Tuesday, April 5, 2005 9:50:21 PM
what is the word to describe how i feel?.. Alone? Afraid?...i never seem to know anymore i always think things will get better but somehow they just don't...it always remains the same...someone getting jealous and thinking horrible things..well aren't you tired of it? Cause I know I am. I just wanna live my life in peace with no worries especially not worries like these.......
Thursday, March 31, 2005 2:28:37 AM
well everything is back to normal right now which i'm pretty excited about...except that i can't see bruno as much as i want to..but oh well i'm hopefully seeing him tmrw...which would be kool....ok well i'm tired now so i g2g
Saturday, March 26, 2005 4:58:53 PM
haven't updated and don't have anything to write right now...so yea lol ok bye
Tuesday, March 22, 2005 12:14:44 AM
i hate this feeling..it's a feeling of suspicion...feeling like i can't breathe never knowing what your next move will be. It's hard when i just try to get your attention and you act like i don't exist, but when the time comes for me to respond i become afraid and speechless. I can't talk back to you for fear of losing you but what kind of sick relationship is that? I shouldn't have to feel like there is always something you're not telling me. I try to get the thought out of my head but i can't....i don't know what i'm supposed to do. I don't even know if i make you happy anymore. So tell me, what's my next move??
Sunday, March 20, 2005 7:07:01 PM
it's hard to sit by when the one you love acts like they can't stand you.....or are you just embarassed of me?..which is it i wish you would let me know. I see everyone else acting so in love and what do we do we act like we aren't even together. I know you don't mean to do it on purpose it's just something i was thinking about..I wonder is it me that you really want? or is it her. You always tell me to take that leap of faith and that is exactly what i'm doing. I know you love me it's just sometimes i wonder. I love you so much and i just love being around you. I know you apologized and when it's all done and said i understand where you were coming from. But it's me baby...just me..... look into my eyes and tell me do you even see me?
Saturday, March 19, 2005 2:38:27 AM
well things are back to normal which i'm really happy about...i feel like i have my other half again....*sigh* i don't know how i could have lived without you bruno i love you very much and am glad we get to hopefully hang out tmrw..Mwah
Wednesday, March 16, 2005 11:17:51 PM
i don't know what you want me to say to you bruno...i already told you maybe we should have just broken up....and i'm sure you could have been much happier without me....and you're wrong i was typing my paper and not to anyone...so get your facts straight before you start accusing ppl....once again i'm sitting here crying over you but then again by now i'm used to it...idk bruno i care about you and shit but i'm not really feeling that great lately...with my period being late and all this other shit....so w/e....idk you can be mad if you want...and i tried calling you but i guess you're at work..you can call me back if you want to ...
Monday, March 14, 2005 11:37:43 PM
not much is going on..wow i really don't know what to write in here anymore but tidydannyboy or w/e who are you???....umm yea ok shower time haha...bye
Sunday, March 13, 2005 11:15:59 PM
well the weekend is over...*sigh*...idk it all goes by so quickly....i just want this mini term thing to come so i don't have to worry about work anymore...Ahh that would be soo great...i wish bruno went to my school cause he's been getting a lot of work and i know it's stressing him out...i hate that...but yea idk what else to talk about not much else is going on...bruno's at work and so i can't talk to him...but hopefully i'll be able to talk to him later....
Friday, March 11, 2005 12:10:43 AM
well i don't like school blah blah blah....i really wanna go to sleep right now so yea.....lol but tmrw is the last day of school for the week and so i'm glad and i'm hopefully chillen with bruno.....but yea.......idk what else to say and shit so goodbye
Monday, March 7, 2005 4:50:30 PM
me and bruno got into another fight...well argument..it really upset me cause i hate fighthing with him so yea...but right now we made up and i'm really happy cause i don't know what i would do without you bruno..you know how much i love you and i'm sry for the way i acted last night......
Friday, March 4, 2005 12:11:00 AM
not much is going on everything is resolved and i'm happy....*sigh* i miss bruno i really hope he calls me later and i hope i get to see him over the weekend
Friday, February 25, 2005 11:00:25 PM
so yea my dad is in the fucking hospital and it's not as bad as it sounds but it got me in a pretty bad mood today and shit which then i took out on bruno which wasn't very fun but laura is back *sigh* now i have to go to school soon and deal with the same old bullshit...w/e...i'm too tired to talk bye
Tuesday, February 22, 2005 8:22:58 PM
well not much happened today....i really feel like saying something to Laura but i'm afraid that her parents will send me to jail or something....omg then my ex boyfriend robin called me the other night out of the blue when i was with bruno and it was fucking annoying..he's the past and i wanna keep the fuck past buried...AHHH why do ppl suck so much haha...idk i'm just so angry at ppl who get mad at me for the stupidest shit ever!!....i mean GROW THE FUCK UP!!!!!!!!!....ok lol that's all i have to say
Monday, February 21, 2005 12:54:17 PM
ummm yea i wanna thank lotkus prime for that very long comment...and yes i will keep writing in here because now i will be talking shit about all the dicks and bitches in soundview YAY for me lol
Friday, February 18, 2005 12:37:44 AM
writing in here is pointless lol no one reads it
Tuesday, February 15, 2005 11:43:51 PM
wow three days since i last wrote my last entry...lol i don't really write in here unless i write something really deep or wanna bitch someone out..but yea yesterday was valentine's day and shit and i got to see bruno which was really kool and the fact that i got to see him was all that mattered to me....and that's pretty much it i'm talking to him now and hearing his sexy voice so i g2g bye
Saturday, February 12, 2005 4:41:03 PM
well things are starting to look better with things...i'm on a lot of medication now which sucks cause it's making me really sick but i guess there is nothing i can do about it....me and bruno are doing fine i got to hang out with him last night and hopefully i'm gonna see him again today..well until later much luv<33 *sammy*
Tuesday, February 8, 2005 11:38:41 PM
i feel like shit right now..i feel like a bad girlfriend and i feel like a bad daughter and i feel like a bad sister...why can't i just spend time with my sister i'm sure she hates me now and idk what to do with anyone anymore..i try so hard to be happy but nothing ever seems to work..i just wish some one would help me or that this pain would stop
Tuesday, February 8, 2005 1:08:45 AM
BORED AND ALONE!!!!!....the only one to keep my company is my one true friend...the one who has always stuck by my side through ups and downs.......i love you!!!
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