Kirara.

Midsommar(swedish word), or Midsummer, is a nice holiday that we celebrate in Sweden.
And there's nobody who isn't drunk, almost.

People from Sweden love Midsummer, because when it is Midsummer, it's accepted to drink as much as you like!
I hate midsummer, my parents was drunk, and so F***** annoying, my neighbours was even more drunk and the people who drove on the road was drunk too.
My mum can't endure alcohol, one glass is enough, and after three glasses of wine, she's annoying, loud and over sentimental. After three glasses of wine and some aquavit, she was drunk...

I and my bro were the only ones who weren’t drunk, we where 101% sober.
I'm 16 and my brother 15, and next year, our parents won't see us on Midsummer.

Never, never again.....

Nope, I'm not dead, but my life is kind of boring right now..

Today, I was at the dentist and I did get new braces.
The school is over soon, and it makes me a little bit sad. I will miss eveyone so much.
There's still some thing that I want to say to some persons.

I have to apologize to a girl in my class. I was kind of rude to her.
It's something strange about her and me.

I never liked her from the first beginnin. And we had a LOTS of fights during our 3 years at Suckertown Junior's High School..

And the explosive news it that we have search to the same High School and the same program to!
We are going to be in the same class for the next three years.

But I don't feel the same way about her as I did three years ago, and I think it will be better this year.

Sorry.

I know a cute boy at my school, I saw a pitucre of him when he was 11 years old.
He looked like a moomin, kind and round. Not as "sekushii" as he is now, but "childish cute".
And when you look at him today, almost 3 years later, he's another human.
Not round, but tall and slim, and he doesn't smile like that anymore...

It's a true proof how my school kill students...

For a couple of days ago I was at my best friend's house with herself and her boyfriend of course.
We took a long ride with our scooters and we drove home to the boyfriends house to get his scooter and I was really tired (and cold) when we got back to her house.

We had nothing to do, and I couldn't feel my finger tips. We decided to have a rest.
My friend and her boyfriend tried to "sleep" in her bed, and I lay on an armchair.
Two teenagers who's in love can't just lay down and rest so they started to "neck" with each other, and I just thought "Oh My Gosh, they shouldn't do THAT now".


But my best friend is a playful and easy spirited human, so she wasn't embarrassed at all.
They just see everything as a game, and they asked me to come over to the bed, but I refused.

But the boyfriend jumped out of the bed and asked if I was bored or something and says that I should sleep and then he kiss me.

It's insane I know, but something tells me that he still likes me a lot, and I have no idea how this will end up.

My best friend didn't become angry (but I know she feel's a little fishy about he's feelings for me), and he walked back to bed and they keep going on.....