Lilua

FEAR

Tuesday, 7. July 2009, 15:21:30

Fear is a strong master - - -
But I refuse to be its inferior

I know it's there
I can feel it, sometimes almost touch it

In this situation
it's crawling up my intestines
making me sick
wanting to vomit

I don't really know how to fight it
But I know it should not win

I'll sing songs to The Good One
and let Him fight the good battle for me
Talk to my friends
Sharing my life
SAY: PLEASE PRAY!
What else can I do
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Frightened people often try
to make other people fear
In the face of manipulation
things become sticky and cloudy
someone will try to reach you
hit you on your weakest spot
and you never really know
who's manipulating who

Almost impossible
to discern
truth from lie

I just know
I got to be honest
Trying to love
the way my Father in Heaven loves
through the Fear

the rest
is up to Him

But I'm still frightened

Lilua

I hope I will come through....Dette er ikkje noke særlig

Comments

der Wandersmann # 7. July 2009, 15:31

Of course you're still frightened ... if you weren't frightened, you would just be stupid.

Courage lies in overcoming fear, not in not feeling it at all.

But ... my friend, you have courage; it is shown by your speaking of your troubles, and not remaining silent. And yes, I, at least, will pray, in my fashion, for you and yours.

With love ...
dW