I am the Masochist kid!

I am thrown about,
To and fro,
Forever to be blown.
And yet,
It is not known,
Who I should love.

Should I love the one who left me behind?
I loved her for so long,
She made me lose my mind,
From the endless wait of her return.
And this person who was so blind,
To see that we were no longer compatible.
Surely my lover could be,
The girl I've have lost.

I am thrown about,
To and fro,
Forever to be blown.
And yet,
It is not known,
Who I should love.

Should I love the one who kicked my knee?
I can't stand her,
But every time I see,
I can't live without her.
And this person who treats me as a flea,
Should be the person that I give my heart to.
Surely my lover could be,
The girl I love when I see her.

I am thrown about,
To and fro,
Forever to be blown.
And yet,
It is not known,
Who I should love.

Should I love the one who lies and deceives?
She lies to me and makes up for it way to simple.
Away with the one I trust, and she believes,
She is innocent.
And this person puts me down and I never receive,
A shred of emotion or understanding.
Surely my lover could be,
The girl who once loved me.

I am thrown about,
To and fro,
Forever to be blown.
And yet,
It is not known,
Who I should love.

Should I love the one that stabbed me deep?
Who carried out work that crushed my soul.
Yet, my emotions still continue to seep,
Even though the thick shell around my heart.
And this person who sin with whom no one else would keep,
And broke all of the rules for me.
Surely my lover could be,
The girl who let me in.

I am thrown about,
To and fro,
Forever to be blown.
And yet,
It is not known,
Who I should love.

Should I love the one who I know little about?
Just meeting chemistry seemed immediate.
Whom I have little to doubt,
Because I have little to know
And this person who let out many great shout,
Of laughter from my favorite hobby.
Surely my lover could be,
The girl I just met.

I am thrown about,
To and fro,
Forever to be blown.
And yet,
It is not known,
Who I should love.

Should I love the one who bosses me around?
She thinks that she owns me already.
She gave my shin such a pound,
To send me to the doctor just in case.
She is a true beauty that I have found,
Though her problems are numerous.
Surely my lover could be,
The girl who trusts me.

I am thrown about,
To and fro,
Forever to be blown.
And yet,
It is not known,
Who I should love.

Should I love the one who sins?
Though her background doesn’t allow.
Despite my own rival already wins,
And discovered this beauty before I.
To go with love or with friends,
This is an absolute I cannot decide
Surely my lover could be,
The girl who is taken

I am thrown about,
To and fro,
Forever to be blown.
And yet,
It is not known,
Who I should love.

Should I love the one who is willing?
She would be my very first one.
Her attitude certainly is thrilling,
Though her body isn’t exactly so.
Despite this her sight certainly isn’t billing,
Because I am no Thinker myself.
Surely my lover could be,
The girl who loves me.

I am thrown about,
To and fro,
Forever to be blown.
And yet,
It is not known,
Who I should love.

Should I love the one who met by accident?
I was the gentleman who saved her bag.
Surely a trace of love is resident,
Though I don’t know if I could be with her.
Not to mention the others who are president,
I’m certainly not her first option.
Surely my lover could be,
The girl from church.

I am thrown about,
To and fro,
Forever to be blown.
And yet,
It is not known,
Who I should love.

Should I love the one who entertained on the ship?
Though she lives far away from here.
Even she goes against my word of lip,
I have put down her kind in the past.
To take her would be to me a total rip,
And goes against what I have said.
Surely my lover could be,
The girl who is a Jew

I am thrown about,
To and fro,
Forever to be blown.
And yet,
It is not known,
Who I should love.

Should I love the one who I match?
Since our personalities are identical.
Because feelings did quickly hatch,
Though I feel comfortable with them.
To whom I cannot try to latch,
For I too love her friend.
Surely my lover could be,
The girl who is leaving

And I am still thrown about,
To and fro,
Forever to be blown.
And yet,
It is still not known,
Who I should love.

And now I welcome you formally,
To my little slice of hell.