Trivial
Wednesday, September 20, 2006 8:36:57 PM
Everything seems trivial now. Shes dead. Shes gone. Left. My heart has a Jello-shaped hole in it where she once was.
She was only fucking 25, TWENTY FIVE. I want to blame her, shout at her for being selfish. How could she take her own life?? I feel so hypocrical, I should be dead. The doctors have been amazed at my bodies capability of keeping me alive even when I shouldnt be. So why?? Why didnt her body fight back as mine did?
I want her back, even though I know its totally selfish of me
RIP Jello
She was only fucking 25, TWENTY FIVE. I want to blame her, shout at her for being selfish. How could she take her own life?? I feel so hypocrical, I should be dead. The doctors have been amazed at my bodies capability of keeping me alive even when I shouldnt be. So why?? Why didnt her body fight back as mine did?
I want her back, even though I know its totally selfish of me
RIP Jello







