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(This is like... ten minutes into "End of Time Part One" when the Master is resurected... Again. Right after Lucy throws the "Elixer of Death" to the Master.)
*Boom!*
The walls of the asylum crumble around me.
I look to where my wife had stood before trying to destroy me... She's dead... The one person that I thought I could trust on this stinking planet... Lucy Saxon is gone.
Looking further around, I found one of my followers (also dead) wearing a pair of denim pants and a sweatshirt.
"That's not doing you much good, huh?" I seize the clothing and escape the wretched place.

"I'm starving." I hiss to myself as I lick my lips, "Voracious."
After sniffing the air, --turkey, roast, chicken, greasy, fat. It's all mine-- I come across a stand *giving* away such great food.
"Mmmm... So hungryyy." I take another whiff of the air,--stinks of Time Lord, of him-- "I must hurry to eat. He'll interfere with everything."


Is this any good? If you agree or disagree, please tell me. >_<

I Have a Reason: A Janto Poem
You're the one I watch,
I'm the one you take.
We come together
sparks flaring,
Heat rising.
I'm not sure how to react.
You gave me reason again.

Depth: Another Janto Poem
I'm lost in your eyes,
The deep sorrow that is suffocating.
I'll pull you out.
My heart leads me to you,
Tugging at your sight.
Let's get out and escape.

The Sun Will Rise Once More
I wait here in the dark,
Waiting for you to join me.
The moon's false light casting a shadow across the ground.
It reveals a new darkness.

Absent Minded: A Love Poem
I want to forever stay
with you.
As we can see, I am all true.
No lies to hold us back,
We will come through.

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A few days ago, I got on my computer to discover that I was unable to access the internet unless I set the Safety Settings. Since then I have been suffering from internet withdrawls. If anyone knows how to fix my computer please do not hesitate to post a comment.
Right now I'm at school... Joy.

This is my story for English 10. I'm sorry for misspellings or whatever. ^^' Hope you enjoy it!


Torchwood: outside the government, beyond the police. Tracking down alien life on earth and arming the human race against the future. The 21st century is when everything changes. And we've got to be ready.


My first memory was running. I don't remember why I was running. Maybe I was running toward something; maybe I was running away. Either way, it was cold. I could hear my heart beating frantically and my feet trying desperately to match it's pace. I'm scared... Oh so scared. I hardly notice the fallen log in my path.
My head smacks against the dead bark with a dull thud and everything goes black.


'Huh?... Where am I?' I sit up.
Taking a look around, I see that I'm in a dirty holding cell made of cement and a glass door. It also has a cot that I am sitting on.
Outside the glass, I see a man in a military jacket. He seems to be watching me with particular interest.
"Oh," he stuttered, "Um, do you understand me?"
I nod my head yes.
"Where are you from?" the man questions.
"I... I donno," I reply, "Can you tell me?"
"I was hoping that you could have," he scratched the back of his head, "Can you tell me your name?"
"Mhm... It's Maila. But can you tell me who you are?... Where am I?... Where did you find me?... And most of all, who am I?" The man sighs.
"Well, I'm Captain Jack Harkness and you are in Torchwood. We found you unconcious in a forest. You seem to be either an alien or an innocent bystander caught up in something bad."
"Captain Jack?..."
"Hmm?"
"I feel... scared... I don't know how I got this way. I don't know what's going on. Can you please help me?" He stands up and puts his hand against the glass.
"I'll do my best." I also stand up and place my hand across from his. We pause for an awkward second. Then he sits down and I do the same.
"So... Do you have any favorite foods?"
"I don't remember... I guess you could choose."
"Ianto," he turns to face another man that I had just noticed, "it's your turn to choose tonite."
"How about pizza, sir?" the man named Ianto asks. Jack agrees with a nod.
"Isn't that a round, flat bread topped with different foods?"
"Yeah, for the most part." Captain Jack replies as he gets up and follows Ianto out of my sight.
I feel alone and scared once more.


Jack returns about half an hour later with two plates and a green box that says 'Jubilee Pizza' on the side.
"Pizza's here. Hope you like ham." He opens the door and gives me the box and plates, "Would you like me to dine with you?"
"Sure, if you want to."
"Have you remembered anything new yet?" Jack takes a piece of pizza and opens a glass bottle filled with a brown liquid. I close my eyes and try to remember.
"I only rememeber running. I don't remember anything else." I push myself to think of what happened but something clicked, like a trigger. And a huge pain rips through my skull, "Agh! My head!"
My hand release the plate, dropping it to the ground, and they fly up to my head. I start to lose my balancebut Jack jumps up and keeps me from falling to the floor by wraping his arms around me.
"Ianto!" Captain Jack yells.
"Coming, sir!" he comes in with a gurney and they both lifted my squirming body onto it.
There's a flood of pictures, flashing through so fast. My eyes trying to keep up, but failing horribly at it. I feel my body being strapped down. Two straps on my arms and legs, one on my waist and one on my chest. Then a sharp pain pierced my shoulder's skin.
My body feels numb and the images began to fade.
"Help me... Captain Jack..." the last thing I remember was a firm hand closing around mine. It gave me comfort as I fell into the darkness.


"What are we going to do, sir?" Ianto asks, "We don't know who she is, where she came from, or anything."
"We at least know her name. Though I do believe that someone or something tried to erase her memories but failed miserably at it.
"The one question that has been bothering me is why would she be important." They both pause to think. Ianto sighs.
"I just don't know, sir."


I gradually come out of the darkness and into the light that is my dirty, little living space in Torchwood. I feel a little more complete in a way, but different as well. I look at my hands; they look like Jack's hands.
"What the?" My hair and facial features, my voice, my hands; they're all like Jack's, "What's going on?"
I look to the glass door and see a picture taped up. It's one of me sleeping on the cot. I look... peaceful. The strange thing is that I could feel myself change back to my normal shape. My hair grows out, my facial features return to normal, my hands become smaller and more feminine.
In the monitor area, Jack was watching Maila.
"I knew she wasn't quite human." Jack mumbles to himself.
"She's a chemelion, sir?"
"Eh. Something like it. Never thought I'd see one again."
"Again, sir?"
"Well... I'm gonna check on Maila." Jack then proceeds to go to the holding chambers.
"Erm, would you like some coffee later, sir?"
"Absolutely!" Jack yells with enthusiasm from down the hall.


Jack comes in with his usual strut, head held high and takes a seat.
"Well, you aren't human that's for sure." Captain Jack tells me, "So, can you tell me if the name 'Infinites' ring any bells?"
'Infinites?' I close my eyes and see a girl about my age. But as I watch her, she begins to fade into the background. When I moved to the side a bit I could see her outline. 'She's still there?'
"Would I be able to blend in?" I question Jack, "You know, with my surroundings?"
"More or less possible, but I think you saw something you shouldn't have. That would explain the absence of memories.
"Lucky for you, we can help you get your memories back. We've revently found technology that's able to extract them and project them to the screen for our viewing."
"Have you tested it before?" I question.
"Yes, ma'am. I've personally made sure." Ianto arrives with two mugs of coffee and a bottle of water, "Jack here forgot where he placed the keys to the van."
Jack turned away blushing as he mumbled to himself.
They let me out of the cell and as we walk towards the main area I was handed the water.
"Best if you stay hydrated, ma'am." Ianto tells me.
"Thank you, Ianto." I reply. I finish the water just as we got to the main area.


I'm hooked up with a helmet attached to a computer monitor with wires. My forearms, chest, and ankles are strapped down to the chair. Ianto was tapping away on the keyboard and making sure that everything is ready. Captain Jack was hovering over Ianto's work and pointing and whispering about the information on-screen. When they finished, Jack walks toward me.
"There will be twinges of pain but for the most part you won't feel much. You may feel the electricity going through," he makes one final adjustment to the wires, "Ready, Ianto?"
"Ready, sir?" he replies. I hear a click and there was a shocking feeling go through my head, like a battery shocks you tongue but worse.
"Uhn.." the images rush past again but slower, I can feel how I felt at the time. They slowed down even further into clips of information.
At five, I had the power to change my physical appearance. Hehe, I loved to change my skin pigment to blue to freak out my sisters. I felt so happy when my parents put up a swing on the tree a few days later.
At eight, my life changed for the worst. I saw my family's lives end right before my eyes. I see myself running... an endless amount of running. For ten years, but with one trip that all ended. That stupid branch knocked me out long enough for those people erase it all.
As I finish the clips, there is a faded and blurry memory.
"Hang on! We'll save you!" yells a familiar Captain Jack Harkness. I hear a gun go off and bipedal running.
Then a silhouette of Ianto came toward me and checked me over for injury. He carried me into the car and we drove off. The blackness enveloped me.
Click. The shock stops and I slump over a bit. Steadying my breathing right after I learned that my family was murdered in front of me is pretty hard.
"Vital signs are normal, sir." Ianto concludes.
"Feeling okay, Maila?" Captain Jack asks.
"It was... a rush..." I reply, "Bit shocking... knowing that you have no family left... Nobody to return to... Nothing in your name whatsoever..."
"You could stay here." Jack offers, "As you can see, we're a bit short on staff."
"Hehe," I say, "I guess it wouldn't hurt... So, sure."


After going out in the little shops and boutiques to find some clothes with Ianto, I got dressed with a brown graphic tee, blue jeans, military-style jacket and a pair of red Converse. I got fitted with a hands-free earpiece and recieved a phone as well.
Captain Jack gave me a tour of the Hub: the Office Area, the Central Area (just so you know there is a rather large pteradactyl that you can occasionally see flying about here), the Staff Workstations, the Med Lab, Jack's quarters and finally my area. My area is now officially, not a dirty cell, but a wonderfully decorated bedroom.
'Yay! Now I can sleep in comfort!' I think to myself as I go into my room and fall backwards onto the queen-sized matress.
"You like it ma'am?" Ianto questions coming out from a rather large wardrobe holding a shirt that I had bought earlier and putting it on a hanger.
"It's gorgeous!" I tell them.


It's around on o'clock in the morning when I realize that I would be unable to sleep.
'I wonder if Jack's still awake...' I get up and out of my room and go to Jack's Quarters.
As I open the door, I hear mumbling.
"No... don't go... no..." he's squirming from what I think is a nightmare, "No... Don't Leave... Come Back! NOOOO!"
He sits up so suddenly, it makes me take a step back. I hear his deep breathing, trying to recover from the dream I assume.
"... Jack? ..." he shudders.
"Sorry, Maila," Jack begins to apologize, "Dreams are the only way for my past to haunt me. Hehe.
"So I guess you couldn't sleep?" I shrug my shoulders, "Well, I guess we could keep each other company."
We go into the kitchen and Jack attempts to make coffee, but does not succeed. he hits the coffee maker out of anger and curses under his breath.
"Uh... How about some hot chocolate?"
"Hehe. Sure."
He makes the cocoa and we go into the Conference Room.
"Would you like to tell me about your nightmare?" I question Captain Jack.
"I don't want to come off rude, but I like to keep myself hidden sometimes. This is one of those times."
"Oh... Umm... This is some good cocoa, huh?"
"Mhm," he takes a sip of his hot cocoa, "You're excited for tomorrow, being your first job and all?"
"Yeah, I'm quite extatic."


As we finished talking, we went our seperate ways to change into the day's clothing. I go to the Break Room and lay down on the couch. I start to relax and a dark-haired woman walks into the Hub and sees me.
"Allo!" I wave at her.
"Umm... Jack?!" she takes a defenstive stance, her fingers brushing against her handgun.
"What's up, Gwen?!" Jack runs down from his living space.
"Who's this?" she sounds quite freaked out.
"Oh. Her?" he points at me, "She's Maila. Quite harmless to be honest."
I glare at him.
The woman named Gwen apologized and we formally introduced ourselves. Then another woman (she is Japanese) walks into the Hub and introduce ourselves as well.
"I'm Toshiko Sato, but you can call me Tosh."
"Oh Tosh," said a man that just walked in, "Always so formal.
"Allo, who's this?" he turns to me, looking me over.
"It's Maila... What's your name?"
"I'm Owen, the medical advisor for Torchwood Cardiff. At your service." he takes a mocking bow.
Ianto then walks in with five cups of coffee and one bottle of water. He hands them out and recieves quiet thank-you's.
"All right," Captain Jack announces,"Now that we are all introduced, let's get started."
~Part One Ends~

So day before yesterday, I spent the night at a friend's house (Mariah-sama). We stayed up until about three or four in the morning watching Youtube videos. They were anime, Torchwood, and occasionally a walkthrough. The most memorable video to me was called Fatal Frame walkthrough. I have never played Fatal Frame, but I want to now. The guy who made this video was a British man and was extremely hillarious. At one point he had to kill a ghost (obviously) and he suceeds(gorramed spelling!) so he yells:
"OMAHGAWD!!! SUCKMAHCAWK!!!" and spells it out on-screen. I thought I was gonna pee mah pants laughing so hard. >XD
But the most hillarious part was when he freaks out when he is killed by another ghost.
I just need to find the videos. >.>
So far tonite I have had quite a few trick-or-treaters. A flapper, a witch, a fangirl (she was for football), a fairy princess(2x), a Dracula, a hunter, a clown, an egyptian princess, a mutant rat, a pirate, and a mummy-zombie. They were very cute and scary. I am in a butler-like uniform in case you, the reader, were wondering.
Moving on... Tonite is the night for Ghost Adventures Live. Yes I'm excited. No, i'm not expecting much to happen. They are in the Trans-Allegheny(sp?) Lunatic Asylum. Sure there were countless murders, deaths under mysterious curcumstances, but you can't expect them to come out when called. I have watched year, after year of these overnight ghost hunts and always end up disappointed. I dislike them sometimes. (End of Rant)
Meanwhile, I am looking for information whether or not Syfy will be showing the four Doctor Who Specials... If anyone knows when they will show, please leave a comment. ^_^ Please and thank-you!

Well, I wish you all happy hunting for tonite and tomorrow! :3

Right now, I'm in Geometry... We get to play on teh internetz. So I chose here of all places to be random in. These lectures are killer and are sometimes are hard to listen to without dozing off. There are teachers that I do know that are great. Take for example: Mrs. Color, mind you I am using a different name for her, she is bilingual. She is so extatic about her job that it makes me look forward to my last hour of the day. I absoluteley love her soooo much! :3
Note to school:
Make school a little more interesting by giving us more to look forward to. Like if the teachers are more extatic like Mrs. Color here, we would be more into school. Not some stupid games. We should use Ayuda! for learning. (Ayuda is when she tells you a word or phrase and you write the translation on the board. Ayuda= help for example.) I'm gonna cut this one short for now...
Good Afternoon!

(After I get home post.)

So when I went to English 10, we got to underline ALL verbs in the stories that we wrote. Then we were to write down the verbs. I had written a FIVE PAGE STORY/ FANFICTION. So I had underlined over 300+ words and wrote 150+ verbs. And we did not share them. > I was really excited for that.
Then this Wednesday, we will be sharing scary stories. ^///^
Thursday and Friday we have no school due to parent teacher conferences.... >.>

True end of blog.
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