Nuclear Thoughts
Monday, August 7, 2006 2:40:41 PM
Entry for August 03, 2006
America the beautiful. Land of the free. Home of the brave. Those are the words to the anthem you love so much. Where's the brave? Oh yeah they're over there fiddling around in a crazy war by word of our controlled secretive corporate government. That's bravery? Following the orders of dogs? For what? For the biggest hand in the cookie jar. That's for what. While we're on the topic where's this Land of the Free we preach about? under the watchful eye of this government that's where. Doing what our government tells us trusting our hearts and handle on life in their burning arms. Going about with our eyes closed. I guess that's what we deserve. The government telling us what to do and how exactly by every means to live our sorry day to day lives. Injecting fear in one arm and telling us whats right and whats wrong from the other arm. Holding it gently squeezing it to confirm whats wrong. Smiling when the right thing is said is right.
America is moving forward in the war. Iran. That's the target. I've mentioned this last year. I mentioned that it was going to happen in several blogs since erased from my life because it saddens me that I knew it was going to happen and that I couldn't do a single fucking thing to stop it from happening. The puppet of a corporate dog. Another statistic in this upbeat Holocaust. A tick in the eyes of materialist gods. Glowing eyed watchdogs.
Lebanon; The playing field.
Iran; scumdogs with their only stand up ally Syria who helped the Iranians when they were being attacked by Iraq way back.
Hezbollah; The weathered army ready for Syrias help.
Syria; Aggressor of Isreal.
If you dont think Syria wont do it you're hghly mistaken. Everyone over there does Not want this We dont want this. Who the fuck wants to kill?! why cant we do anything to end this? Why does it have to escalate. It's extreme. And frankly it scares the shit out of me. We are being kept under watch. And most of us cope by backing up the government and earn our dollars and invest our lives into the trust of feeding it all. Feeding the government with our so wasted output. Well what about the wells that fuel our lives? The nuclear energy. Why aren't you afraid? No seriously look at me.. Why aren't you afraid? Nuclear energy is the key to defeating us.
Nuclear Holocaust can very easily happen. They don't maintain anything. They also as well are
clouded by a false sense of security. I feel my death everyday. I feel what could happen. I hurt everywhere when I think of it. I'm able to not think about it. Only when I'm investing more of my time into my government. Blowing my money into clouding my mind more and more and more. Closing my eyes tight at night. I wish it was all a dream. I wish that when I woke in the morning I was far away in some peaceful land where only life was the matter. Only life. Feeling the beauty of every single day. Being content only with that.
I have the knowledge and it burns. I have the knowledge and I wish that I had the means to not know. I wish I could be as ignorant as everyone else but I can't because this knowledge is the key to death, and in death there is life. One cannot exist without the other. I have a life and my time is invested in a cause for exacting death. I have to cope with that knowledge. Do you know how hard that is? If I don't change these feelings before I die then I'm likley to suffer from some serious carzy afterlife dreams about nuclear holocaust. Do you understand my torment? What now? heh suddenly I feel like in a judgement seat. Awaiting my sentence.
ulg... -end entry
America the beautiful. Land of the free. Home of the brave. Those are the words to the anthem you love so much. Where's the brave? Oh yeah they're over there fiddling around in a crazy war by word of our controlled secretive corporate government. That's bravery? Following the orders of dogs? For what? For the biggest hand in the cookie jar. That's for what. While we're on the topic where's this Land of the Free we preach about? under the watchful eye of this government that's where. Doing what our government tells us trusting our hearts and handle on life in their burning arms. Going about with our eyes closed. I guess that's what we deserve. The government telling us what to do and how exactly by every means to live our sorry day to day lives. Injecting fear in one arm and telling us whats right and whats wrong from the other arm. Holding it gently squeezing it to confirm whats wrong. Smiling when the right thing is said is right.
America is moving forward in the war. Iran. That's the target. I've mentioned this last year. I mentioned that it was going to happen in several blogs since erased from my life because it saddens me that I knew it was going to happen and that I couldn't do a single fucking thing to stop it from happening. The puppet of a corporate dog. Another statistic in this upbeat Holocaust. A tick in the eyes of materialist gods. Glowing eyed watchdogs.
Lebanon; The playing field.
Iran; scumdogs with their only stand up ally Syria who helped the Iranians when they were being attacked by Iraq way back.
Hezbollah; The weathered army ready for Syrias help.
Syria; Aggressor of Isreal.
If you dont think Syria wont do it you're hghly mistaken. Everyone over there does Not want this We dont want this. Who the fuck wants to kill?! why cant we do anything to end this? Why does it have to escalate. It's extreme. And frankly it scares the shit out of me. We are being kept under watch. And most of us cope by backing up the government and earn our dollars and invest our lives into the trust of feeding it all. Feeding the government with our so wasted output. Well what about the wells that fuel our lives? The nuclear energy. Why aren't you afraid? No seriously look at me.. Why aren't you afraid? Nuclear energy is the key to defeating us.
Nuclear Holocaust can very easily happen. They don't maintain anything. They also as well are
clouded by a false sense of security. I feel my death everyday. I feel what could happen. I hurt everywhere when I think of it. I'm able to not think about it. Only when I'm investing more of my time into my government. Blowing my money into clouding my mind more and more and more. Closing my eyes tight at night. I wish it was all a dream. I wish that when I woke in the morning I was far away in some peaceful land where only life was the matter. Only life. Feeling the beauty of every single day. Being content only with that.
I have the knowledge and it burns. I have the knowledge and I wish that I had the means to not know. I wish I could be as ignorant as everyone else but I can't because this knowledge is the key to death, and in death there is life. One cannot exist without the other. I have a life and my time is invested in a cause for exacting death. I have to cope with that knowledge. Do you know how hard that is? If I don't change these feelings before I die then I'm likley to suffer from some serious carzy afterlife dreams about nuclear holocaust. Do you understand my torment? What now? heh suddenly I feel like in a judgement seat. Awaiting my sentence.
ulg... -end entry




