"Destined Minds"

SKELETONS IN THE CLOSET

And dark the closet of minds past
in the recesses of the mind and heart
that dares not reveals secrets that bask

tightly packed away once thought secure
the shadows that make lonely company
materialise in the mist of shattered dreams

the deadly drama that stands in silence
with haunting tones of invisible threat
the vastness of void and nothing

where the dead live forever
so hollow the darkeness that stretches
from twighlights misty shadows

wretched dangerous darkness
once abandoned that left nought more
than a shadow of dappled trail foreboding

and now the pull of the unknown
reveals the skeletons in the closet
that silently crept beneath the surface

of daylights hour fearing all
of mornings sunrise prefering
the shadows painted in the evening

and scraggy bit of cold dark shade now
emerges from the dragons cave,what
strange moon that sends a bolt of evil

untangling realm of perpetual darkness
the hauntings of childhoods drone and blur
that crumbled long ago heavens ladder

dread of moment that now is here
and where be the strength to face
the seasons in hell

like a bad dream that I awaken
from the city of the dead
that rings its deathly bell

for now I am found in the middle
of nowhere, no where to run
and no where to hide

black coal of night, you are all chaos
and the dreams have been a grey lonely place
you have been the mistress of deception

you have been my haunting that
relented not forcing your march
in evenings dreams and nightmares

writhing like dragons tail with
all time to sharpen your claws
but the dead shall not live forever

for even in my closet, I was never alone
never left unprotected for I was given
saving grace while you were ruffling

through my darkest recesses and writing
the book of the dead.....for the God
of this afterlife held my hand

protected my heart, untangled my dreams
and poured light little by little
on your darkened games of vehicles

of destruction enough to drive one mad
and you will be left alone in an
unmarked grave never to be remembered

for I will walk in lush green hills
and never again to hear your roar
as mighty angels of the Lord with one

fell swoop of a mighty flaming sword
slices through your hate and spite
sending your unholy darkness of secrets

into eternity's abyss and I will dwell
in peace and slumber sweetly and rest
beyond the shadows past....

Maree Long
(c) Maree Long 2008

FOOTNOTE: A challenge given by valius - let me know how I went valius...
hope you like this piece

"Deceptive Voice of Darkeness"

If I suicide.
as the dead dance their waltz thru
Cutting is freedom

deceptive the minds slayers that so suggests

My life continues it's march
why my soul must be so black
I cry soundlessly

deceptive the voice that sings its lullaby

as I cry alone.
leaves of broken, shattered glass
As the tears drip down

deceptive the freedom burning red

black hole that engulfs
stifled by all the ennui
I will die alone.

deceptive the temptress that lures

blackest blackness falls
Hair hides eyes from sight.
as the dead rise and beckon

deceptive fear rises in hope to gain control

Silent streams of blood
I'm filled with disillusion
and must weep for the born

deceptive chains that seek to bind

I am so alone
Bleed out eternal darkness
Now I cry alone

deceptive joy that fills the void

The more I struggle
And I will never see light in daylight hour
My only hope dies

deceptive that hope is gone

Tears of blood rain down
agony too deep to hold
brooding silently

deceptive calls sweeter still that I might not ignore

alone in the dark
I wait, alone, I wait, I wait

deception your name is Satan

Maree Long
(c) Maree Long 2007
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Footnote: there is help.....there is hope

http://www.recoveryourlife.com/

http://www.sloppynoodle.com/selfharm.shtml

http://www.christianmums.com/content/view/53/47/

http://www.dunamai.com/articles/general/suicide_a_different_christian_perspective.htm