ALL IS WELL THAT ENDS WELL

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UK!!!!!!!

Going soon!!!!

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Missing....what i am missing....hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

I am missing seaside in Malta....
I am missing snow in Siberia...
I am missing yellow spring fields in the UK...
whistle rolleyes whistle rolleyes whistle rolleyes

Daily travel by Moscow metro...weird people...but very different and interesting

As usual went to my station to get to work.And day was full of interesting personalities...
As usual had to fight to enter the train because thousands people wanted to get to work in the same time like me... To feel myself like a canned food is usual thing.So with smile on my face with headphones in my ears i stayed in the train and very tolerable waited when i can get out on my station. I changed the line of metro and in the next train there were not so many people like in my first train...But still it was a reason to remember that 10 minute trip.Well...I was staying and holding a handrail for not to fall down when train was moving.... It was enough space in front of me for two more people.... and a very interesting person got in to the doors...I wouldn't pay attention to that person if he (yes it was a man) wouldn't attract that attention. He was not handsome...tall or looked nice...he just was weird...He carried in his hands briefcase and in that briefcase was one more shirt - maybe new. He was dressed in trousers, stripy shirt...nothing special..but he looked so proud of himself like a super star...."i am awesome" "women look at me - i am what you need"....but i was pity to him...in his eyes i met a little bit of craziness...He is not healthy for sure...Then i wouldn't even look at him because in my mind were lots of thoughts what i need to do at work...what are the planes for the day....But he just started to move...opened his briefcase and pulled out cheep bottle of perfume...it was blue color big bottle made of glass...and started to spray it on himself....UFFFFFFFFFFFFF it was smelling so naaaaasssssty.....But by this action he maybe showed everybody how he was cool....
Well....it just was funny and pity in the same tpime... And maybe such situation when women don't pay attention to a not very perfect man generates maniacs...Or just psychological problems... sad

My first travel to the UK

Departure:
Instead of 19 i was able to fly on 20th...Heathrow airport was closed but Russian airline was too stubborn to fly smile)) And only at 15-00 Moscow time i was in the airplane (so 24 hours delay) And when i checked in second time (on 20th) russian stupid person gave me a border pass on different flight - so they didn't give me to enter the airplane again...just after eating my nerves and by calling to a manager i finally was in the airplane. Really to get visa was easier smile))
Flight:
Instead of flying 4 hours i think we were flying about 5 or even 6 because Heathrow airport didn't give us to lend...so we were flying in one side above London and then in other side (many circles)Then we landed and couldn't get out of the airplane for 2 hours because there were no place (parking place for our airport)
Baggage:
now is the most interesting thing - there were no my luggage...All my clothes (even underwear - hahahhaaa) everything...all the present to family of my b/f - everything was in suitcase... I just had a little bag with fur hat for my b/f - brought from Russia like a souvenir...and 2 bottles of vodka (hd bought in duty free shop for friends) thats it. I was and laughing and not...
All is well that ends well.
My suitcase i got on 28th of December 2010...left my b/f on 31 to celebrate our Russian New Year ... Had nice Christmas...first real in my life...Had nice time... Was in few cities...tried trains...metro...saw countryside..met amazing people...Had nice vacation...lots things to remember

Going to The UK

Finally I am going to the UK, dont know how but I got my visa...Oh...if only you could see my invitation...I think after reading it and watching photos nobody could say NO to me...smile)
It starts to be very cold in Moscow...Minus 12 was today...But no snow...Hope it will be much snow soon and winter will be more soft and pleasant...
Winter came and in the UK...smile
An interesting thing we have notice with my boyfriend...As he meet me - Russian girl...as winter in the UK started to be colder than usual... We were laughing about it... But its funny thing - there in Russia its cold outside but very warm inside of the houses and flats because everybody has heating and because Russia has enough gas people can heat their flats and its not so expensive...But in the UK its warmer outside rather than in Russia but colder in the houses because people try to save money...they have to live and usually dont have too much money to pay for very expensive heating...
I m going to write some stories about everything I ll see and feel when I go to my love...He is my heating and love of my life so I am not afraid of cold. But its just interesting...

Live without interest

Or it is November influences on me so terribly...or I dont know...
Took a book - wanted to read...But usually I dont like to read...dont know why...maybe to lazy...or maybe too much my own thouths in my head...dont know...But tried to find anything...anything that could tought me...And - no success...Everything is so borring for me...Even a favorite movie...

waiting for..

Waiting for my dear....
Time is so fast...
One more day of waiting and...........ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
I am so exciting....
I saw the dream like i cut a beautiful big rose from bushes...ful of blossomong flowers...
I read in the book...what doest it mean to see roses in dreams...And it said...to see roses means for young lady that happiness and good time is close...soon she will be in love...And I will not tell what else was reading....let it be the small secret......After the date with my b/f. maybe then i will tell... just want to check is this true or not...OH..oh oh....love is in the air....

DISTANCE....positive and negative sides

DISTANCE between people which love each other is good because
1) love can be stronger
2)if you want not to show something to your partner like sadness or tears...you just can pretend that you are ok and not to hurt your loving best part
3)distance gives really to understand if you need a person that lives far away from you or you dont...
4)distance it is convinient for somebody to say something like - oh..you know i do not do this or i cant do this because of distance....
5)when you meet you try to have only good things together...the best events....best word to each other...
no fighting...no problems...

have something to add...you are welcome...

distance between people which love each other is bad because
1)you always feeling sad because you miss your partner
2)your future starts to look misty...
3)you cant have normal communication - just phone...mail...internet...and rare meetings....
you cant spend time together...holding hands...cuddling...
4)you are always live in hope and waiting when you finally meet again...what makes you annoyed
5)you loose time that you could share together....

what else????? lots of else....but ..distance is like poison....long time of living far away from each other hurts and killing....But short time can be like a cure....and even useful sometimes...

night craziness....
beat me on my head...maybe it helps....

birthday!Fucking birthday!28

Feeling awfully sad...Like its the end of life...or something like that....Dont want to upset my close people wich are trying to do something for me...Smiling...Boss likes idiots smile)) so I am smiling....but feeling like ate something very very very bitter!!!!
Weather is amazing!!! Gray smoky sky....Fires all around...Everybody are complaining about such bad condishions...and make this more hard to tolerate and not to think about it!!!
Didnt do anything...No unusuful...no usuful....Just nothing...
Waiting when it will come another day....better than this...
28 years old...No brain...no beauty...no knowleges to do something....no skills...only stupid fear....Very very very good man next to me...with amazing blue eyes...loving and taking care of me....Dear mum that wants to do something for me...But I want to disappear..
Remember father that has gone last year...He usually brought me flowers...every birthday....Only he maybe knew how i loved them...Loved flovers but hated my birthday...Dont try to find out a reason why i hate this day....I can tell i didnt want to live...and were ready to give my life to somebody who want and need it..
And I am talking to myself...trying to save tears inside...And I can to do this.
Its my life.AND I LIKE IT!

need the distraction...

I am a prisoner of my own brain...mad brain...wich is melting from such hot weather...I have a hope that it wont be so hot any longer...because everything- body and soul are like boiled...OHHHH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! My skin is not to sick to tolerate this...Who said i like hot...who said i like cold... I LIKE WARM....its enough...
Sitting and breathing evening air from my window...its 28 - i would say cool...during the day was 35...
My b/f is almost sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepping.....ohhhhh so cute... I cant slep...need a distraction... How to be happy about something...to have an interst...night is for sleeping for normal people....for thinking - just for mad...
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