Not ideal, but unique))

Well, when people don`t have their own deals they interfere with others. When they don`t have their own feelings they start reading books. And what compels them to write diaries?? I`ve always regarded it as a way to sort out the thoughts and to look closer at your own opinions and attitudes. That`s why I`m here)) I just have a mess which is completely unnecessary.
My grandmother is awful. She`s not "awful" in it`s direct meaning, but she`s awful filling everyone who sees her with misgivings and fear and indignation. She is going mad... unfortunately this is exactly what I want to say. Doctors say she suffers from a kind of sclerosis and that means all day long she is asking silly questions (at least 2 times), looking everywhere for her purse (as she`s afraid of someone wants to rob her), mumbling some horrible things (like she is seeing somebody on the tops of houses in the neighbourhood)... And as she`s my relative it`s far more difficult to bear everithing with a humble silence(( And as ill luck would have it, I got ill a week ago!!)) I`m watching this every hour, 6 hours a day, 7 days a week. And haven`t used to it yet!!)) And I`m ill with herpis: another paradox)) I haven`t been ill for over than 2 years and I haven`t had herpis even far longer!! Such a little thing but causes so many problems!!((
Anyway, now I got the time for sorting my thoughts out)) Global heating and economical crisis - that`s a big part of them. I heard A.Vassermann, a great recognized Russian thinker, saying a lot about this two things occured. Carbon dioxide and water steam are the most spread gases causing greenhouse effect. And they prevent the Sun radiation going out from the Earth`s surphace. And carbon dioxide was thought to influense much on the ozone layer only thanks to oil companies that made up the myth about harm from coal in case to popularize their own raw material. And now the crises is near... so let`s see what other tales are going to be told))