Stay to think

Life is so unfair, why don't you put such that thing on me instead of my friend? Why ? Why? She has already had too much pain in her heart, her soul and ... everything. What is not good in her? Tell me!!!! Oh, I hate you. Hate the god - damned fellow who made she like that, in my head now, the only thing is to kill that pig. What a fuck guy! How can he be alived in this world and how can he be one of her brothers? Damned, damned! Fade is really bullshit thing! Isn't it right? Why do good people always have to meet awful, terrible and hurtful thing like that. I feel so guity. I'm her very closed friend but can't be by her side at this down time. I'm not a good friend like She always think. I'm so sorry my friend!!!!! I'm so sorry