My Operaleeloo's private idaho
Friday, March 13, 2009 7:28:06 PM
i'm about to make a leap that i didn't think i would be able to. i think i'm done. i'm done with the old name, done with the old personallity and i'm done with pretending i give a shit. the only way i can keep up that stupid facade is if i'm medicated. otherwise my attitude to everything is just this, "i don't give a shit." and what's wrong with that?
that's what i would really like to know.
what the hell is wrong with that?
nothing. that's what....nothing.
so, here all be, i'll by my lonesome with no one to really share my thoughts with anymore. i did it too myself. i let my name get to big and let too many personal friends and family members know that name too. that was a mistake, one which i will never again make.
so...welcome me. yay. wonder how long i'll be able to actually keep this up without actually reverting? can i actually put all of that away? put the past behind me?
that's what i would really like to know.
what the hell is wrong with that?
nothing. that's what....nothing.
so, here all be, i'll by my lonesome with no one to really share my thoughts with anymore. i did it too myself. i let my name get to big and let too many personal friends and family members know that name too. that was a mistake, one which i will never again make.
so...welcome me. yay. wonder how long i'll be able to actually keep this up without actually reverting? can i actually put all of that away? put the past behind me?
