"Destined Minds"

SUMMER'S APARTMENT

White painted walls
on either side their lies
a blank canvas that stares at me

white cold steel
vertical rails that mar
my vision

and what would be a beautiful
horizon is interupted and
stripped of its moments beauty

white sands too hot
to walk on forbid
that I should trespass

white blinding heat
pours down on me
melting my resolve

so hot the day
that makes all things
unpleasnt

so humid the air
it presses in
confinement it strangles me

and time befreinds me not
always choosing how painfully
slow it passes

all that once thought secure
such relationships no longer
my hearts solace

and the demon voice well known
for its ready made lies
whispers to my mind

"run and jump, think not
let thy end be wift
and I will hold your hand
and all your burdens will lift"

then white the truth reveals
that gives my heart the light
dispels the present darkness

that burned within me
and seared my eyes of truth
but my heart it feels

and knows that I am held
in the Father's hand
and protected there with him

for white the tiny white lies
did tell as they stripped away
memories spell

and back to where you came from
the white droplets of deceit
were sent

Maree Long
(c) Maree Long 2008

FOOTNOTE: Please note the following warning - I personally had been using this sleeping aid - only a few days at a time - with a break in between to avoid any addictiveness - what I got was violent mood rage swings, loss of memory, and a voice proding me to suicide to run and jump off a balcony....I thought it was a spirittual attackk, whilst I still think I have been suffering a spirutal attack no doubt in my mind now....however these little demons are a force unto themselves and will be taking all remainging stock back to the doctors with an interesting report....

http://www.smh.com.au/news/National/More-warnings-for-sleeping-pill-Stilnox/2007/11/28/1196036972352.html


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