I stay open minded in these days and times.

I am sad to today I had to restart my PC all over again lost data & my book I was working on a manuscript. So sad.. It never fails the enemy seems to lurch around corners only to sabotage us.. Like if they have nothing else better to do..

I don't know whether to scream, pack my bags & leave the country or just fly to the moon.Life ain't easy when others seem to demand everything that is not theirs and want to make our lives complicated.This is one reason God said ,"Thou shall not covet." When others have pushed the limit of be overbearing in our lives, and have gang up on the innocent that makes me mad. Not by power and not by might,but by the Holy Spirit. If the Holy Spirit guides me than I can't get lost or go wrong. But tell that to other's who have no care for doing their own deep search of the Word of God. You cant steal it why even bother.Why do they shove their evil cultism down other's throat, no one wants it not even them, but their path to hell is broad and ours narrow. If we sub-comb to them all is lost & our souls are banquished and never rendered or set free you become one of those sombees, God for bid. Let freedom & God's word rein for ever and ever. Even Thou I am mad I still love God and must abide by what is right. Thank God for God's love.

Oct 8,1065 / It was a nice family birthday get together..Cake & ice cream & balloons & gifts. Thanks to God for family the best gift of all. It's my baby brother's today a had a grilling barbecue party ..Yea more cake & ice cream. You would think I would have grew up,nay love party cake & ice cream to much ... Oct 9th 1980 "Happy 30 the Birthday Eddie..Love your new cd's..Rap on Little brother.

The day my Lord came from heaven he brought many healings and parables . He freed the captive and healed the sick then he died for me & you. Then after the third he arose,and ascended into heaven.For centuries the Words have been carried around the world, many have been saved thanks to Jesus and the ones who carried the Word . Disciples and apostles and believer's have our many thanks , and heart feeled joy. May I be too a carry of the Word and let my light shine for other's so they too may carry the light where ever they go.God has been more than just my creator ,God has always been my friend thru the hard times and good.Many have heard but their word was sown in thorns, many have seen but their word was washed away by the water and sand.But their were some who plant it nurtured it and watered it and loved it,until the word matured inside them. Then a deeper relationship begins with you and the Lord.You find your self uplifted and can go thru anything even thou we saw hell felt hell and like Shadrack & Bendigo they came out of the furnace ungaved.Like us ,to we know the problems & the pain, but the Lord has gladdened our hearts and we leap in faith with the Lord.And above all else the Lord has carried us and lighten our burden so we could be free again. Scriptures always relieve me, I love Psalms and Proverbs. And Matthews.

If people are always bickering & fighting well never be where were so suppose to be with God.But if we listen to God like Mother Zion did & does, then too God will enlighten us on the right path.As God once sent his SON Jesus Christ,The great I am, he said.To free us and save us ever lasting life,the Living Water. Like Bruce Lee said so many times ," So be like water my friend".One day I found myself, on a journey unknown, in this I came across many trails & tribulations.Determined to save what life I had and do more as child of God and a Holy Ghoster.I felt and saw what people went through in life like a princess is to a pauperess. I lived they lived.That wasn't enough, I had to be used in the Holy Spirit and let God take charge and the reins of guidance & faith for all the world. So through ridicule & rejection I began that of a servant of God, thru Jesus's mentoring I began a mission to design the most perfect extra-terrestrial matrix system to heal the human race.To enilate negativity in our lifes as well as heal and bring finance to all.God says That our God will someday live on the planet with the Human race that God created,in harmony and peace. I felt obligated and reponsible to be apart of that healing process of the earth for God's will to be done.