Katie Gibson

Does anyone ever get the feeling that you have no idea at all where your going with something?

From my half of an opinion I have no idea what I want from things that are going on and revolving around others in my life, If I dont know where I'm going then I need to know where they are and to be honest being direct about things isnt my approach.

On the topic of not being direct, is how to get around my problems otherwise. I see no other options

I digress (thanks jeff), It isnt affecting my mood at the current time which is genrally something inbetween excited and calm, Isnt life wonderful?

As soon as I hit 16 I've decided to find something to follow, like a goal. I want something to work on

I have one at the moment, but when its so near to impossible to achieve somtimes I just think I'm going to give up and at others times I tell myself not to abandon hope, Gaaaaah:faint:

All in all my conclusion is to keep going and hope theres enough light at the end of the tunnel to last me a while,

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The more you know someone, The more you seethe.

Monday, January 29, 2007 12:05:45 AM

I dont understand why, But sometimes. The more I know someone, the more I tend to grow feelings of dislike. I dont know where it comes from but I see itself repeating in my history more and more recently, Its quite worrying.

Some people I come to think just dont have the ability to love, I dont know whether its me being elder than I should or my way of that when I love I do it properly but I'm seeing more and more people that just dont give it there all... Maybe I'm just needy, vunerable and paranoid.

Either way, can we have some more young'ins capable of serious emotional value please:)

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Positively the worst Sunday. EVER.

Sunday, January 28, 2007 5:05:42 PM

Afternoon reader,
Instead of long intoductions I will get straight into writing.

The start of a chilled and kicked back Sunday, I was strolling in the park.. *Katie holds up a black chalkboard* AND CUT. The day acutally started with my father running in at top speed towards my computer chair screaming "Wake up" at 9AM. Which doesnt usually exist for me on a Sunday morning. After waking up, I was dragged kicking and screaming to a giant shopping center miles away. Retail therapy. Yes! The cure for everything, unfortunately not today. After splitting up with dad to go and look at some books I returned to the carpark with no one there, Decided to check my phone and had several abusive text messages pop up about how I never answer my phone. (How do I answer the phone when I'm underground in a shopping city with no signal? I know ill call the signal fairy and ask her to make a rip in the time space continium so that he can get ahold of me!). So stranded an hour away in about -5 conditions I had no choice but to take a bus. So getting on this bus I take a seat at the front (purely for the fact that if you sit at the back you get mugged nowdays) and began the grueling traffic infested journey.
We get to Hendon and a drunk idiot gets on the bus flailing his arms around like some sort of monkey on crack, anyways he keeps quiet until we reach Hendon central when he decides to start a fight with the bus driver. Went a litle bit like this

"You said this bus goes to Hendon!"
"yes.. it does.. we're in hendon"
"NO WERE IN HENDON CENTRAL YOU THICK BASTARD"
"please stop swearing sir"
"NO YOU STUPID PAKI CUNT"
"im going to call the police"
"YOU FUCKING DO THAT THEN"

He then proceeded to hock back a nice bit of spit and spit right in the drivers face infront of us all, What a lovely representative of our London community. So after this we're all taken off the bus for another 20 minute wait in the freezing cold. Oh it gets better, I left my bag on the bus and when going back for it someone had taken it. Again great representing you beautiful citizens of London! (note sarcasm). Ended up getting on the bus and arriving home to a nice home cooked dinner.. after id just eaten.

You can quote me on this one. I hate the London community sometimes

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