Not ideal, but unique))

Fucking shit!! Usually I don`t use any abusing words, but today... Oh, how on earth I am irritated when getting not the proper mark!! I suppose to have too many ambitions. On the whole I don`t think it`s bad, but when you live up to your own expectations. Sometimes it appears that I don`t deserve what I want, so I have no grounds to require it, but I do!!(( And when I don`t gain it, there is a storm inside me and outside, if I don`t prevent this. I hate this quality in me, but when having a bad mood, wanting to cry or full of anger, I express it out, hurting everyone who is close to me at the time. They say: "Shooting with explosive bullets, be careful not to touch one`s heart". I`m anxious about Koko and mum and about Iren, a little - they are near, so I must be cautious to save them from myself((
The last drop was Ann. Why do some people try to control everything they`re able to?! Anyway, why can we only broke, not simple touch?! My album... What business does she have in my photos of unknown people?! Even if they are completely bare!! Leave me A-L-O-N-E, everyone!!))




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