My OperaBeing talkative!
Saturday, February 4, 2006 4:51:53 PM
It's a pity that i'm not able to upload some songs to this blog. 
Maggie, my best friend, is now working in Nigeria. Sometimes i do miss her and i do feel that all my old friends are fading away from me. I WAS LEFT ALONE. She is the one who can always understand my thoughts and share similar ones with me.
That guy called me late this evening. He might be drunken and said that he wishes to visit my hometown one day. I know what he meant. But it was too difficult for me to give a good answer. Neither "yes" nor "no" can settle the problem. To me, it is good and comforting that some guy is concerned with me and is willing to offer a companionship. However, i was scared to the same degree that someone should be so close to me. ALl this meas that i should share my life and privacy with another person. That sounds horrible. I'm afraid of risking my freedom and falling into the complexity of being together with someone else.
Maggie, my best friend, is now working in Nigeria. Sometimes i do miss her and i do feel that all my old friends are fading away from me. I WAS LEFT ALONE. She is the one who can always understand my thoughts and share similar ones with me.
That guy called me late this evening. He might be drunken and said that he wishes to visit my hometown one day. I know what he meant. But it was too difficult for me to give a good answer. Neither "yes" nor "no" can settle the problem. To me, it is good and comforting that some guy is concerned with me and is willing to offer a companionship. However, i was scared to the same degree that someone should be so close to me. ALl this meas that i should share my life and privacy with another person. That sounds horrible. I'm afraid of risking my freedom and falling into the complexity of being together with someone else.
