to return to my previous endeavors. While I should be grateful to have a boyfriend who isn't trying to stop me, my growth is slow. I don't have to return to WritersCo to grow - don't worry about that. Instead, I've joined the North Bay Choral Society, my hours are full-time for the fall, and I'm crocheting a bit. Next will probably be Church, but possibly Wynterblue.
I have an all-around nice feeling in me right now, but it is only there to combat the nervousness I felt about my landlord's unexpected visit. He is supposed to give at least a day's notice (or was that two?) if he means to visit the apartment. I didn't get ten minutes' notice of him bringing an acquaintance in to inspect a coffee table that we are borrowing from him. I hope I get notice if somebody means to buy it. I need to empty and replace the thing, and Clayton and I both would like not to be in the middle of sex when they come to take it.
I feel better than I did before writing.
I have been generally inactive for the past several months. Clayton is begging me to go out and become a part of something, or to return to my previous endeavors. While I should be grateful to have a boyfriend who isn't trying to stop me, my growth is slow. I don't have to return to WritersCo to grow - don't worry about that. Instead, I've joined the North Bay Choral Society, my hours are full-time for the fall, and I'm crocheting a bit. Next will probably be Church, but possibly Wynterblue.
I have an all-around nice feeling in me right now, but it is only there to combat the nervousness I felt about my landlord's unexpected visit. He is supposed to give at least a day's notice (or was that two?) if he means to visit the apartment. I didn't get ten minutes' notice of him bringing an acquaintance in to inspect a coffee table that we are borrowing from him. I hope I get notice if somebody means to buy it. I need to empty and replace the thing, and Clayton and I both would like not to be in the middle of sex when they come to take it.
I feel better than I did before writing.
WIDGETIZE