Alexis

I joined the Army to better my life. I made it though Basic Training but when i got to my schooling to teach me my job I hurt my back in a Field excersise we have to do. I was unable to complete my phycial requirements. When i was in a company waiting for my paper work to be compleated i met a guy... I am 20 years old and never really been out on my own... I met a 28 year old with a 4 year old child. Within 2 weeks of meeting him i had falled in love. We taked about getting married, told our parrents and one weekend... around a month of meeting him, we went to a court house and go t married. He is the best thing that has ever happend to me. I love him with my hole heart. He is still in the Army so i still get the bennifits i joined for. if everything is going so right... and i have a man that loves me with everything he has.. i can see it everytime he looks at me... how come im not happy? I dont like saying that. but its true. i would make the same decisions i did in a heart beat, but sometimes i... i dont know. im not working right now, i sit in the house all day doing nothing. i shoudl be starting a daycare soon, but.. i duno, maybe i will feel better once i have something to do with my time.

Alexis