Friday, 27. November 2009, 11:22:58
In my life theres been so much heartache and pain and now im starting 2 realise that i cant go thru it again.......u look at me diffrently and the love that i once felt come from u is now a distant memory-your so cold. I often stand outside a window and listen how u laugh and joke with your children.....but who am i? U asked me once whose child i was-i cried for nightes and carried those words with me for years. It cuts like a knife when u realise that everything u believed in has been a lie-when those that were supose 2 protect u ended up hurting u the most. I know ive made mistakes but dammit-your suppose 2 love me regardless. Who am i? Who am i daddy? Who am i if im not your child? Who am i?
Wednesday, 25. November 2009, 11:18:43
Ive always been inlove with with u.i supose u have known it 2......im the one who catches u when u fall. Im the one who mends your heart when its broken. Im the one who knows your deepest secret. I know what hurts u-that wich makes u cry. Im the one u call when the world has turned its back on u. I make it better with my non-stop laughter and assurance that 2moro wil b beter. Im the one who wil never hurt u. Im the one who loves u and i supose u know-because u love me 2....but the diffrence is-im inlove with you........but my role has been made clear in yourl ife......im your best friend
Wednesday, 18. November 2009, 15:18:12
It doesnt take alot 2 make me happy. It doesnt take a fortune 2 put a smile on my face. It doesnt take a expensive car 2 get me 2 where i want 2 b. It doesnt take a priest inorder 4 me 2 trust. It doesnt take a psycologist 2 gt me 2 speak my mind. And 2 write takes even less. All i want in life is 2 see my family get everything good in the world and if i get to play a part in that ill b satisfied-this is what i want-all i want.
Thursday, 12. November 2009, 11:40:08
I saw u a few weeks ago. U smiled as my attempt 2 be all cool and collected flopped. U are so many things....i wish i could name them all. With a smile that could light up a room. U are my aunts life-i wish i could bring u back 4 her. I wish i could have helped wn u got the stroke i wish i couldve cought u when u fell and your brain sustained the last blow. fight-fight-fight. Fight against the darkness....open your eyes, call us all and laugh the way u use 2 laugh at our stupidity-say it was all a dream. Say u fought against the darkness say u fought against death.......u gone-u gone. All thats left is empty-silence......darkness. 4 MY UNCLE WU PASD AWAY ON 10 NOVEMBER 2OO9-IM SORRY THE DARKNESS WON
Friday, 6. November 2009, 10:41:05
I wish i could understand why sum people love to see others pushed down or hurt. I never pretended to be better than u-so y wud u now pretend 2 b? it takes one look in a persons face and eyes to see their pain-u must have seen mine!!! So even when u saw it u stil continued. I no im gona have to go thru this a few more times and had i not made those stupid mistakes i whouldnt b here-but i did-i am. Im gona take each and every look,word,wishiper and ironic giggle u give and i will get over it. I will b beter-and even when u think im at my lowest i will b beter. God u know-i will be beter because this is my nature. THIS IS HUMAN NATURE
Thursday, 5. November 2009, 08:28:20
I woke up this morning and while i was lieng in bed i had a thought.....what if i were a boy. Whould my responsibilities have been diffrent? Whould i have had more freedom? Whould i have had the freedom to choose anyting and everyting that i saw fit for my life? How whould i have been treated? Whould i be like any other guy-whould i have been the diffrence? What whould i do if i was a guy? So people tel me....what whould u do if u woke up 2moro as the opposite sex?
Tuesday, 27. October 2009, 08:24:02
I dont feel the need to wear make-up. I am just a plain girl with a plain smile and a plain exteria. I dont feel the need to hide my imperfections. I wil not hide my scars for each of them tell a story. Each of them simbolizes my journey as a person so far. They remind me of how strong i am of how i have overcome what most never could. I am real. What u get is what u see and if u want me 2 change then u dont want the real me. I am a women and i am unique so please dont ask me to be a faker-to be not me. If u want a waxed and made up girl go to a shop and buy yourself a doll. I am real and what u see is what u get. What u see is me, me-the real me.
Monday, 12. October 2009, 11:02:46
U tried 2 impress me with your big ass wheels trien 2 prove that u got balls of steel. U call that little thing between your legs your manhood. Boy if thats manhood than the size of my cunt must b bigger than the entire hood. Tryin 2 b a player-ha! Only thing i see is a hater. Boy u say u got isues what the fuck? Why dont you ask your mom to give u a box of tissues. Wana let your boys in on the secret? So boy why dont you just move along let this girl sing her song or are you afraid that your boys gona find out that u havnt been screwing me all along. Im a virgin and well you-you like a cheap detergin. The closest u came to me was when u saw me in a thong and even then u couldnt make me moan. You say u so strong so why when i dumped u, u started sniffing and crying like some bitch ass song. U in the hunt for a trillion boy you couldnt even make a million. So why dont u just shut the fuck up-move along and let me Larrisa the girl u got played by sing her song
Wednesday, 7. October 2009, 14:46:39
To put a smile on the face of those you love mean that you are sweet. To comfort them means you care. To stand up for them means you strong. To pray for them means you have grace. But its easy to do these things for those you love isnt it? If you do all of this for a stranger than no other word but exceptional should ever describe you.
Wednesday, 7. October 2009, 14:38:51
If i had to hide you where whould i put you?lets see.......in a flower pot? Because you beautiful. A chocolate box? Because you sweet. In a refridgerator? Because you cool? No! None of these places could ever do. I whould put you in my heart.Because you are more special than you know and i whould walk with you night and day.
Monday, 5. October 2009, 13:21:52
Im the sound you hear when you in danger. Im the sound you hear when you have given up. Im the wisper in the wind cheering you on. Im the sound of reason. Ill tel you when you wrong. Ill cheer when you right. Ill never put you down and ill never give you a fright. Listen 2 me and you wil hear the truth. I am a whisper a voice. A whisper-the voice of you
Saturday, 3. October 2009, 15:35:23
A friend is there in times of need.they know that its not how you listen but how u understand.its not about how they let go but how they hang on.i cud compare a true friend to a never ending book filled with all journeys. I choose 2 compare a friend 2 a high quality bra-comfortable, suportive,good quality,strong,filled with colour.they wil stand with u in any danger,weather,cercumstances. Unles u want 2 let them go the wil always b close 2 your heart
Wednesday, 30. September 2009, 11:45:45
Ive had a troublesme childhood.i often wonder what i could have done difrnt. It all begins with u doesnt it! U who striped me of my courage,my rights-my words. U striked at me with your sharp tongue-over-over-over and over. I was so small, how could u do that 2 me? I lost myself seeking refuge in a place of darkness. Because of your tongue i couldnt see the light. U took and took and took and like your puppet on a string i just gave. I saw my reliever-took it-and fild myself with more unthinkable pain......it hurt it was hel-bt it was beter than your words. My skin-my reliever-my blood!! Im standing in the room screaming screaming screaming but no one hears. They cant see who u realy are but i know-i know. U than turned in to a them............my skin-my reliever-my blood it hurts its hel..............its beter than your words
Monday, 21. September 2009, 06:53:45
The last time i saw u i knew that something was wrong.u kisd my head and i fell asleep 2 the sweet wisper of your voice. U said u loved me-i said goodnite. Wil u ever realy know how much i wish i ddnt close my eyes? I NEVER SAW U AGAIN. RIP NATHALY NATASHA JACKSON. I WILL NEUER STOP WISHING MY EYES NEVER CLOSED.
Sunday, 20. September 2009, 14:00:52
To the one who beares the sweetest name and adds emotion to the same. U are my light when its dark. My path when im lost. U love me when i cnt bare 2 even like me. U comfort when sad-u are the greatest friend i eva had. Long live 2 u my mother for no one can take your place.
Saturday, 19. September 2009, 17:09:51
I forgive u. Not because i am weak. Not because i dont have a rite 2 b angry. Not because i wasnt realy hurt. Not because u ddnt break my heart. I forgive u because i did break. I forgive because i want 2 live a life filled with good. A life without u and your poison
Friday, 18. September 2009, 09:54:25
What trust enbodies.
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