Sunday, December 17, 2006 2:55:21 PM
It's a big trouble.
A trouble of my finance.
Last week, I paid as much attention as I can to reduce my level of consumption and it worked. I brought 220 and got back with 200. It's amazing. But, today, I realized that the 200 will be all killed.
My keyboard went to the heaven faster than my anticipation.
It's horrible.
What's the worse is that once you're in trouble, the troubles will ally to trap you.
Just after my keyboard exploded in front of me, my school card and my electric-point card are both brust-up.
I've no money now.
When I finished a test of VB.Net and attested that the solution provided by a efriend is wrong, I pushed the drawer into the desk. It blocked at where it usually blocks and then I bunted it with no attention. Suddenly, lots of gray rubber hats flashed out of the keyboard from the right side and flied outside my eyesight within one tenth second; three large black blocks dropped from the keyboard and smashed on the floor with a big noise; couples of black diamonds jumped higher than my screen and fell back to the keyboard and laid on it like sweet chocolates.
I sat there coolly and thought: what a black Christmas. Then I smiled with no reason.
I travelled around the school for food-hunting, and when I back to my dorm, I found no facilities in the dorm was working. I realized that: my electrical-points had fell under 6.
When I was hunting the food, I found that there's no money in my school card.
To be brief, I'm broken today, just several hours after I got back school. And I told my mom confidently that I'll get through the two weeks with 200 yuans.
My god, Jesus, my lord, how can you punish me by this way!
There should be a party today, because that Marshal said that he'll feast all his bros. But, when I set out, Long told me that he changed his mind. He's so not man! And then, I found that there's too much time I've on my way school. Then, I made a sick determination. I got off the bus five stops earlier and went to the destination. It's a enjoyment for me, though the wind's so cold. I like the feeling of using my original transport. It's a kind of sick mentality I think. And, I spent about one whole hour on this strange travel. I choose a route that I've no idea about it, and then found that the forks are important for it can diffluences and reduce the traffic press of the trunk. So, the big block is not good for traffic, and alley has its superiority.
I think what professor Huan said is right. We should get a notebook to write some idea felt good down. It'll be useful especially when you need some new or wild idea to open your mind.
Sunday, December 10, 2006 4:56:59 PM
A few minutes ago, I visited a blog which belongs to a guy I don't know.
He's addicted by Soduko and then wrote something about it. In the comment, another guy gave a list of codes to explode the soduko. But, how to say, it's a classic program wrote by a guy studys programme instead of something else. No logic in it, maybe it can decrease the time used as largely as possible, but no logic. I don't know whether such a thing can called "arithmatic", maybe can in the view of speed used, but I don't think it is in the view of logic.
Maybe it's the difference. I always cope with problems from the logic aspect, try to think out the "most logicalizational" way to deal with it, but with no sight of speed or the memory usage. But I think that if a arithmetic is full of logic, then we can go directly to the goal with no twist or fork, then the speed won't be too slow.
Sunday, December 10, 2006 3:20:40 PM
Yesterday is the big day for everyone who wanna a job, er, or most at least.
Hundreds of companies entered this expo while millions of undergraduates and gratuates rushed into it.
We the team constituted by KXL, YS, FBD and me set out at almost the lunch time and spent about 2 hours on the way to DHU owing to FBD's worst decision.
Before that, we printed the resumes, 10 sheets per man, and I got virus again when I lent my DC to YS. His computer's full of virus and what's the most horrible is that the amount of virus is more than normal files! I can call him "Virus-man" now.
Owing that we're in hurry, so I left the lodge of virus to today for de-virus.
I printed two edition of resumes. One's the normal editin and the another's special edtion-- what I've bloged. The normal one for the company which I'm not so prefer while the luxury for the great.
In the expo did I realize that I'm so luck for that I'm good at computer skills and I've lots of experience in programmeand web-site projects. If I'm just a normal physicser, then there's about only one or two jobs for me, while now I chose nine companies for computer.
The first one offered 6 posts, and I'm suit to 2 of them. One's Software Engineer for Physics and the other one's Assistant for Physics Operator. Sage applied for the second one while I applied for the first one. They're very interested in that I told them I made a program what's about the spectrum for bioatom-moleculars for my department. I'd seen that the younger one's eye's full filled with lights. Oh, be seriously and frankly, the last sentence's just my own image, because that it's a company of Fudan. Maybe, and in fact it's very probably, they'll give the post to the graduates of Fudan itself. But the job's very charmful.
After that, I applied for lots companies for the post of SE, although that I thought they'll choose the graduates from software department or computer-relevant departments, I hoped my experience will bring me something great. In a company for a website, my experience for dynamic web developing may gave them a deep impression, it's hopeful. I applied for two post: web tech supporter and web reports designer. One need the tech of ASP, SQL and relevants, while the other one need the skill of DREAMWEAVER, FRONTPAGE, FLASH and something else. My 6-year experience for developing my dynamic site may help something. But there's a pit that I deleted the part of my abundant web-building experiences on my resume because that I just want to apply for the post of progrmmer according to my former plan. So, lots of valuable, for me, imformation can't inform them.
The last one is the EastdayBar Ltd.. They need 3 guys for the post of SE who have the skill of C\C++ and database, but the interviewer's interested in my C# skill and the experience for game and dynamic site. He asked me that can I develop in C and C++ and he doubt me owing that I said that I'm good at VB and C#, and I said I'm no problem in C and C++. There's a little exaggeration, but even I can't say that I'm good at it, I can say that I can work on it well. In high school I developed the robert program in C and I created a encryption In C++, and I past the test which allow me free for the C lesson. So I think I can work at the post well. The interviewer asked me that whether I can endure the long and boring debug process. Of course no problem. I spent almost a whole week on debug for my Soduko program, and half a month for game, several month for my site, then what debug work can't I deal? I think it'll be a good chance for me.
I sent 9 of my resumes at last. I hope 4 of them can give me the chance for interview and the test.
But, I should say that this expo is just a stage for me to increase my Exp. I'm not so serious about it just like what Kony do, while my bros were very serious about it. I went there for experience the atmosphere, and if there really is a great company give me a great post, maybe I'll quit the Master Exam and reenter it several years later.
Nowadays, the very thing hesitate me is which I like more? Physics or computer? If you ask me the question some years ago, I would answer you with no hesitation no doubt, it's physics. But now, I'm puzzled. I'm not sure where my heart is after the so-long time I spent on lots of kinds of computer skills, such as lots of programme languages, PS, Flash, dynamic site development, virus, and go on. And, lots of my friends told me that I should develop myself in the world of computer. I've not make decision for that just because that I knew that the way for a coder is very hard more than most of my friends do. If a normal coder can earn lots of money, perhaps I've entered the IT world long time ago. I feel I've changed, I'm not the guy who were in the high school era. Maybe, it's the passion for physics made me haven't decided to the IT world. Who knows.
My parents support my plan that hunt the job first and look for whether there's a good job and decide whether I get to the Master Exam. They have the same idea with me.
Today, I backed to my dorm ans spent about 3 hours to kill the virus with no help from the devirus tool. DOS commands are useful in these situation.
This virus have a point which is similar to my joke program created 2 years ago: copy itself to every folders it found. But it's more, because that it do something virus do while my joke not do-- it's only a joke.
My KV told me that it's Viking, and I found from the net that Viking can change the system file which makes devirusing's so difficult that nobody can devirus by own hand. Luckly, it's not Viking due to that the KV Viking Killer and Rising Viking Killer told me that there's no Viking on my PC. And then, I killed them by my own hands.
At last, I hope all my bros can get the great job that suit to them.
I think that we should not bet ours all on something like carving out, because that we don't have enough money, experience, idea and chance now. Some idea is too idealizational according to my opinion, though I always make some very idealizatioal plan. My idealzation's just for something that not so important. But if something's such important as relevant to career or even life, then we can't bet all we have on it. We should get something for support and then we can launch our ship.
Thursday, December 7, 2006 10:10:05 AM
My keyboard recovered magnetically. I do nothing to it and it fixed itself by itself. Looks so quirky, just like that it knows that I'll destory it the next week. So compliant as my pet, oh, no, more compliant than my pet.
According to my opinion, the error happens at the two membranes. I've took my keyboard the last one apart and took a completely look at its inner struction. I found that the main kernel part of keyboard is the two membrance. It functions as the switch: before you press the key, the metal bands on the surface of two membrance contact not so close that launch no obviou signal, and when you press the key, the key push a plastic hat and the hat makes the two metal bands contact so closely that you can think that they combine to one whole band, the circuit works, signal launched.
When I splited the last keyboard, I failed to allocate the membrances back to the right position. And, it worked for the first not-so-long period and fell to hell again at the next morning. I think how to install the membrances is the key to make a keyboard.
Last week did I download the full edition of Mr Bean. So funny the cute and jumpy guy is.
Lots of humanity can be seen from the little thin man, and even you can find yourself in him. Maybe that's what Bean want.
Besides that, the mud puppet cartoon Sewer Odysseys(maybe the name, due to my movie is the Russian edition) is so pretty. It's said that the company just can make only three minitues film per day, and this movie costs them two whole years. It's the company that produce the film Wallace and Gromit, the same cool film as Sewer Odysseys. I think the company is called Aardman Animation, one of the partners of DreamWorks.
I downloads another cartoon made by neither Pixar nor Disney, but the 3D effect is owsome, too. It called the Barn. Characters are so lovely, even the wolves. Some scenes are quite funny, such as the cow, chook, weasel, pig and a mouse playing what socalled "hill-surfing", and flying cross the sky with group of wide gooses following and through the oil column which found by two open-upers for money by oil and then clashed into the chicken house with feathers blasted. In another scene, the goat ejects the tortles into the sky by elastic and then the tortles glide down slowly; a mice dressed as a black hip-hop star sings the raps so rockly. Everything is so human and so cute, make happiness uprushed in everybody's body.
Totally, Barn is a good film but no so great. I prefer Sewer Odysseys.
Wednesday, December 6, 2006 6:18:34 PM
Today's life point is such a high number that it seems to shock me unconscious. 50, and 42 after task rearranged-- added much more task to cope with.
I finished a English test and the point is that I found something important for me in doing this kind of test. 8's wrong but I think if I could check the post more carefully I'd have the capability to make 5 of them correct.
After that, I played a Soduko game on the <Insight>, the department print. It's a fine Soduko-- can person figure out all the numbers by deduction instead of guessing in any form.
Just like what one of my e-friend said, the fascination of Soduko is the process you fight with it, try you best to attack its weakness, search out all its leaks as many as possible. You know, it's amazing, and perhaps it'll suck you in, make you addicted. So, I've to agree with the bro that my program which exploit Soduko automatically is totally absolutely a superabundance. But, you know, I started to conceive the idea to exploit the Kill Soduko Game. It's another challenge. Maybe I should add this to my resume.
These days, I alway would drown into such a fettle that use all my CPU to think about the infinity trap with changing-by-time width. And, met ZZ at the library tonight, them asked him for this question. He gave me a solution for the adiabatic process-- though it's not real, just a kind of approximate dealing. It works at the limit of the instantaneous trap, and the result is same with my result on sudden infinitesimal disturbance. His result is also same with the long-term periodic disturbance and the situation of the long-term constant disturbance. But, what I want is the interaction between the wavelet and the trap, thus the results aren't enugh.
After the discussion on the above problem, we continue talked something about a statistical question of adiabatic process, and another question on quantum operater analyse what is about two produce-annihilate(I'm not sure about the names) operater couples in advanced quantum.
I admire ZZ very much since he read almost all the testbooks in English. What a cool and cute guy he is.
After everything finished in library, I get doom and made a determination, after the Master Exam, I should finish Java totally, and perhaps start Ruby and Rail. Jesus, GTI Relay Racing is built by Java! In some level, I'm so hungry for the program skills and physics commnds.
Remark my logion again: I love physics since I can realize the universe via it; I love programme since I can create the universe by it.
Tuesday, December 5, 2006 3:53:14 PM
Nowadays, reviewing the lessons for the Master Exam is first class affair, nothing can worth my time but it. And, after these days spent in the library, I found that at this period, English is the very thing that worth my whole spirit to cope with.
Today in library, I found that my English command's so rusty that I made 8 mistakes in a half test! It told me that I should pay more attention on English now.
Yesterday I installed the Writer, so I decided that I'll write the blogs via Writer only. This can save the time that I used to wasted to browse other's blog espicially some special one's.
I hope I can be some one, I hope I'm the special. So, I should do something for the goal.
Trust me, trust the world, and trust the heart.
Tuesday, December 5, 2006 3:44:42 PM
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Very fortunately, I killed my keyboard again, due to my uncontrolable violence.
It can't be all considered as it's all my fault.
I downloaded WLMD & WLW, then I started to try them, though I've tryed them lots of months ago. And then, the WLMD ate the whole CPU calculate time. I waited it for a long period, and it's still look as a stupid loser. So,then I send my fist to the keyboard.
Space Bar leaped up, and some pieces of it flashed into my eyesight.
Holy shit, dammit, asshole.
I can't endure the fucking keyboard anymore.
Keys are so firm to click, and in lots of times would suck into such a circumstance that I clicked a key but nothing respond. More than twice that two person click the spacebar alternately and the gaffer still suck at his coffin just like a died pork. What can I say? How can I say? Who the hell let me bought such a dammit "keep-bored". My Lord.
Only 13 keys on the board went to the hell, they are "a","s","d","f","j","k","l",";","\",right shift and "1","2","3" in the number area.
To my luck, lots of the shortcut key-combinations are still functonable, and nowadays I put most of my freetime on reviewing lots of the lessons of Master Exam instead of PC-Games. The only way for my PC in dorm is blog and movie-- oh, there's two ways.
What a dammit day.
Friday, November 17, 2006 7:19:33 PM
First of all, I must say, in frankly, that I've not used the latest version of IE, the IE7.0. My friends told me that IE7 is much better than IE6, just like the difference between Windows 98 to Windows XP.
Maybe, in the new version of IE, the function will be as strong as the Opera or FireFox or something else pretty good. But, let's put our eyes on IE6.
No doubt, IE6 is the king of the last era. Nowadays, IE6 is stupid enough. But it doesn't mean that IE6 has no advantages.
If you've used the MSN Space system, which name is Live Space now, then you will find a big problem when you have a look at Space by Opera-- lots of the WebPage elements show not so good in Opera.
For example, the CSS system shows as bad as you can thought, and lots of ASP.NET elements and XL elements lost.
That's what IE strong at. Microsoft's new idea are all borned for IE.
So, don't think IE is stupid, though the software itself's really stupid.
Friday, November 17, 2006 6:48:15 PM
I've heard about Opera for a long time, but not tried it untill now.
Just because the cute cover, i DLed an Opera.
It's cute enough for me.
My Opera
