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A Pentecostal Experience

When you are surprised by something really unexpected good. Nice!

Some days ago I was awakened by a grumpy sms from one of my superiours at work. Not a very pleasant start of the day and it made me quite grumpy for some days, too!

Not so today. Was awakened by an sms telling me I was going to have visitors. Ok, just time to get dressed and make myself some breakfast...

before the door bell ding-donged.
Outside were two of our immigrants, more spesifically from East Africa, a man and a woman that I've become acquainted with in church. Proud people that I respect a lot, for all they've gone through. The woman waiting for her husband to acquire a passport so that he can come too - after several years in African prison only for the sin of being a Pentecostal Christian. He has finally come out of prison, but his health hasn't been very good even if now improving. (everyone who knows a bit about African jails can understand why... ) It is not easy these days - we have a suffering church in the East. She is the serious one of the two, you can see she has had many worries. The man, fleeing for the same reason, a longer transit in refugee camp in Sudan, they have lost everything --- and have to start afresh at a new place. But he is strong in faith, always smiling!

So why did they come to see me?
Well, the reason is obvious, isn't it?? After all they've gone through, they had found that today was a good day to come and cheer me up !

So who is sitting in my coach, in my living room, reading the Bible to me, reading the Good Word and giving Hope? Who is giving me the comfort they've been comforted by themselves. I was so amazed. They don't come for anything. They don't want money, they don't want advantages. They just want to share with me the good news that God can change everything for the good. In the end.

Isn't that a miracle?? I think so - a pentecostal one smile for these two did come for a reason, they knew it was the right time, they knew what to say and they'd come to tell me, come to give me good words from God, and then they left.

The woman doesn't know much Norwegian. But she knows a few words well, and this is what she tells me - after all she and her husband have gone through .... "Gud kan. Jesus kan." That is, in English, for those of you who didn't get it smile "God can. Jesus can"....


What can I say. We all have many troubles in life, but some of us DO have more. And when those of us who have experienced MORE come to comfort those of us who have experienced LESS, I think it is a gift!!


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HAPPY PENTECOSTAL DAY, EVERYONE!

It seems the Holy Spirit is still around. It says in the Bible that He will show us everything, and also be our Advocate, our Comforter and our Translator. Not bad!! Who could imagine, God gives us the ability to receive all this from Him, when we are not able to ourselves. Because we are not able to really "reach up" to God like we want to - or like He wants us to!

And the best part of it; you don't need to meditate on a spesific mantra. You don't need to play drums or act like a shaman. You don't need to paint or write or dance or breathe in a special way to get this gift. It is given you for free, the minute you realize you need to be saved and that your poor heart needs some healing, and you ask Jesus Christ to be your Master and Boss. Because you think he still lives, and somehow will have the right to ask you in the end, "Do you KNOW ME?? " THAT is the work of the holy Spirit - to teach us about Jesus Christ, teach us about the Cross, teach us to know Him in your heart, and make us see what He has done for us when we are not able to see it ourselves. (not so easy for us to see, always...)

But, This is the work of the holy Spirit, AND HE WILL DO IT, not us!
We can pray, simply, to receive what the Holy Spirit wants to give us, as long as we are honest, HE WILL DO THE REST!
He even made people talk in languages they didn't know before, so that visitors could get to know this message in their own language. That's funny, I think, and quite inventive. I have to say, even if I was to be God for a day, I would never have come up with THAT idea!!





Happy Whitsun !

New picture of today

Hurra !!

17 degrees C ! Hurra!
The fleece went off and we could feel the heat.
The first real WARM day of Spring.
We can live with this!

Hello friends...

Am happy to say that things are going a bit better...
Though my head is still overcrowded with strange thoughts and some mixed feelings most of the time, the last week I haven't been so devastatingly tired. Which feels somewhat good...

Spring is coming more and more. The leaves of the birches have sprung beautifully now. The 17 of May is over and done with (for those who don't know, this is the National Day of Norway, which we are hopelessly proud of!! ) But the temperatures are still wavering between 12 and 5 degrees Celcius so we are waiting for Summer to hit in.... If we could just have at least some weeks of sun we'll be happy.... A Western Norwegian is easily satisfied when it comes to weather... !!

I've been thinking of my Dad a lot. There are so many small episodes coming back to me, not really things going on, more things he used to do that were typical of him. I like to think about him. It is like thinking of something very safe and stable -. I seldom heard my dad complain about society or how hard it was to people with less money, even if we never had luxury at home. He never said that we were " poor" or anything like that, even if as a grown up I've understood we didn't have much income. We just lived after the income and was never ashamed of it. I'm happy for that now!






Turbulence

Hi friends,

long time now since any blogging on my part, it has been a troublesome time.
My father died in February and many other family troubles coming along right after that so the earth is kind of shaking under the feet as the same time as the lightning struck the tree and so on. I'm sort of afraid of saying "when it can't get worse, it has to go upwards", because, well... what if it gets worse??? bigsmile

Could happen you know. Well AM trying to keep up the spirits in times like this but have to admit it is hard now. For the time being and due to our all-to-good wellfare system of Norway that allows me to let this incredible fatigue go through every bone in my body I'm out of work. Well the doctor has made me promise to go for a walk every day and I do. though today it was hard, as actually hail came down!! Thought we were past that time, but no. But, I know summer will come eventually this year as it did last year. Some things are (relatively) certain.

Well, friends, today at least I was able to write this post. Not bad!! smile
Some people says sorrow is hard work and that is true.

Have a nice weekend.

Lilua

Ein sæl kyss

Sigrid Moldestad

Who are you?

Who are you?
I thought I knew.
From childhood on
You were my sun
My secret hero
(Though no halo)

Later I saw
You could be raw
But I always thought
That I would find
If I.just sought
That human behind.

You often disappointed
Still I hoped
I wanted you to come out
show your other side
An insecure being
Someone to be excused.

There's an end to.all
Also for excuses
You've heard the altar call
You say you need no forgiveness

What is reality
What is true ?

Now I wonder
Who are you?

Mad at the System

I'm a nurse.

I once learned - not very long ago, actually, that the patient/client should be the center person. What other things evolves around.

I've now learned better.
It always evolves around the System.
The System of different wards, of different receptionists eager to follow the last command of the daily Routine,
the System of treating a nose at one hospital and the arm at another hospital, and the leg at a third.

Who cares if the patient, old or disabled and worn out of illnesses, has to go one and an half hour over a mountain to fix a nose one day and then three hours in a different direction the next day to fix the leg. Never mind, just fit into the system. It makes me cry. Almost. In front of a blond receptionist who just didn't get it. It is dangerous to put in charge persons who are not able to think for themselves.

I AM thankful for our health system but I just can't see how it can save money in the long run to send patients around like that. The nose and the leg may be different parts of the body but they are still situated at the SAME body... this is just too much.

I know that you don't like me messing in your System, Hospital.
But when did the Hospital System reincarnate as "the Holy System"?
I think there is also a word in the word list called "Exception".
I do believe rules and routines are a good thing. But it is also a good thing to have the ability to know when it is necessary to break a routine.

After all, human beings existed before your Ho(ly)spital System.
Or?

Pappa has left us.

My dear Dad passed away this week.
There are so many things to write, but I can't.
There are so many things to be done.




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