My OperaLooking for belief
Thursday, May 31, 2007 11:56:52 PM
I've always believed in myself...
I've always seen (or tryed to see) the good sides of everything in this world...
I've always thought that love could only give joy...
All of a sudden you start looking at things in a different way, from a different point of view and you realize that something in your life has been damn wrong.
I don't even know what I'm saying... probably when I read this all again I'll wonder why I wrote this but for now I just want to express my feelings.
I mean, it's just the same thing all the time, it's always the same big problem that deals with nothing but with your heart which is the most vulnerable part of us.
How can you get rid of pain when your love sickness is so deep within yourself?
I really don't know the answer... but I know I lack something: belief
I need to believe in me, in what I am, I need to be strong and I don't have to look back but forward. If I don't belive that I can make it things will never work out.
